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No More Medicine v2.swf
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Threads (60):

[MMY7BIH]https://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3506421
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 7/4 -2024 16:36:27 Ended: 8/4 -2024 03:17:39Flashes: 1 Posts: 2
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3506421
>> [_] Anon 3506434 this is extremely well done. well done


[NHWRWKP]https://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3500430
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 16/10 -2023 22:22:40 Ended: 16/10 -2023 22:22:40Flashes: 1 Posts: 1
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3500430


[C7LHNOG]https://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3496106
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 15/6 -2023 03:21:56 Ended: 15/6 -2023 03:21:56Flashes: 1 Posts: 1
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3496106


[XR6O92S]https://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3485399/im-having-ano…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 17/7 -2022 11:07:53 Ended: 18/7 -2022 11:08:02Flashes: 1 Posts: 7
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3485399 I'm having another one of those nights
>> [_] Anon 3485401 >># what nights exactly? tell us more
>> [_] Anon 3485403 >># booze alone wsg f
>> [_] Anon 3485412 >># this is why I don't drink booze because I'm always alone
>> [_] Anon 3485424 Yeah, me too.
>> [_] Anon 3485433 >># wish it were that simple
>> [_] Anon 3485449 >># at least no gif


[EBYW26Z]https://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3483874
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 9/6 -2022 10:53:07 Ended: 10/6 -2022 07:39:47Flashes: 1 Posts: 2
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3483874
>> [_] Anon 3483922 I think it's broken


[USD6F2K]https://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3483108
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 15/5 -2022 23:00:33 Ended: 15/5 -2022 23:00:33Flashes: 1 Posts: 1
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] John Moses Browning 3483108


[PDS2PXH]https://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3482328/chill
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 20/4 -2022 16:11:56 Ended: 20/4 -2022 16:11:56Flashes: 1 Posts: 1
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] chill Anon 3482328


[SBOQURH]https://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3470679
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 17/8 -2021 22:42:59 Ended: 17/8 -2021 22:42:59Flashes: 1 Posts: 1
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3470679


[CMLNVPN]! https://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3455648/end-of-f
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 5/1 -2021 22:14:47 Ended: 6/1 -2021 14:01:59Flashes: 1 Posts: 10
File: You have died bitter and alone.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] End of /f/ Anon 3455648 NO! Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3455659 Don't rename flashes. Original name is: No More Medicine v2.swf
>> [_] Anon 3455662 >># dont tell me what to do cucko
>> [_] Anon 3455672 >># read the rules then shitass, names don't change so you can find sauce on swfchan, fuckin newfags
>> [_] Anon 3455677 >># wew lad
>> [_] Anon 3455686 >># you know swfchan records all seen names as the same file right?
>> [_] Anon 3455688 >># Kill yourself retard.
>> [_] Anon 3455690 >># REEEEEEEEE!
>> [_] Anon 3455730 >># Even at the end, fuckers renamed flashes
>> [_] Anon 3455757 >># stupid faggot


[AE8ZZF4]https://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3453060
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 31/12 -2020 17:15:41 Ended: 31/12 -2020 17:15:41Flashes: 1 Posts: 1
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3453060


[F0S4SL1]https://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3445862/n
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 16/11 -2020 17:59:31 Ended: 16/11 -2020 22:24:48Flashes: 1 Posts: 7
File: no more medicin.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3445862 N
>> [_] Anon 3445865 I
>> [_] Anon 3445866 G
>> [_] Anon 3445877 No
>> [_] 02e8ff0ad 3445903 >># >># You post the G and then break your own combo? baka senpai I was going for Nichijou, by the way.
>> [_] 02e8ff0ad 3445925 >># It seems that I was the baka all along.
>> [_] Anon 3445957 >># G


[ZDR4R30]https://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3432045
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 24/6 -2020 22:42:15 Ended: 25/6 -2020 06:00:05Flashes: 1 Posts: 2
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3432045
>> [_] Anon 3432079 Right in the feels.


[RSEVWZA]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3407146
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 2/11 -2019 07:30:59 Ended: 3/11 -2019 15:26:16Flashes: 1 Posts: 2
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3407146 Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3407259 lol if you spam enter it plays a new entry of the song from the beginning, overlapping all of the other ones


[D44Q89B]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3404304
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 5/10 -2019 10:46:17 Ended: 5/10 -2019 10:46:17Flashes: 1 Posts: 1
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3404304


[E8D7GEP]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3395283
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 4/7 -2019 00:00:11 Ended: 5/7 -2019 07:10:06Flashes: 1 Posts: 4
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3395283
>> [_] Anon 3395331 Why does this song torment me in a good way?
>> [_] Anon 3395357 >># They Don't Think It Be Like It Is, But It Do.
>> [_] Anon 3395376 >># for me, it reminds me of the times when i felt really bad now i only feel a little bit bad, but it's good to remember when it was worse. so i can grow


[DOYK0TA]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3393713/what-is-everyo…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 16/6 -2019 04:04:22 Ended: 16/6 -2019 18:15:29Flashes: 1 Posts: 5
File: no more medicin.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] What is everyone drinking tonight? Anon 3393713 I made myself an old fashion Jefferson bourbon with simple syrup I made myself. Used cane sugar and orange peels to make it citrus What is everyone drinking/eating/watching/playing tonight?
>> [_] CC 3393728 long islands from work anon. ty for posting this been meaning to add it to the collection.
>> [_] Anon 3393730 Serpent's Bite neat
>> [_] Anon 3393731 Good ol fashioned Busch.
>> [_] Anon 3393759 A big ol'c cup of Shut The Fuck Up.


[Q8PN8VS]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3377551/its-going-to-b…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 20/1 -2019 03:40:15 Ended: 20/1 -2019 20:13:59Flashes: 1 Posts: 5
File: no more medicin.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] It's going to be okay Anon 3377551 Please remember the misfortunes of your past are in the past and your current misfortunes will join those soon
>> [_] Anon 3377584 Hurts.
>> [_] Anon 3377622 >># but what about the future ones yet to be endured? those are what I dread. not that it's been going on like this, but it appears as if it will keep going on like this indefinitely. Every day I face my biggest fear, having to deal with one more day and all of its accompanying bullshit. It's crowded out most others, I've noticed I don't have base survival instinct anymore. On a primitive level, my body, my subconscious, whatever you want to call it, it just wants it to end. I don't really have a good reason why I force it to keep going. Some misguided idea that some day hope and purpose my come, a hope of hope, one might say. Or maybe it's just stubbornness, I can't bring myself to give up and die, even if it's what I want, too much spite in my blood to let go.
>> [_] Anon 3377626 >Pick it up.... NO fuck you and fuck these feels!
>> [_] Anon 3377627 >># Feeling pretty much the same as you, anon. I guess i just live on the thought that "life isn't all that important",so it's more like simply existing instead of living. I know that i will never be normal and have a normal life like most of the population. For me, the game was rigged from the start. I guess that some sort of little hope keeps me going forward, that at some point something will change. I guess what hit me the hardest was my last highschool reunion. Everyone there was so happy, bragging about what they've accomplished. The only words i said that evening we're "Hello" and "Goodbye". Also,this anon pretty much summarizes all my feelings >>#


[DAHQMDH]!! http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3359954/chrome-doesnt-…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 28/9 -2018 04:35:51 Ended: 28/9 -2018 21:05:23Flashes: 1 Posts: 25
File: no more medicin.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3359954 Chrome doesn't run swfs in new tabs anymore :( Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3359971 I know right, just saves them instead >_> Any known fix?
>> [_] Anon 3359972 ditch the jewish botnet that is literally using the data you feed it to program robots that will be used to murder people.
>> [_] Anon 3359973 >># >># There IS NO FIX. There is only hospice medication to stave off the dying pains. (use *embed*) Welcome to the Flash-less Future.
>> [_] Anon 3359980 Firefox seems to still be working.
>> [_] Anon 3359983 Maybe you should stop tuning people out when they tell you Chrome is fucking garbage?
>> [_] Anon 3359992 >># <html> <body style=" margin-top: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; "> <embed allowscriptaccess="never" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="100%" height="100%" src="no%20more%20medicin.swf"> </body> </html> You could make an html file like so, but it's less convenient. Firefox is probably the best answer for now.
>> [_] Anon 3359999 There are probably better alternatives to Firefox, but I've used it for almost 15 years and haven't had any significant problem. I never understood why people were all about Chrome in the first place.
>> [_] Anon 3360006 >># >There are probably better alternatives to Firefox I don't think so anon. It's a nice browser imo
>> [_] Anon 3360015 >># Use Opera. You have to make it not ask first but it still works.
>> [_] Anon 3360016 use comodo. basically chrome without google
>> [_] Anon 3360019 If it's telling you that it needs permission to run, go to chrome://flags, find "Enable Ephemeral Flash Permissions" and disable that bullshit.
>> [_] Anon 3360032 >># When you have a slow PC then chrome is the faster browser for most applications.
>> [_] Anon 3360037 >># >they re-added the flags neat. i just hopped to the old, not retarded version and froze it in history
>> [_] Anon 3360038 >># chrome never ran swfs, you gotta use embed
>> [_] Anon 3360059 STOP USING FUCKING CHROME people using it are bandwagon sheeps that don't even understand better you finally have a solid reason to uninstall that spyware cesspool and what do you do? lift your shoulders and go "o well guess flash is dead". NO. you have a choice in this. don't be a fucking sheep.
>> [_] Anon 3360086 >># same reason people refuse to tell you the source of a manga or anime image. google has gone above and beyond to brainwash people into thinking that their products are the bee's knee's and you should rely on them in every facet of your life for every waking moment.
>> [_] Anon 3360094 Install flash independent of your browser or get a browser that isn't for normalfags
>> [_] Anon 3360097 >># This worked. Thanks anon!
>> [_] Anon 3360100 >># a company really have to be deep up its own ass to use the word "ephemeral" instead of "short-lived"
>> [_] Anon 3360104 >># AI will learn the truth faster than they can lie to it.
>> [_] Anon 3360105 >># >implying they will teach AI what the truth and a lie is just another cog in the machine
>> [_] Anon 3360108 >># did they just add that flag recently? I updated chrome by mistake a couple weeks ago and couldn't find anything to fix it. glad this works tho.
>> [_] Anon 3360110 >># no people just want you to do a tiny bit of effort yourself instead of immediately asking use some other search engine, who cares, just search at the very least
>> [_] Anon 3360111 >># Thank you for being the only sane person in this zoo


[TIH1ICY]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3356932/its-time-to-go
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 11/9 -2018 07:07:53 Ended: 12/9 -2018 00:10:08Flashes: 1 Posts: 3
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] it's time to go Anon 3356932 i hate myself
>> [_] Anon 3356936 I... I don't want to go.
>> [_] Sammy 3356985 >># Shine on you Crazy Diamond


[DQYZ4G0]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3351656/its-time-to-go
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 13/8 -2018 02:42:53 Ended: 13/8 -2018 20:14:11Flashes: 1 Posts: 3
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] it's time to go Anon 3351656
>> [_] Anon 3351665 I accidently clicked on yes and discovered the other side.
>> [_] Anon 3351773 i dont want to go yet.


[Y9BJYTK]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3348035/would-you-retr…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 23/7 -2018 15:25:21 Ended: 24/7 -2018 10:37:09Flashes: 1 Posts: 9
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3348035 Would you retry? Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3348043 >># Without a doubt yes. Life has its bad moments, but maybe that just makes the good ones seem more worth it. What I'd give for a second chance at it all.
>> [_] Anon 3348044 >># If the random element still applies then no. If I'll live the same life and be born in the same year and remember anything from this one then yes.
>> [_] Anon 3348053 >># But that's basically cheating in life.
>> [_] Anon 3348136 I doubt it. Doesn't seem worth the effort and it could've been a whole lot worse
>> [_] Anon 3348148 'Abort, Retry, Fail?' was the phrase some wormdog scrawled next to the door of the Edit Universe project room. And when the new dataspinners started working, fabricating their worlds on the huge organic comp systems, we'd remind them: if you see this message... always choose 'Retry'.
>> [_] Anon 3348167 >># I'm not sure the choices I'd make with 20/20 hindsight would turn out any better. Give me a thousand attempts and there's always going to be some unforeseen consequence or missed opportunity. Some of them I can look back on and already tell there simply were no right answers, aside from rewriting every single moment of my life up to that point to avoid it, which would of course result in its own equivalents I'm sure. So no, I don't think I would. In a way I think the immutability of the past has helped me cope with and accept it. Were I able to change it I'm sure I would have driven myself mad years ago failing over and over again trying to find and fix "where I went wrong." But, though it took me nearly three years to finally get it, the answer is, I really didn't. There's no mistake to fix, no lesson to learn. Sometimes you're just screwed and there's nothing to do about it but be at peace with that.
>> [_] Anon 3348171 Honestly, I would on one condition: I find 4chan again. This has been the only true home I've ever known. It has its flaws, sure, but as numerous as they may be I still love this place and the people in it. Without this place I would be in a much worse spot and I may not even be alive. I've made friends here, lost them, had the share of drama, gone through iterations of boards and the website itself. Nothing could ever replace this in my life and I don't want it to. Whatever the future may hold (and if there was a reset) I know I have this place and the anons in it to give me a place to call home.
>> [_] Anon 3348196 >># +1


[SL1TLJW]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3345574/go-to-bed
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 10/7 -2018 03:47:59 Ended: 10/7 -2018 21:19:26Flashes: 1 Posts: 1
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3345574 go to bed


[ZL021YZ]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3344218
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 1/7 -2018 20:06:55 Ended: 1/7 -2018 20:06:55Flashes: 1 Posts: 1
File: No_More_Medicine_v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3344218


[PYSP1KE]! http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3338226/if-only-it-wer…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 28/5 -2018 06:10:25 Ended: 28/5 -2018 23:25:42Flashes: 1 Posts: 14
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] if only it were that simple Anon 3338226 Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3338256 Where can I find the "NO" option music?
>> [_] Anon 3338262 >tfw wussed out on killing myself today I missed everywhere important with the damn knife, fuck me.
>> [_] Anon 3338274 It's just medicine... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cSPfeTwl 8Kw
>> [_] Anon 3338276 >># Don't do it brother
>> [_] Anon 3338285 >># stop bein' a shit and live on and do something with yourself. c'mon, life is what you make it and if you think its shit then you'd better change that mind of yours soon cos there's an experience waitin' for ya but you won't find it at the end of a bottle, edge of a knife, tight of rope or even on the concrete sea below. Fucker i don't know you but if i did i'd try and get you to see the bright side even if you'd hate me for it. I'm draggin' your ass to live god damn it. If you are american then you better check yourself because you got the eagle spirit and not some pansy bitch one. WAKE UP DAMN IT
>> [_] Anon 3338291 >># Been there. Can't really tell you anything you haven't already heard. We all die eventually and the years you save from killing yourself are but a split moment in our universes lifetime. Care for that split moment.
>> [_] Anon 3338292 >># The yes is joji's remix of the song. Good song.
>> [_] Anon 3338300 >># Take an anatomy class and try again you weak faggot.
>> [_] Anon 3338344 >># >americans cant even talk to a suicidal person without sucking their countries dick
>> [_] Anon 3338360 >># doing yourself in is the dumbest thing ever m8.
>> [_] Anon 3338363 >># any stories to tell before you go?
>> [_] Anon 3338381 >># yeah anon tell us about that embarrassing thing you did in grade school
>> [_] Anon 3338389 >># Shit gets better, always. The hard truth is that you feel like you want to die but the hidden reality is that you want to start living. If you've hit rock bottom, do some stupid shit, run away, fuck hookers, whatever. Just don't off yourself.


[SI3KZ2O]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3335845/please-help-me
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 15/5 -2018 12:53:49 Ended: 15/5 -2018 23:36:17Flashes: 1 Posts: 6
File: no more medicin.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] please help me. Anon 3335845 does any one have the edited version of this?
>> [_] Anon 3335849 >># you mean the inferior noninteractive version?
>> [_] Anon 3335924 >># Edited? I thought this was the edited version...
>> [_] Anon 3335926 bro this is totally the fake edited version.
>> [_] Anon 3335952 this is the best version of this, though the original filename should be no more medicinev2 so thanks for renaming the flash needlessly faggot. Because of that I'm not going to post the edited one I found because A. you're too lazy to look for it on swfchan and B. (see before A).
>> [_] Anon 3335953 >># the edited one by which I assume you mean the one with your daily dose inscribed


[XWJ0ZPH]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3333568/its-friday-and…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 4/5 -2018 16:11:31 Ended: 5/5 -2018 02:41:27Flashes: 1 Posts: 2
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3333568 it's friday and i'm not in love
>> [_] Anon 3333572 >># I will be your love for tonight, OP


[XF03N0F]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3332027
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 27/4 -2018 09:00:46 Ended: 27/4 -2018 09:00:46Flashes: 1 Posts: 1
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3332027


[JDX7VVV]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3328428/maybe-tomorrow…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 11/4 -2018 02:42:51 Ended: 11/4 -2018 20:34:17Flashes: 1 Posts: 7
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Maybe tomorrow will be better Anon 3328428 But probably not Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3328529 >># Thou shalt say to the nihilist, who looks cold on the hills, the valley, the grass, the dew, the morning light "If nothing matters, then why does it hurt?" Show him the cliffs that hang over the brutal sea.Show him the frost gripped bones of a man who remembers each of his failings. Teach him how to war. Not to glory in it, but to fear it. To know the scope. Life is not meaningless. Rather, it is filled with so much meaning, so much crippling meaning, that some shut down rather than touch upon. The harrowing of being is only translated through open eyes. The nihilist chooses a forced blink. When you walk in the rain, you may notice that your eyes narrow. To keep out the weather. There is no harm in rain. Open your eyes wide, and you will see, more than ever. This is all I ask you do.
>> [_] Anon 3328534 >># that was so gay, who's the faggot that said that shit?
>> [_] Anon 3328562 >># >># I love this place
>> [_] Anon 3328574 >># good luck op
>> [_] Anon 3328605 >># >># it was raining a bit ago (ACT AUS) and I thought, "oh yeah, that post" so I sort of tilted my head to the sky. it fucking stings, and it still does. I hate you both.
>> [_] Anon 3328607 >># >># >># I fucking love this place.


[DWF4PPE]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3323774
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 19/3 -2018 23:05:00 Ended: 20/3 -2018 07:08:16Flashes: 1 Posts: 8
File: No_More_Medicine_v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Other)
[_] Anon 3323774
>> [_] Anon 3323799 Interesting mix of depressing and uplifting
>> [_] Anon 3323804 Again, this flash fucks the original meaning over. It's not meant to be interactive, you don't get another chance after >DEADED
>> [_] Anon 3323808 >># You're not dead yet anon. There's still time.
>> [_] Anon 3323810 >># Solution: don't click faggot
>> [_] Anon 3323812 >># it must be really fun to have you around
>> [_] Anon 3323857 Thanks to this I'm reliving my intense fear of death I felt when I was much younger, thanks
>> [_] Anon 3323887 >># but the original flash was the uplifting one that had it on yes


[EF6UF9L]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3320567/rip-the-past
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 6/3 -2018 07:21:18 Ended: 6/3 -2018 20:04:49Flashes: 1 Posts: 6
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] RIP the past Anon 3320567 feels like we're losing so much lately I just hope Hiroshima leaves /f/ the way it is even as flash keeps dying elsewhere I couldn't make my way in the world without this board
>> [_] Anon 3320605 >># Hope so. God there are some .swf files that i need to close within 10 seconds because they are too nostalgic. I need to wait until i am plastered or in a better state of mind. Gotta keep it going.
>> [_] Anon 3320629 Of all the things to happen so far this year, the only truely saddening negative is the loss of Billy Herrington. This is no joke. He was so fucking genuine, gachi muchi was so connecting between wtf and art. I miss it. It kinda hurts a lot.
>> [_] Anon 3320641 >># Been browsing this board for almost 8 years now, rarely ever post I prefer to lurk and enjoy the board's quirky culture but billy's death is a big blow to an already dying community. Feels fucking bad man, I can't keep putting on a fake smile if lose /f/ >># I genuinely can't watch even a few seconds of get down.swf without being fucked up beyond all belief. To much nostalgia, so many memories, you know? I'm a little fucked up sorry if I'm rambling
>> [_] Anon 3320646 >># how can chinkmoot put this board down if he doesn't even know /f/ exists?
>> [_] Anon 3320673 Just don't lose your community, like we did. Your fellow anon from .ru


[NBFI4UD]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3304911/dont-waste-thi…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 31/12 -2017 20:06:28 Ended: 1/1 -2018 01:55:43Flashes: 1 Posts: 2
File: No_More_Medicine_v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Don't waste this new year Anon 3304911
>> [_] Anon 3304982 >># thanks anon happy new year


[PNAUPJ9]! http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3298741
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 3/12 -2017 02:08:48 Ended: 3/12 -2017 14:24:21Flashes: 1 Posts: 16
File: No_More_Medicine_v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3298741 Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3298753 the song restarts every fuckin time you change option
>> [_] Anon 3298756 I always say it but making it clickable completely misses the point of the flash. Standard Medicine.swf is the best.
>> [_] Anon 3298757 >># could you link it? i dont have it
>> [_] Anon 3298760 >># >>#
>> [_] Anon 3298761 >># thanks
>> [_] Anon 3298763 >># lol? and what point would that be smartass?
>> [_] Anon 3298765 >># To get you to click retry, only to realize absolutely nothing happens at all, even if you do it over and over again. Because no matter how much you regret not making the most of your life on your death bed, you're never getting a second chance at it. There's no retries. Making the button a toggle diminishes that point, even if the slow tune is nice.
>> [_] Anon 3298768 >># Welp, that's enough 4chan for today.
>> [_] Anon 3298772 >># just kill yourself right now you depressive twat
>> [_] Anon 3298773 whats the song called?
>> [_] Anon 3298781 >># >Babby's first existential realization
>> [_] Anon 3298795 >># tfw didnt even realize you could click on it until this thread
>> [_] Anon 3298814 >># That would be true if it wasn't locked on "Yes". >># >># It's actually not a depressing message, making the best of the opportunities you get and valuing what you have. Today is gone for good when it leaves so spend your time with it wisely.
>> [_] Anon 3298816 >># Resize Me - The Windows
>> [_] Anon 3298841 >># >over a flash good sense of 'existential crisis problem' over there buddy


[NN9SAWD]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3277985
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 4/9 -2017 09:42:59 Ended: 5/9 -2017 00:19:00Flashes: 1 Posts: 4
File: No More Medicine v2(click).swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3277985 Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3278117 think i'll disconnect from the server soon, but i think i will really click "Yes", one try was enough, i'm not good at this game.
>> [_] Anon 3278118 >># remix sauce?
>> [_] Anon 3278121 >># resize the window


[N1SYFOG]!! http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3265555/are-you-a-virg…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 25/7 -2017 00:23:03 Ended: 25/7 -2017 05:42:55Flashes: 1 Posts: 30
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Other)
[_] are you a virgin, /f/? Anon 3265555
>> [_] Anon 3265558 Yes, a 25 year old one.
>> [_] Anon 3265559 >># of course also nice digits
>> [_] Anon 3265560 >># Yes, and perfectly content staying that way.
>> [_] t. 20 years 3265561 yes now go away
>> [_] Anon 3265564 >># >giving up wizard powers for some harlot is that even a question, OP?
>> [_] Anon 3265589 There's a girl working next door to where I live, and I have a feeling that if I ask her, she'll go dancing with me sometime this week or Friday night.
>> [_] Anon 3265594 >># Do it, man
>> [_] Anon 3265595 >># yes 23 years old how long should I wait before sudoku?
>> [_] Anon 3265598 >># of course. what do you take me for, a casual?
>> [_] Anon 3265607 >># my father was a great man
>> [_] Anon 3265612 >># Yea. To be honest I don't care about it. What's the big fucking deal if someone put their dick in some bitch or hooker when they were teens?
>> [_] Anon 3265624 >># This. Cared till I was 22 maybe. Not ever since.
>> [_] Anon 3265629 >># Perhaps
>> [_] Anon 3265632 >># nope
>> [_] Anon 3265634 no point in trying to hook up with people if youre damaged goods
>> [_] Anon 3265637 i made it out
>> [_] Anon 3265638 >># Just try, man
>> [_] Anon 3265639 The act of Coitus is beneath a wizard such as I
>> [_] Anon 3265641 >># yes 21 and counting
>> [_] Anon 3265646 >># Until you die.
>> [_] Anon 3265647 As opposed to...
>> [_] Anon 3265648 Not a virgin but i can guarantee i'm more autistic than any of you
>> [_] Anon 3265651 Nope I miss her though
>> [_] Anon 3265654 >># Yes. 27 almost 28 old. Really wish they discovered a cure for my particular shade of autism that currently allows ok job performance but rapes my social skills. Also, to all proud wizard fags, magic isn't real, stay mad.
>> [_] Anon 3265655 >># >20 years old >Still a virgin I'm the perfect mix of a Schizoid, ISTP and ugly motherfucker but I'm sure I could get laid if I really wanted to but I have no deep desire to. Or I'm just saying that to make myself feel better.
>> [_] Anon 3265661 >># no but she was a cheating whore so I kinda wish I was
>> [_] Anon 3265668 Yep. Hugless, kissless, handholdless, and eye contactless too. I've never really made any attempt to get a gf though.
>> [_] Anon 3265670 Holy fucking shit. I think there's more virgins here than /r9k/
>> [_] Anon 3265678 Did I fuck up by trading potential wizard powers for fleeting carnal pleasure?


[ZIDLJWM]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3263707
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 19/7 -2017 11:37:34 Ended: 20/7 -2017 00:56:11Flashes: 1 Posts: 3
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3263707 Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3263842 damn son didnt know this was clickable 10/10
>> [_] Anon 3263879 Where is that Slowed down version out of?


[YYNVH3R]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3253216
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 13/6 -2017 01:39:07 Ended: 13/6 -2017 11:37:50Flashes: 1 Posts: 9
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3253216
>> [_] Anon 3253281 wasn't expecting this level of feel
>> [_] Anon 3253283 i cry everytime
>> [_] Anon 3253305 >still posting the shit broken v2
>> [_] Anon 3253315 >># dude it runs just fine what are you talking about? Also there's no v3, so ESPECIALLY what are you talking about?
>> [_] Anon 3253317 >># ikr?
>> [_] Anon 3253323 >># Why, Papa Franku? WHY?
>> [_] Anon 3253324 Try clicking
>> [_] Anon 3253346 >># >can't into digital stuffs You still have your GBA? stick with that.


[Z6PYKOY]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3250511/feelsbadman
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 3/6 -2017 11:41:20 Ended: 4/6 -2017 03:18:56Flashes: 1 Posts: 2
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[_] FeelsBadMan Faggot (¬‿¬) 3250511 inb4 not your personal blog >meet girl >tell girl that I'm all fucked up in depression and shit >girl still wants to help me >girl likes someone else that's in person, but likes me just as equally online, and spends more time with me >I'm so confused why she likes me so much and wants to really help me, whereas others have used me >Even told her she's top tier waifu material, that's how stupid close we've gotten >I want to take the next step, but can't because of other dude >Tells me that her goal is to make sure I'm happy. Good night /f/. Take things easy and don't forget to smile even if shit gets tough. I can always count on y'all to cheer me up. Thanks, doc. Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3250641 >># Hang in there, anon. If things don't work out, then whatever. Just make sure to learn from her and find someone in person who will make you happy. Goodnighty bud.


[NMK1YLC]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3244608
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 15/5 -2017 23:41:41 Ended: 16/5 -2017 15:11:09Flashes: 1 Posts: 3
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3244608 Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3244801 >still posting the shit broken one
>> [_] Anon 3244850 >># Doesn't clicking switch between the two? Or what's broken about it? other than it not tracking the song and switching to an appropriate place.


[SFZW3PI]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3241633
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 6/5 -2017 03:37:41 Ended: 6/5 -2017 15:42:19Flashes: 1 Posts: 4
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3241633
>> [_] Anon 3241747 >># its just medicine..
>> [_] Anon 3241749 >still posting this shit version with the shortened songs and no time sync
>> [_] Anon 3241761 yes


[DLH33H6]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3237077/3237047
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 23/4 -2017 09:45:47 Ended: 23/4 -2017 19:36:56Flashes: 1 Posts: 5
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3237077 >>#
>> [_] Anon 3237086 >># thanks anon
>> [_] Anon 3237113 >># for years I listened medicine v1 not knowing the full lyrics nor the song, didnt mind the words anyway then v2 pops up filling the blanks in the song hit too close home, way too close
>> [_] Anon 3237136 heck yes anon
>> [_] Anon 3237186 >># i feel that. when i first found the original song it had me fucked up for weeks. still does.


[SFSWOZA]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3228476/click-it
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 26/3 -2017 11:47:19 Ended: 26/3 -2017 16:23:10Flashes: 1 Posts: 3
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Click it Anon 3228476
>> [_] Anon 3228491 >># nice, but why not make two buttons correlating to yes and no ?
>> [_] Anon 3228509 I like it.


[CIM1YFB]! http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3224458/guys-i-need-he…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 14/3 -2017 11:16:14 Ended: 14/3 -2017 21:26:55Flashes: 1 Posts: 11
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Guys, I need help Anon 3224458 When I'm trying to open a swf on /f/, it starts downloading, but doesn't open in new tab, like it used to. So how can I fix it? I tried to reinstall adobe flash already. Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3224462 Change browser, bud.
>> [_] Anon 3224463 >># Is that the only way?
>> [_] Anon 3224464 >># >open one flash >make thread about the "problem" immediately see >># Being a newfag is one thing. Not being able to read the only page of topics is stupidity on another level. Helpful OP even spams his thread all the time. also >># true
>> [_] Anon 3224465 >># Tnx.
>> [_] Anon 3224569 I'd just like to say that I really, really dislike the v2. Making the retry interactive completely misses the point of the flash.
>> [_] Anon 3224603 >># >># >># >># >># Chrome stopped supporting flash automatically since it is outdated and potantionaly dangerous. However, you can easily enable it again by typing: chrome:plugins in the adress bar and then enabling flash player.
>> [_] Anon 3224607 >># >outdated That point would only be valid if there is something that could match flash. You don't just replace the png or jpg formats simply because they're 20 and 24 years old respectively.
>> [_] Anon 3224612 >># Yeah I wanted to use " " for that but forgot. Basically a lot of things that flash was used for is now done by html 5.
>> [_] Anon 3224616 >># >html 5 At an inferior quality compared to flash. There's tons of lag, even when just using it to stream youtube videos and the worst part is that html5 doesn't seem to natively support vector animations, at least not in the same drawn way that flash allows.
>> [_] Anon 3224618 >># I like flash too but why are companies stopping the support for flash then?


[JRM607Z]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3221527/here-it-is-ano…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 6/3 -2017 01:14:35 Ended: 6/3 -2017 02:48:12Flashes: 1 Posts: 3
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3221527 Here it is, Anon.
>> [_] Anon 3221554 oh my god fuck off put up a warning atleast
>> [_] Anon 3221568 >># what


[P6T9GBJ]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3218671
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 25/2 -2017 03:34:06 Ended: 25/2 -2017 12:06:38Flashes: 1 Posts: 4
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3218671
>> [_] Anon 3218678 Last dose, guys
>> [_] Anon 3218687 Havent been on /f/ in a while, this is pretty good OP
>> [_] Anon 3218807 I might die alone but I won't die bitter


[MPFLOO5]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3216841
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 19/2 -2017 17:03:45 Ended: 20/2 -2017 03:14:13Flashes: 1 Posts: 5
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3216841 Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3216929 It's amazing. Maybe you can do v3?
>> [_] Anon 3216974 >># and do what? make a maybe? cause there's really no other version, unless you were to make another remix that is a mellowed mix of joji's mix
>> [_] Anon 3217026 >># >yes >no >maybe
>> [_] Anon 3217032 >># what would maybe be though...? Cause the whole point of "no" was that it was the original song that joji remixed. Unless someone did a mashup between the two... but that'd be a clusterfuck


[TZRQH5P]! http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3213602/here-anon
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 11/2 -2017 02:10:53 Ended: 11/2 -2017 07:42:00Flashes: 1 Posts: 10
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Here anon Anon 3213602 Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3213604 Thank you so much!!
>> [_] Anon 3213654 Damn I didn't know about this version, this is fucking solid. Thanks op's.
>> [_] Anon 3213655 How come every time I see this flash I have an urge to leave it on "No"
>> [_] Anon 3213709 happy song source?
>> [_] Anon 3213718 >># Because you're depressed. I get the same feeling.
>> [_] Anon 3213724 I enjoy this but I feel it would be better to die for a reason and not bitter.
>> [_] Anon 3213730 >># joji - medicine Should know the dude who makes it, it's filthy frank.
>> [_] Anon 3213744 >># motherfucker
>> [_] Anon 3213748 >># wut


[TYEF2VL]! http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3213164/fuck-the-medic…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 9/2 -2017 22:29:40 Ended: 10/2 -2017 07:53:38Flashes: 1 Posts: 20
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] fuck the medicine/take the medicine ... Anon 3213164 Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3213184 Don't take the medicine :(
>> [_] Anon 3213185 >># Take the medicine :)
>> [_] Anon 3213186 This is filthy frank's track, innit?
>> [_] Anon 3213187 I'm ready for my medicine...
>> [_] Anon 3213188 >># same guy, different persona
>> [_] Anon 3213189 >># Yeah, the "yes" version of the song is Medicine Beat made by our beloved Joji.
>> [_] Anon 3213227 >># this is just the original Daughter version
>> [_] Anon 3213234 >># click on it
>> [_] Anon 3213250 >># >># >># >># >># >># >># >># >># I can't fucking believe this was made by Filthy Frank. What a pleasant discovery.
>> [_] Faggot (¬‿¬) 3213251 Doc, these meds make me feel weird. Do I still have to take the medicine? :(
>> [_] Anon 3213307 I don't know why I'm always so uncomfortable. I feel that there are plenty of good people around me, but I just can't be natural. I'm starting to see just how subjective reality is, and how trying to anchor my sense of self on something physical, or even mental, is impossible. I'm stuck between caring about what other people think, and realizing that each person will never see the full picture. Stepping outside the door of my little apartment feels different each time I do it, for better or worse. All I can do for now is accept that suffering is a part of life, and trying to escape suffering only gives birth to more suffering. There is plenty for me to learn and plenty for me to change, but for now, the world seems like an ever changing hurricane of philosophies, perspectives, and behaviors that I'm not a part of. Maybe it's a good thing. I'm starting to think that people aren't as cracked up as I thought they were, maybe I'm not the problem after all. 2deep5me, I know, better here than a non-anonymous website.
>> [_] Anon 3213309 Who is filthy frank? I hear the name come up now and then.
>> [_] Anon 3213313 >># We can go back to the previous prescription, but that requires a daily dose
>> [_] Anon 3213317 >># https://www.youtube.com/user/TVFilthyFra nk
>> [_] Anon 3213321 Would've been better if the swith was actually bound to a symbol on the buttons.
>> [_] Anon 3213327 >># Oh it's a youtube celebrity. Thanks. Kids these days.
>> [_] Anon 3213333 >># As I said last time we had a feels thread, I just don't feel much, anymore, and what I do feel comes from my hobbies, here and on /a/ and /his/. I just feel like there's nothing in my future, and that this is as good as I'll get. And, sometimes, I just get all-encompassing feelings of emptiness. I don't want to live like this. Sometimes, feeling so terrible, sometimes, feeling a bit of happiness or humor from a good manga, flash, or post. I'm supposed to be getting my life back on track, with the highschool equivalency degree, but I feel like I'll be the same as I am, now, but with less time for my hobbies, and so, less time for my small joys. Sometimes, I just want to kill myself. And the fact that my life is so good, and that I live in such a decent position, in such a great nation, yet still feel that way, just makes it worse, since it shows how pathetic and weak I am. By the way, I scored a 12.9. the highest score, on my preliminary tests for the degree, for English, reading, and whatever they called useful math, you know, word problems, and am 8.9 for computational math. They said I'll likely only be there for the shortest period. Great, huh? Sorry for blogging, /f/, but I like to get it off my chest.
>> [_] Anon 3213340 >># well in a way this is what erikson would call a crisis within your life, the suffering is just an inquisition of a possible change/ growth within your life. So thus, if you treat it as such, you can learn/ move on from possible suffering you may be encountering.
>> [_] ׁ 3213341 ׁ>ׁ>3213250 Well the guy IRL likes to keep the Frank persona separate from himself. ׁ>ׁ>3213333 Well you got quads at least. My condolences. Sometimes having someone else, even if you don't or won't ever know them, know your pain helps.


[WYN68UQ]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3211462
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 5/2 -2017 12:37:28 Ended: 5/2 -2017 19:08:19Flashes: 1 Posts: 2
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Other)
[_] Anon 3211462
>> [_] Anon 3211529 Source??


[NV3GFFY]!!! http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3209711/started-thinki…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 1/2 -2017 10:24:27 Ended: 1/2 -2017 23:29:39Flashes: 1 Posts: 70
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[_] Anon 3209711 Started thinking about my future. Bit unhappy. Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3209723 >># I dropped out of school. But I'm about to start a program to get my highschool equivalency degree. Then, I'm going to train in a trade, since my mother wants me to move out. After getting the degree, and the trade, I'm going to have to move out, stop being a NEET. I haven't been particularly happy, as a NEET. I spend all my time sleeping, posting here, reading manga, watching anime, playing games, Etc., seems like the dream, huh? But, sometimes, I just feel empty. I guess this is what they say depression feels like, huh? Though I don't want anyone to think of me as depressed. I mean, what do I have to be depressed about? No worries, get to enjoy my hobbies all day, it seems pathetic that I'm so unhappy. But when I think of my future, moving out, getting a job, Etc., I just get even less happy. I feel like I'm just going to work it for a few years, until I finally stop being able to bare it, and kill myself. I've felt like I'm going to end up killing myself since I was 15. I just can't really imagine myself happy, anymore. I used to be able to, at lest, self-insert as some manga character, and fantasize about happiness, but not anymore. For example, the other day, I was imagining have a qt daughter, after reading some good fatherhood manga. After a few minutes, it turned into her and my wife, in the fantasy, getting hit by a car, killing my wife, and turning a my daughter into a vegetable. Then I just imagined myself taking care of her for years, drinking my sorrows away every night, and being miserable. Even in my dreams, I can't escape. Why am I so pathetic, /f/? And I can only vent to you anonymous users. Thanks for listening to this pathetic faggot, /f/.
>> [_] Anon 3209731 >># you gotta set goals man do shit that will improve your life like being healthy and shit. And if you fap erryday, then stop. It will ruin your motivation to do anything. These thing really do make a difference. You should also try some drugs like lsd and maybe a little of potunski but dont overdo it. Stay away from extacy and mdma tho, if you're depressed those will flush your system of all remaining serotonin and you will become even more depressed. I would recommend that you use your neetbux to buy some bitcoins and then order some lsd blotters from valhalla. Might help you get back on track, if not at least you'll get a nice trip. Also just being healthy in general and eating right makes everything easier Hope u get better my /f/ag
>> [_] Anon 3209732 >># It's almost uncanny how many people I've met who have felt the same way. It's also scary how much I see myself falling into that. Ofcourseyou'reunhappy.I'vebeenunhappyfor thesamereason,andI'vefeltunhappyaboutthed irectionmylifeseemeditwouldinevitablygoin .Butfuckthat,I'mtiredoffeelinglikeasackof shitallthetimelikeit'stheonlywayIknowhowt ofeel.Anyoneshouldreasonablybeabletogetto apointintheirlifewheretheyhavesomethingto showforthemselves,andIknowdamnwellIshould to.I'llfindsomethingandworkhardatit.Eveni fit'snotsomethingIlike,there'ssomuchinlif etosee,ortaste,orpractice,orfeel,that'swo rthworkingtowards,theshitthatmakeslifewor thlivingthatIcanonlydreamofwhileI'mstarin gatafuckingcomputerscreen.I'mputtingmyfuc kingfootdownwithmygarbageattitude,sitting inmyroomalldaystressingoutaboutmyfuture.W hatmakesthisanybetterthanadead-endjob,ora vegetabledaughter,oranyothershittysituati onlifemightputmein?I'mfuckingsickofit.I'm gonnahaveafuckingfuture,one way or another. It's 6 AM. I typed this in one shot and I'm not gonna bother proofreading it, and I'm gonna post it despite probably sounding like a massive faggot. Food for thought, OP.
>> [_] Anon 3209735 >># I don't know what I want to do. I probably won't have to move out, but I will likely have to become the man of the household within the next fifteen years. I held consistent employment for three years at one point, but almost completely lost my mind. Not in an angry or sad kind of way, but each day, it felt like I lost my grip on reality more and more. Dealing with rude customers for over forty hours a week just wasn't something I could do anymore, I guess. My biggest problem is, there isn't much I want to do in life. It's harder to find games and anime I enjoy, and frankly, that's what I find actual joy in. It feels like I just deal with everything else. If I didn't have to worry about getting money for food, and if I felt safe sleeping somewhere outside of this house, I feel like I'd be content to just watch things happen. But having food and private rooming costs consistent money, and it feels like the only way to make consistent money is to dedicate five out of seven days each week to something that feels meaningless. I've often thought about looking into self-sustaining societies around the world, but I'm afraid that if I dedicated everything to getting to one of those and it fell apart, I'd have no way to get to another one. 4chan's probably the strangest place to say something like this, but stepping outside and seeing people constantly disrespecting others is depressing, and given the current political climate in the United States, it's only getting worse. >># >And if you fap erryday, then stop. It will ruin your motivation to do anything. I'm not the same anon, but I had about a year without masturbation. After a few months from starting, it kept getting harder and harder to abstain, and it felt like it took all of my focus when urges came to keep them at bay. I relieve myself about once every three or four weeks instead, now. I know you didn't say to completely abstain, but I feel like sharing experience can be helpful.
>> [_] Anon 3209736 >># I've fapped nearly everyday since I was, like, 14. I know I do it too much, but I've always felt that if I didn't, someone might see me getting a boner. Though that's just a shitty excuse for my own lack of self control. I don't ever plan to do drugs. I already try to stay away from alcohol, though I always feel better when I do drink it. My father was a drunkard. It ended up killing him. I can't let myself repeat his mistakes. >># You know, sometimes I say that, too. But then I wake up the next morning, no longer motivated. It's so hard to keep up the will to get better. >># If I ever had any money, I'd buy and build a cabin in the woods, with a little signal tower, to just be alone, and grow my own food, without losing my connection to you guys. I'd also buy a building to rent out, or something, to get a bit of extra cash. But I don't have any money. And I know that living as a hermit would be even worse than where I am now. But it does seem like the dream, huh? You know, the getting a job part isn't what gets me. It's the fact that I know it won't really turn my life around. You know, sometimes, I feel like I don't even really want to get better. I mean, I had always wanted to be the smart guy. Like a scientist. Donatello was my favorite Ninja Turtle. But my failure to become anything like that has lead me to the only option: the tortured genius. Society glorifies depression too much. Even though I know that I not tortured, nor a genius, I can't stop feeling like, at least, some people might assume I'm not a complete idiot. But, realistically, I know more people assume I'm even dumber than I am, for being such a failure. I guess, really, I know that, even if I do get better, I'll still be irrelevant, unimportant, uninteresting. At least, now, I could pass for a character in an indie movie, or a manga.
>> [_] Anon 3209737 I'm alright I suppose. Future plans? None. Future prospects? None. Guess I'm a bit silly actually. I enjoy not having a job or anything though. You kind of have to mould yourself into the working mindset and i'm just not ready for that kind of thing at the minute. bit unhappy about my gyno tits. they're not even that noticeable, it's just that my nipples are incredibly noticeably gross and it makes me feel annoyed when i put effort into working out and looking nice but can't even take my top off. An incredibly superficially annoyance, I know. Historians from a hundred years in the future won't care how my tits looked. They won't care about me at all in all honesty. We're just passengers in life, we get a chance to view history as it happens in our lives and that should mean more to you than how pretty or handsome you are.
>> [_] Anon 3209739 Paying rent, food on the table, shit job but pays good enough, life seems pretty good Maybe you guys are over thinking it lol
>> [_] Anon 3209741 >># >I had always wanted to be the smart guy. My least favorite thing to hear is, "But you're so smart!" Apparently not being a complete fucking idiot passes for being perceived as a genius by a notable amount of people. >># >You kind of have to mould yourself into the working mindset This is what hurts the most, really. I gave it a go for three years as mentioned above. Maybe it was just me having a shitty job (I did) or something, but that "working mindset" came at a cost. >we get a chance to view history as it happens in our lives and that should mean more to you than how pretty or handsome you are I respect the hell out of this. >># In my experience, the "shit job" aspect outweighed all of the benefits. I hardly spent anything while employed so I've been able to coast for a while now, but I am not looking forward to having to get back into it. To me, it felt like if I had to endure five days of work each week, I'd just, well, rather not. I don't know how to get past that.
>> [_] Anon 3209742 >># >I've fapped nearly everyday since I was, like, 14 mfw I never fapped in my life.
>> [_] Anon 3209743 >># Unless you can find a way to make money doing something you like, your gonna have to bite the bullet Listen to music, chit-chat, find something to make the work more intersting, but at the end of the day rents gotta get paid
>> [_] Anon 3209744 >># Yeah staying away from alcohol is good. But seriously, psychedelics might help with your depression. Many people have had life changing experiences with them. >># Are you twelve?
>> [_] Anon 3209746 >># I think most people on this website can relate to you, man. You feel empty because human beings were not designed to indulge non-stop for hours on end. You need a little contrast in your life. It's funny that you talk about learning a trade because I actually signed up for Job Corps (free trade school funded by the federal government) and went away from home for half a year. That place made sure that you were CONSTANTLY busy. Everything was structured. You'd spend about two hours every morning waking up at 6 to eat breakfast, clean and get ready for your classes. Classes last for several hours, it's meant to simulate a full time job. ANYWAYS. That was the first time in a long while that I actually branched out. I found out a few things about myself.. >I always had the feeling I was unattractive, but when I put myself out there were plenty of opportunities for relationships >It's easy to make friends and have fun when you apply yourself. Social skills take constant effort but you get back what you put in, just like most things in life. >Not masturbating for extended periods of time DOES effect your state of mind. Just an example.. When you are talking to a girl, you will have a deep rooted feeling in your pelvis region that pushes you to be flirtatious. It's like sexual energy and I can tell it gets depleted when you masturbate. It's hard to explain. >When your brain isn't being flooded with dopamine constantly, the small things mean a lot more to you and the big things aren't so stressful. It's just easier to get out of bed in the morning when you've got a task to look forward to completing so you can get to what you are passionate about. Once again, that passion will come when you start living a healthy life again. I was where you were for a long time. I hope you consider some of my advise and if it helps you pass it along.
>> [_] Anon 3209747 >># If you don't get the urges or have someone else to take care of them, I'd say keep it that way. I'd kill to get rid of the constant urges. >># You're right. Thanks for saying this, it helps a lot more than what I tend to hear on this side of the screen. >># I can attest to pot on occasion being a MASSIVE help for me. Unfortunately, the work I was had random tests, and I wasn't willing to risk it. I honestly feel like if I could have come home to a hit in the evening, I'd have not quit work.
>> [_] Anon 3209749 >># Good luck out there man, rooting for ya All of ya
>> [_] Anon 3209752 Sometimes I wonder where the fuck y'all are while I'm out and about, but sometimes I think that, in a positive kind of way, it's better like this. This is our world just as much as it is anyone else's. Let's just try to enjoy what little pieces we get while we're still around.
>> [_] Anon 3209767 Well op. I personally work 2 jobs, 75 hours a week and I scrape by with the little with I have. Life is difficult, And without proper goals and due diligence you will end up like me. I personally do not find myself living much longer. Don't make the same mistake I did, Apply yourself in life. Do well in your schoolwork and go to college. Get that piece of paper that proves your merit and go into the world on proper footing. Walk with your eyes looking to the future, don't dilly dally every day and end up a completely worthless sack of shit like me. - A 25 year old who will be killing himself very soon.
>> [_] Anon 3209782 Hey guys, 20 y/o from Australia here. I can relate to a lot of stuff you guys are saying, I personally don't have any friends/gf since I got into tv/film and vidya during high school, it made me really introverted, and I lost touch with everyone, I've been out of highschool for 2 years now and haven't made a single friend, I feel pretty incompetent. Still live at home, I work at a cafe with good people, and I see a psych regularly. Currently between Uni degrees, going back next month. My advice? Get a hobby, set some goals, I'm currently looking to volunteer with my state's public paramedic company, and am currently in the process to join my local shooting club. If you can, go see a psych, I know it may seem daunting sometimes, and it can be tough to put yourself on the spot and make the first step (took me probably 2 years to get around going to mental health support services), but maybe it will help you? I feel like my psych is a good friend I can tell anything, the progress is slow, but I'm getting there My goals? Go back to the gym (eventually, haven't been in 3 months lol) and get my bachelor finished (Human Biology Preclinical), I'm contemplating studying medicine after. Stand firm men, never give in.
>> [_] Anon 3209785 >># I have will strenght you fgt. >># Oh I do get the fucking urges. I have some pretty intense wet dreams from time to time. But I always find the act disguting to look at and to hear so I'd ra ther not perform it on myself until I have to have a sperm test or whatever.
>> [_] Anon 3209788 >># You could learn a language and move to a country with free colleges. I know a 50 year old who is starting a career right now while he works in the office he has worked in all his life. I suggest Argentina. One of the provinces, not the capital.
>> [_] Anon 3209792 >># >># >># >># >># >># It's pretty interesting tho'. How many adult males are feeling meaningless, depressed and above all just empty. The number just keeps increasing, it's sad but understandable. (About to write a helluva essay, so for TL;DR scroll to bottom.) Why are so many people like this? Why are so many of us depressed, and why is the majority male? Well, there are multiple reasons: One (and what I believe is the primary reason) is bad parenting. Our parents didn't raise us exactly the same way as most other kids, or they just weren't as "good" as other parents. They left us, didn't care for us, didn't give us any attention. So is that it? Most people like us (as most of you can agree) got along well with their parents, and our parents usually cared for us, but there was still something different about our parents then most of the other kids parents, and we could feel that when we noticed the behaviour of the other kids. So what was missing, and why does it affect us so much? Was it maybe a little attention, a little feeling of love or little more care? Nope, it was interaction. We didn't "interact" too much with our parents. Either because we felt like we wanna hang out with friends, read a book, play video games, or do something WITHOUT our parents, and our parents let us get as far away from them as long as they can knew we were safe and would go to school when we had to. Sure my dad loves me and I love him too, but other then on the vacations I don't see him too much, only like 30-90 minutes a day and even then maybe we talk like 20 mins at the dinner table, and thats it. Our parents didn't raise us properly, they were not good parents, and that's because of bad responsibility, they are not responsible enough to raise kids, 'cause they think the way their parents raised them, or the way they see it on TV is the correct way to be a parent, but it's not. Lot more parents like this are turning up in the world.
>> [_] Anon 3209793 >># I aint seeing no TLDR desu
>> [_] Anon 3209798 >># Also, I think it's just that, lately, a lot of us are really needed anymore. Or, at least, we aren't wanted. Nowadays, instead of marrying some girl from highschool, or the neighborhood, at 22, we can't find a serious relationship for much longer, because less women want them. And, while fucking around with tons of girlfriends might be fun, I suspect that it isn't often fulfilling. Then again, I've never had a girlfriend. Also, it's just so easy to drop into our hobbies, nowadays. I mean, there used to be only so many trainsets to build, and you'd need friends to go fishing with. Now, there's an nearly unlimited amount of videogames, anime, Etc.
>> [_] Anon 3209799 >># >># I'm not even close to being done yet, so just wait until the last reply. Might end up being a few hours. These parents don't realize how much damage they are causing their children by not raising them properly. It's not the teachers in the school, it's not document films in the TV, it's not the scientists in the video games, or it's not the books that should teach us, makes us learn about life or anything else. The ones who should raise and teach us should be our parents, but they fucked up. They weren't responsible enough, or were expecting something more from their child why not caring about them. Lot of dad's wanted a daughter but got son(s) instead, or the kid has good grades, but the parents expect more from them, like wanting them to do better, play more sports, etc... After all that bad parenting/irresponsible parenting the kid usually still grows up, and might end up in an elite high-school, collage, etc..., does well in whatever he does, but none notices how he feels inside. He has no real goals, just wants to impress his parents/relative, he has no motivation just the thought "Heh... What better can I do anyway?". He has this feeling of emptiness inside him and no-one notices or no-one cares, because that's how he always is, or because he has no friends, or he has way to really show his feelings or emotions and even if he would, he thinks none would care. At the end, when the "process" is done there are many things that can happen, but the most common ones are suicide, being a NEET, or just being a generally boring/"uncool" grumpy, rude person. After that the parents are all like "Oh, where did I go wrong?" or "Why was my kid always bullied? Maybe that's why he committed suicide!" or "How come my son is such a failure? WHY DID IT END UP LIKE THIS?". Parents love their children most of the time, but loving your kids and being responsible enough to raise them are two completely different things.
>> [_] Anon 3209800 >># >are *aren't
>> [_] Anon 3209801 I'm a schizophrenic who has spent almost the last four years either homeless or in transit. I rarely know what's going on and if I try to think really more than not at all about anything I break in various ways depending. I get to a point as most people would how some are listless but holy fuck look at how good things might be for you. My entire life has been like this and even fucking worse. I was raised in literal drug rings and have been involuntarily involved in at least two swat raids because of that. I've seen my pets brutally slaughtered in front of me. I've seen my mother be beat literally to death in front of me. Do you know what it's like to eat out of the trash so you don't starve? Have you ever had to worry about freezing to death while you sleep in a ditch? I'm just scratching the surface. I get things, I do, but fucking shit does the vast majority of human suffering seem terribly petty to me. You have your mind and a body that works which is leagues above what I have and you're fucking depressed because of what? Humans suffer. It's apart of being human. Get up out of the dirt and deal with it if only because you can.
>> [_] Anon 3209804 >># You don't seem to understand. The point of this thread isn't feeling bad because of what's happened. It's feeling empty for no reason. Also, >someone else has it worse, so you aren't entitled to being unhappy Well, think about the starving children in Africa who'd be happy to take your place, Jackass.
>> [_] Anon 3209807 >># That's not the point I'm raising, dumbshit. You've no reason not to make the best of what you have. If there is a problem fucking fix it. You could be doing so much but yet you wallow in self-doubt and pity. It's pathetic and you look like fags. >Well, think about the starving children in Africa who'd be happy to take your place, Jackass. Man, you've no fucking idea. That might be a better deal, desu.
>> [_] Anon 3209809 Roughly how together is your life OP? If depression is the only thing getting you down, you should consider taking some hallucinogens. 2C-B is pretty easy to find and only lasts six hours.
>> [_] Anon 3209811 >># kek For all we know you could be a rough brick of dirt which you can beat hit, freeze, heat, insult, curse, and it won't feel much of an emotional impact. Depends on what you're made ot of. A brick can say "Tsk, tsk, you know nothing about taking damage, I was thrown from 12 feet high, I had thousands of people step on me, etc, etc." And if he says that to another brick, welp, okay. But if he doesn't know wether he is talking to another brick or a porcelain cup... ...that brick better shut up and be content with what he has.
>> [_] Anon 3209813 >># >Make the best of what you have OP is literally talking about how he is making the best of what he has, getting an education, Etc., but still feels down and knows that he'll continue to do so. And that's the same for a lot of us. It's not some sadness caused by the situation, it's emptiness caused by mental issues, like what he said, >># , or hormones, and what not. You can't just "shake it off and move forward."
>> [_] Anon 3209814 >># >># You should also pray to god that your little speeches don't push the porcelain cup to jump off the table.
>> [_] Anon 3209815 >># >I'm a pussy and you're not. Yes, we've established this. Acceptance is the first part of recovery. >># >You can't just "shake it off and move forward." You can try. You can make the best of what you have and you can try. It's not easy and you might not feel better but bitching won't do anyone any good. Just keep getting up. >># Do a flip, faggot.
>> [_] Anon 3209816 >># A big point of anguish for many of us is that we shouldn't be unhappy, since we're not in the worst of positions, but we are. I mean, any working man would dream about being a NEET, but here we are, unhappy with it.
>> [_] Anon 3209818 Song name?
>> [_] Anon 3209819 >># >bitching won't do anyone any good. What's wrong with venting on an anonymous forum? Should we just bottle it up? Don't they say that that's the worst thing you can do? >># Look under the flash.
>> [_] Anon 3209820 >># NVM, found it. Medicine by Daughter
>> [_] Anon 3209822 >># That's because girls usually expect the boys to be more dominant, or "be the man" of the house kinda bullshit, but with the bad parenting I've been complaining about most have no idea what and how to do. >># None understand what they don't experience. Your experiences are traumatic, but you don't understand this horrible parenting/society some people (like me) complain about. >># >># Not really, Africa is generally improving. While they have overpopulation, starving is becoming less and less and people are becoming more educated. >># This thread is literally about how pathetic is it that we are depressed over nothing of feeling nothingness... It's pretty dumb to point out the point of a thread while trying to offend people, but I'll cover people like you sometime. >># The second reason would be being an "uncool" kid. Now being an uncool kid can mean lot, but most problem here is that we let being "uncool" bother us, but let's go step by step. The reason man young boys (especially teenagers) are bothered by this because males have different way of thinking then females, and when puberty happens boys tend to become a lot more reserved, yet try to fit in with the "cool" kids groups. (Back to the parents) Parents usually don't understand that during or after puberty kids always go trough a lot. They raise their kids to be polite, so they don't really have rebellious phase, or other generic puberty-shit-phases, while girls are more open and because of their periods they nearly always have their rebellious phases. People who don't go through their "rebellious" phase usually end up being depressed, to be honest I have no clue other then to blame parents again. Usually these "uncool" kids will end up unable to fit in with the "cool" kids because of bulling, being reserved, or just because the other kids are going trough puberty as well and they are also become reserved.
>> [_] Anon 3209823 >># I get that. I get that. These problems have solutions though, probably. It's entirely possible that some of you just have legitimate depression and can go get help for it. It's as equally possible that you just might not be happy individuals to which all I can say is you're certainly not the only ones. If the problem is clear deal with it and if it isn't you can get help to try. You will not get anywhere in life from just spinning your wheels. I've things to do. Get help or don't. Improve your life or don't. Live or don't. No matter how hard people want to make it it's a simple choice.
>> [_] Anon 3209827 >># And we're venting about how we don't know the solutions. And venting is good for you. Or, for some people, anyway. Some enjoy just sorting out what their issues are, at the moment, for other people likely going through tough times, as well, to read about, who can then share their experiences, and just offer phrases like "We can both get through this!" I mean, you could've said something like, "I have this and that, and have been through this and that, and sometimes I just want to quit this game of life, too. But I'm still toughing on, hoping to hope that I can get through this, so I wish you guys would tough on, with me." That would've been much more polite, and likely would've made you feel a bit better, too. Yes, it is a bit of a circlejerk, but, sometimes, those and nice and comforting to people in need of comfort.
>> [_] Anon 3209845 >># >Do a flip, faggot. Top kek (samefag from >># and >>#) Stay a brick, you sound fine enough.
>> [_] Anon 3209846 >># Fucked up the order of replies on that one, but with logic you should be able to figure it out. Now the main problem is that these "uncool" kids don't realize that they don't have to be cool or something, or they don't have to have few hundred people friended on facebook to feel happy. Just go and find yourself a group of people you feel like you feel "at home" with, or just people you can be open to. There is no point in trying to make yourself different so you can fit in with the cool kids. The cool kids are generally just a bunch of assholes being somewhat more handsome then the rest of the people. If you end up creating a fake personality just so they accept you somewhere, of course you are gonna feel empty because you can only be truly yourself when your alone. Lot of friendships are superficial for such reasons. Some people just go and try to create as many friendships as possible while others, try to fit into cliques, but at the end of the day both options are pretty dumb. The main problem is that these people don't realize that they don't have to be "cool", "special", or anything else, really. Just try to be as happy as you can be. You don't have to have many friends. Your life is just as impactful and useless as the person next to you, not everyone needs to be a wealthy CEO, just try not being a failure. Would gladly write more, but I feel like it's unnecessary + writer's block came in. TL;DR: Most young males are failures in life because they were a victim of bad parenting. Under bad parenting I mean the lack of interaction with the parents made them socially incapable people. They tried to fit in with some larger cliques, but failed and ended up being what they are today. These people shouldn't care about people that care little for their existence, they should just try to find happy things and be more cheerful, and that "void" might disappear.
>> [_] Anon 3209849 This parenting thing really hits me. I've never really thought much about it and I just assumed things would get better, but when I think back to my childhood I never remember doing anything with my parents. They would go to work, come home, do something by themselves, then go to bed. I would just read or play video games or use the computer or watch TV. I've talked with them over the years and they did all this shit in their youth that I would never even think of doing. By the time my parents were my age, they did everything they ever wanted like escape the poverty of their parents, move across the country and back a few times, travel the world, take risky experiences (dangerous both legally and physically), have lots of emotional and sexual encounters, figure out what made them happy to be alive, and then finally have me. My mom lived in a military family and traveled the world through her childhood and got in to all kinds of shit with whatever locals were around at the time. My dad has quite a story to him. He was kicked out at 16, traveled the country on his motorbike staying in towns for a few weeks at a time wherever he could find work. By the time he was 21, he had earned his GED and found a small town Idaho that he liked. He lived in a boat on a lake while working at a bayliner factory and would drive his boat up and down the lake/river every night going to whatever bar he decided to stop at and get in to shit and pick up chicks. A few years later he met my mom, sold the boat, quit his factory job, sold all his stock, moved to a large city in WA and started HVAC (he only got the position because he had a brother working there). They had me at 25, moved to the Seattle area a couple years later, then bought a house a couple years after that in a small town in the local region. I am now 25 and all I've done is live in this small town with my parents, play video games and shitpost on 4chan.
>> [_] Anon 3209861 >># Jesus. I didn't realize how much this applies to me too. It's bizarre for me that this is something so many people on here relate to. 39 posts in this thread later I somehow feel like the solutions, while I still don't know what they are, are tangible. This whole thread has somehow been comforting. I may not have the motivation to try and improve in more obvious areas like fitness or social life, but now I feel like I can work through this with a little help, rather than feel like I'm so wrapped up in my own head that I'm overthinking my whole situation.
>> [_] Anon 3209866 Haven't read the whole thread, but just wanted to jump in and say psychedelics helped me get my life on track too. Used to spend some days just lying on the couch staring into empty space and hating myself for hours. After some smallish doses of LSD (50-100ug) life seems worth living and worth going out and experiencing. I've still got a long way to go and the job I have doesn't make me happy, but I definitely feels like I'm in a better place than before.
>> [_] Anon 3209867 >># Shit, man, that's pretty familiar. I hear stories of my dad growing up in a shitty farm in the middle of China, going to school and being the valedictorian, working his way through college, then finding some way of getting to the US... I feel like there's some sort of disconnect. Right now I'm just some college kid who can't find a fucking job, and I don't even know what to do with my life. But when my dad was this age, he was working his ass off and sending money back to his parents. I dunno. I don't think I can blame it all on my parents. Sure, they never really showed me anything about being an adult, but shit, I know I gotta at least try to apply for some jobs. Every time I try to, though, I get to my resume, look over it a bit, and just... stop? I just can't find the motivation. I'm a fucking loser, I swear.
>> [_] Anon 3209871 >># Same, I can relate too
>> [_] Anon 3209874 >># What part of the US do you live in?
>> [_] Anon 3209878 >># You are 25 Anon, your life isn't over. Your advice is good, use it. Make something of yourself. Find people who care about you. Live
>> [_] Anon 3209889 I've been fairly quiet about how I've been feeling for a while /f/ bu reading you replies has been hitting me like a ton of bricks. I am 17 days away from being 20 and I am a mess. I'm so afraid of life. Growing up I was the smart,attractive, leader that everyone expecting great things from. I got bumped up a grade, all the girls liked me, the guys wanted to be me..and I remained humble. Things were good. It felt real. Although this really fucked with my work ethic because I didn't feel like I had to work for anything. slowly things fell apart. >Mom got hooked on prescription drugs >Cheated on my dad and O.D'd >My dad spiraled out of control. Not a functional parent anymore. >I started to gain alot of weight >My little ego in my brain was just caving in on itself. I lost that weight by grade 10/11 but my self confidence was already gone. I started smoking weed and stopped going to school. Didnt graduate. Anxiety and depression is at an all time high. All i wanted from life was to change peoples lives. I wanted to be a film director. Mold the youth. Now I am on the verge of killing myself any day. I think about it alot at night. Help me please
>> [_] Anon 3209890 >># I feel so much responsibility to be great. but I'm afraid these feelings are going to be holding me prisoner for a lot longer than I have.
>> [_] Anon 3209892 So what is it?
>> [_] Anon 3209899 ITT: feels Hold on peeps, time only moves forward, keep it going, experience anything
>> [_] Anon 3209900 >># >># >># Stop shilling your fucking drugs.
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>> [_] Anon 3209905 >># Man, I'm not the only one. It's kind of amazing, when I talk to my parents they say stuff like "Haha I remember this one time I was speeding and managed to lose the cops when I was your age!" They've done so much in their lives, and I've done literally fuck all. I've sat in my room, on 4chan, playing videogames and watching anime. I never had any of the "teenage experiences" like my parents. I've done fucking nothing with my life. Was it because my parents weren't really involved? Maybe. I remember when I was a kid my parents did all sorts of shit like boy scouts with my brother, or girls scouts with my sister, but I never did any of that. I was just kind of left to my own devices, not being the daughter my Dad wanted, and not being the eldest son my Mom wanted. I'm the awkward middle child with no aspirations and no drive. I think about killing myself everyday. One of these days it'll stop being a thought.
>> [_] Anon 3209914 After a month on a major tranquilizer anti-psychotic for treatment of schizophrenia and low mood bipolar disorder, my life is turned around. I just bagged an 800 dollar academic scholarship and I haven't suspected the mailman of human trafficking once. I can sleep at night, and I'm connecting with the people in my life. If you're smart enough to read the DSM-V you know yourself better than anyone and it's time to find out why you're fucked up and failing at life. *Getting treatment sooner rather than later will keep you out of asylum..
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>> [_] Anon 3209917 I found out something after playing PC for most of my life. I feel like whenever I take large amounts of time off of the computer (School activities, so on and so forth) I find myself in a better mood and a greater need to get stuff done in my life. But whenever I (inevitably) get on my PC to play games, watch youtube videos, or browse 4chan, I start getting into fits of depression and I beat myself about how my life will lead me nowhere and that I have no clue what I'm going to do for a career while being way past the point of knowing what you want to be. It confuses me how something I enjoy makes me feel so bad about myself. I'm a musician, I practice a lot, I don't really do school work but when I always score well on exams and pay attention to my professors so I have a B average. So why do I feel like garbage?
>> [_] Anon 3209922 >># FOUR NAKED WHITE HOLES
>> [_] Anon 3209928 >># Are you saying we should switch to Mac?
>> [_] Anon 3209929 Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit... Guys, guys... I don't know what the fucks up, I don't know where to vent all this anger. I'm the anon who complained long about why we all suck, cause of bad parenting and cause we failed to get in the cool kids clique. Please help me. More shits came up, and right at the same time... Gonna list the two main ones. First of my mother got hospitalized today, and they might amputate her leg (she has lot of unhealthy habits, like smoking, being somewhat overweight), some artery got clogged in her leg, and no blood is going through. How do I deal with this? I haven't talk to my mother as of now, and I hate to go to hospitals. I don't really know what to do. I love my mother as a mother, but I'm somewhat angry at the fact she doesn't know how to raise children and because of that me and my brother became complete anti-social shut-ins, (but we're smart and do good in national competitions) but I haven't really comforted her on that side, and I don't know what to do know. The other problem just simply makes me experience anger on a level I have never experienced it before. As I talked about the "cool" kids, apparently some school bully thinks he can bite back on me. So apparently this goes back a long time as you'd expect, but the thing is today this said "cool" kids clique had a fit with me. There are three of them, but there is one asshole, one spineless little smug fucker, who for no reason is trying to ruin my life, and has failed so far. So far.
>> [_] Anon 3209930 >># Solution: Install a firewall / HOSTS block 4chan, youtube and any other time wasting sites and Get Shit Done on the PC. Allocate your time better. Get a scheduling program, TODO list program, whatever. Or app if you prefer. Allocate things to do in those periods you allocate for learning or doing. If you don't achieve a reasonable outcome in that period? You don't remove the block. Flexible schedules can seriously help if you lack self-control. Allocating time to learn, to exercise, to practice a hobby, to laugh and then relax, all help get natural structure in your life.
>> [_] Anon 3209931 >># idk what to say about the 3 people bothering you but i would recommend going to the hospital to see your mother. worst case scenario you might regret not doing it.
>> [_] Anon 3209936 >># So far, but might succeed now. So apparently these fuckers, as usual, thought they could just ruin my day by insulting me, etc, etc, and one of them just thought it'd be funny if he started hitting me (which is not rare), so I just decided that I'd have none of his shit anymore and just instinctively decided to slap him. Nothing really happened after that, I just walked away and didn't see those fuckers the rest of the day. So the smug fucking fucker who is a spoiled little shit, DESPITE ME NOT SNITCHING ON HIM ONCE, decides to tell the teachers about how "Anon was so aggressive, he hit this kid. We shouldn't resort to violence!" kind of bullshit. I'm on very good terms with the teachers so of course they didn't believe him, but because of school regulations and shit they are gonna do some bullshit "Anti-bullying procedures" ON ME. Being an anti-social honour student this shit bothers me. I plan to go all the way with that fucker. I'd like some tips on how to ruin someone's life. If I fail in ruining his life and I'd like to end it all, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna end it in a way to finish it for him and attempt to get up on the "High school hero". I have anger management issues, but I think that can be traced back to elementary bulling; so now, apparently I just want to do well in my studies, and remain the "same", but I just want to ruin this fuckers life, as much as I can without anyone suspecting me. Can you anons help me with tips?
>> [_] Anon 3209937 >># Thanks anon, appreciate the help.
>> [_] Anon 3209938 >># >mother is suffering from her poor choices >How do I deal with this Do you- >some school bully thinks he can bite back on me Your age is clear and you might want to steer away from this site for a while. Alright, I think that you should talk to your brother and mother about this, sharing feelings is healthy, even if those feelings aren't nice. You should at least go to see your mom in the hospital. Show up, stay for maybe an hour, talk to her or watch something, just be there for her. >># Just suck it up and be the better man. If they know it wasn't you and you know it wasn't you, what are you losing? Swallow your pride. In ten years nobody you know is going to care that 'some kids started shit with me in high school and I talked to a counselor about it" If you have anger management issues, then maybe talking to this counselor will help you.
>> [_] Anon 3209941 >># Helped me get out a fucking huge rut I fell in to years back. Wrote a very basic scheduler that split up my interests in to discrete groups of time. 15,30,60 minute chunks have worked best for my variety of tasks from: electronics, drawing, gaming music, 3D modelling, web development meditation, exercise, and so on. Just a short list. Also some other learning stuff on longer term. These are allocated to monthly and bi-yearly segments, both a physical and mental task. I'm going to learn to juggle and throw my voice next month. Fun times.
>> [_] Anon 3209942 /f/ is a place for suffering
>> [_] Anon 3209943 >># The fact that I note that I'm in high school definitely makes my age clear. Anyway, thanks... You're right, I should chill. I was thinking about visiting the school psychologist. I just... Don't know how to feel...?
>> [_] Anon 3209945 >># >># >># >># Someone needs to archive this thread, and show it to other boards, when they say "/f/ is just shitposting".


[MD193KW]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3195572/optional-presc…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 31/12 -2016 06:56:53 Ended: 31/12 -2016 10:12:53Flashes: 1 Posts: 5
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Optional Prescription Version Anon 3195572 >># I'm not the other OP but I'll go ahead and post the superior version.
>> [_] Anon 3195597 happy new year anon
>> [_] Anon 3195616 >># source on the song for "Yes"?
>> [_] Anon 3195632 >># Medicine by Joji
>> [_] Anon 3195633 >># Daughter - Medicine


[H737N3P]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3193634/having-a-wonde…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 25/12 -2016 22:08:14 Ended: 26/12 -2016 06:33:47Flashes: 1 Posts: 3
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3193634 Having a wonderful christmas this year Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3193660 didnt realize you could click on the yes/ no to change it, thats cool
>> [_] Anon 3193753 >># you couldn't in older versions. it was just the song for yes


[M5NZLEP]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3190884/3190868
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 19/12 -2016 06:48:24 Ended: 19/12 -2016 17:23:13Flashes: 1 Posts: 6
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] >># Trombone !!g/VYZ1Fa7C+ 3190884 Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3190888 これはありがたい
>> [_] Anon 3190912 >># >still posting the broken shitty v2 You're missing half of each song with that and it restarts that broken half each time you switch, make a better one or post the originals!
>> [_] Anon 3190936 >caught my gf of five years cheating on me tonight >snowing right now. >listening to this outside while I have a cigarette. Damn it OP, why you dictating the soundtrack to my life!?
>> [_] Anon 3190980 >># Having a drink for your health brother.
>> [_] Anon 3191008 >># sorry mate, best wishes, having a beer 4 ya


[BIKMCAV]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3189166/3189163-at-lea…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 15/12 -2016 04:17:59 Ended: 15/12 -2016 09:23:04Flashes: 1 Posts: 8
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] >3189163 at least post the better version e,e Anon 3189166
>> [_] Anon 3189171 >Bitter and alone What did they mean by this?
>> [_] Anon 3189173 >># butthurt/ grumpy and without friends or loved ones.
>> [_] Anon 3189176 song name(s)?
>> [_] Anon 3189185 >># resize the flash
>> [_] Anon 3189266 Why yes i will try again.
>> [_] Anon 3189269 >># >cutting out the intro to the song >restart the loop each time it switches what a piece of shit
>> [_] Anon 3189284 as much as i liked the joji cover, after hearing this version I gotta say I like this version better


[R7XQ7FB]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3182477/3182465
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 28/11 -2016 06:44:48 Ended: 28/11 -2016 17:38:59Flashes: 1 Posts: 6
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] >># Trombone !!g/VYZ1Fa7C+ 3182477
>> [_] Anon 3182509 What if i choose to refuse??
>> [_] Anon 3182538 >># Non-existence. Finally, peace.
>> [_] Anon 3182546 j o j i <3
>> [_] Anon 3182579 Can the dude who created this upload the .fla file somewhere? I'm the guy who made the request in the first place, and there's something I want to do with this.
>> [_] Anon 3182596 >># yo? anon?


[VEA6AB3]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3179016
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 20/11 -2016 08:46:28 Ended: 20/11 -2016 13:06:04Flashes: 1 Posts: 6
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3179016
>> [_] Anon 3179024 >># fuck. I didn't need this. give me my medicine back :(
>> [_] Anon 3179048 good idea
>> [_] Anon 3179050 >># Click anywhere in the flash anon.
>> [_] Anon 3179058 Can I learn what song is this,please?
>> [_] Anon 3179062 >># Yes - Joji Medicine. No - Daughter Medicine


[FXRU50P]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3178172
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 18/11 -2016 19:33:24 Ended: 18/11 -2016 21:05:30Flashes: 1 Posts: 3
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Other)
[_] Anon 3178172
>> [_] Anon 3178189 Medicine by Daughter But what is the Retry: Yes version?
>> [_] Anon 3178194 >># Joji - Medicine


[SQWEZ2J]! http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3176328/click-or-somet…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 15/11 -2016 03:36:21 Ended: 15/11 -2016 10:11:39Flashes: 1 Posts: 11
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3176328 click or something for alternate Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3176360 >># i thought it was going to be something about the daily dose
>> [_] Anon 3176368 source for Yes option?
>> [_] Anon 3176388 >># the source for both is in there, look harder
>> [_] Anon 3176389 >># Medicine - Joji https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMErlY2C Is0
>> [_] Anon 3176392 >># thanks a lot
>> [_] Anon 3176432 >># original Medicine - Daughter https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf6mkYz4 mx0 Remix Medicine - Joji https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMErlY2C Is0
>> [_] Anon 3176496 >># It's great I always expect to be able to change the song by using the arrow keys, but it's not a problem
>> [_] Anon 3176503 >># I am still working on that. Just got too depressed to finish it. It will be a thing eventually. You will also be able to click the Yes and No to change to their respective options. It makes me kinda happy to see this here, since I haven't been here for about a week.
>> [_] Anon 3176509 >># The guy who makes flashes about dying bitter and alone is depressed. Who'd have thought? You're not alone friend, I hope you find your source of joy.
>> [_] Anon 3176515 >># Thanks, I'm trying my hardest. But for now, sleep.


[NK8ETCD]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3174676
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 11/11 -2016 09:07:00 Ended: 11/11 -2016 19:49:33Flashes: ~1 Posts: 8
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3174676 Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3174705 >># what's changed?
>> [_] Anon 3174710 >># This is not the dose I was looking for. Needs more based Joji.
>> [_] Anon 3174725 >># click it
>> [_] Anon 3174727 >># the same thing happened as in v1 so I ask what changed in v2
>> [_] Anon 3174744 >># your fucking mom
>> [_] RIP Anon 3174788 >># But it didn't. http://swfchan.com/40/197696/?No+More+Me dicine.swf Maybe someone changed the filename on V2 when you saw it.
>> [_] Anon 3174810 >># >i don't know how to use a mouse


[UNX40MT]http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3171903/i-want-to-shar…
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 5/11 -2016 07:30:05 Ended: 5/11 -2016 13:52:50Flashes: 1 Posts: 7
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] Anon 3171903 I want to share this with all of you. Thanks to the creator, again.
>> [_] Anon 3171909 >># Is the slower version by a different creator? Source?
>> [_] Anon 3171915 >># I meant, the guy who put the two together. Protip: Click the screen.
>> [_] Anon 3171951 <3
>> [_] Anon 3171977 This is wonderfull, good job!
>> [_] Anon 3171981 >># would be fucking epic (well there's a word I haven't used uniroincally in years) if it continued where it left off when I click on it
>> [_] Anon 3172008 >># Slower version is Medicine - Daughter


[YOH0JWE]F !! http://boards.4chan.org/f/thread/3170667/im-done
ARCHIVEDDiscovered: 3/11 -2016 03:29:50 Ended: 3/11 -2016 07:20:23Flashes: 1 Posts: 30
File: No More Medicine v2.swf-(3.18 MB, 500x377, Loop)
[_] I'm done No More Medicine v2 3170667 Sorry it took so long. Depression hinders productivity. Click it to change it. Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3170682 >># This is so simple but also so beautiful. Made one of my favorite flashes even better, thanks OP.
>> [_] Anon 3170683 fuck and i thought the high pitched one was sad
>> [_] Anon 3170687 >># You're welcome
>> [_] Anon 3170709 >># Can you make it so the song doesn't restart when you change between songs? Might be too hard
>> [_] Anon 3170716 >># Sorry, that's outside of my skill set. It took me an hour to do this much.
>> [_] Anon 3170726 >># Thanks m8, it's everything I could ask for
>> [_] Anon 3170728 how 2 edit flashes, someone tell me?
>> [_] Anon 3170731 >># i like it
>> [_] Anon 3170732 >># You're welcome as well >># Thanks
>> [_] Anon 3170738 Can you make it so Yes makes it the pink one and No makes it the dark one?
>> [_] Anon 3170739 oh also i really love it
>> [_] Anon 3170740 good shit op flash is a dying art form and most of it can be replaced by /wsg/, but it's stuff like this that makes me want to keep /f/ around
>> [_] Anon 3170744 >># I could try that, shouldn't be too hard. >># Thanks >># Thanks, it means a lot
>> [_] Anon 3170754 >># hey how to flash
>> [_] Anon 3170775 Nice job OP. Made a nice flash even better.
>> [_] Anon 3170778 >># You will have to wait a few days though. Can't do it right now. >># Thanks, glad you peeps like it
>> [_] Anon 3170781 >># Preddy gud m8, noice OC.
>> [_] Anon 3170782 >># Thanks
>> [_] Anon 3170786 >># oh ok, I'll wait. This medicine flash means a lot to me and I'm glad you've created this.
>> [_] Anon 3170796 Hey OP, send this shit to Joji. I'm sure he'd like it.
>> [_] Anon 3170799 >># Thanks again. I'm gonna go get some rest now. >># I might just do that.
>> [_] Anon 3170805 >># enjoy your night anon. take care.
>> [_] Anon 3170807 Thanks, OP.
>> [_] Anon 3170808 >># is their anyway to download this flash? if so i would love to know.
>> [_] Anon 3170810 >># ... Are, a-are you serious?
>> [_] Anon 3170811 >># right click the link (not the embed link) and click "Save link as...".
>> [_] Anon 3170815 glad I haven't drank a lot more tonight fantastic work anon.
>> [_] Anon 3170816 >># You can take the starting time the flash was opened, along with the current time. Shift the numbers so that the starting time is relative to 0, and similarly for the current time. Modulo the current time against the length of the song. The result will be the position in the song that you restart at.
>> [_] Anon 3170825 >># You make it in Flash



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