File: I don't want to look.swf-(4.61 MB, 500x700, Loop)
[_] Anon 3462997

File: I don't want to look.swf-(4.61 MB, 500x700, Loop)
[_] Anon 3274083

File: I don't want to look.swf-(4.61 MB, 500x700, Loop)
[_] good vibrations Anon 3259456
>> [_] Anon 3259457 whats the song name ? its perfect
>> [_] Anon 3259506 any other flashes like this? other than black.swf

File: I don't want to look.swf-(4.61 MB, 500x700, Other)
[_] I really don't want to look at you :v 3256559 Everything feels stale I got suggestions on recipes to try but I can't seem to get over the apathy hump lately. is there a season that just makes things worse for you /f/rens? Summer just seems to make me miserable, and I'm not entirely sure why. Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3256562 >># is it a good idea to buy a 3d printer rn?
>> [_] Anon 3256563 >># Do you have any friends that you talk to or hang out with regularly? I've never felt more empty and dead inside than when I first moved out of my parents house and neglected making any new friends in the city I moved to.
>> [_] :v 3256576 >># Sure why not >># I try and socialize with coworkers but talk always just ends up back to work or work related stuff. I have a few friends online that I went to school with but we're scattered across timezones now. I like people I just have a hard time feeling like I'm having meaningful interactions. I haven't been in a group of people I felt I could just "chill" with in a long time. /f/ is the closest to that... And that should tell you something.
>> [_] Anon 3256577 >># add a faggot on steam niger
>> [_] Anon 3256582 Interaction between human is a weird art. It require knowing what they want and what I want, and then find a balance that satisfy both. But the problem is I don't have much to offer, it is really hard to connect when everyone want a lot more than i could offer...
>> [_] Anon 3256584 >># It's easy to do. Just find a white coworker and then start subtly racist, then go more and more racist as you go on, depending on reaction. Start light, with muslims/the local wildlife, whether it's mexicans or niggers, depending on location. You'll crack each other up with jokes, funnest day at work you'll ever have, you'll actually be sad to go. >># Not genuine, gotta be flesh and blood. >># You'll never know what they want. Just crack jokes.
>> [_] :v 3256585 >># People want fuk, give them sum fuk
>> [_] :v 3256586 >># Is this really how you more friends? I can't see myself cracking racist jokes with strangers, maybe after getting to know them...
>> [_] Anon 3256589 >># Oh yeah, works like a charm. You can have absolutely nothing in common with your coworker-for example, he rides motorcycles and I play world of warcraft. BUT HERE'S THE SECRET: you're both white, and not mexican/black. Common bond that nothing and nobody can replace. Consequently, you can joke/complain about muslims and mexicans all day long, it's good stuff. But yeah, go into it LIGHTLY. Key point. Start with muslims, easiest starting point. If they only refer to them as "Syrians" or "Arabs," bail, they're still stuck in delusion about Islam being a "religion of peace." If they rapidly agree with you about whatever you're saying about muslims, then continue. For example, what do you call a muslim with a goat and a camel? He said the joke, I said "happily married," he said "bisexual", both had a good chuckle.
>> [_] Anon 3256591 >># You got to get out and meet people and get out of your comfort zone. Find a group that shares a similar interest, better still if they do 'flesh and blood' meet ups. You're bound to find someone with a good compatibility....or not.
>> [_] :v 3256595 >># Yeah... I don't think this is going to work for the people I work with... A good deal of my coworkers are not white. A guy who works on our inventory systems does DnD and I always thought that sounds fun but I have no idea how to approach that situation. >># I tried going to small cafes and "cool places" but everyone I ended up talking to just talked about themselves forever...and took themselves very seriously. I do accept that part of the problem is that I don't try and change the topic but really don't know how to move the conversation to something more relevant...
>> [_] Anon 3256596 >># That kinda makes me realize, even if literally my entire social circle is a group of about 4 other people I've known since middle/high school, it's still been a reliable source of social interaction, and them being very close friends it makes for a very comfortable atmosphere. I ought to be thankful for what I have.
>> [_] Anon 3256598 >># >A good deal of my coworkers are not white. Hmph. My genuine condolences. I can't carry on genuine conversation beyond a minute or two with any of the Mexicans I work with at the job. Sorry you're in a situation like that, hopefully you'll get a few more coworkers of your same race soon to make the work day fun and fast.
>> [_] Anon 3256602 Sorry to rain on your parade :v but are you going to finish the commit sudoku full? Sorry if I sound needy
>> [_] :v 3256605 >># I want to, but I need to figure out how to slice the rest of the sampled audio, the majority of it sounds like a dying cat wailing into a bucket
>> [_] Anon 3256606 >># do you have an estimated date on finishing it? :(
>> [_] :v 3256607 >># uh... I'll give it a shot tomorrow. Any reason you want it?
>> [_] Anon 3256608 >># I get autistic when it comes to audio demos Always had anxiety to unfinished works
>> [_] :v 3256611 >># Boy do I have some bad news for you....all like 20 something of my tracks are unfinished
>> [_] dedo !drZ3h7esek 3256614 I've just done a full nighter on keeping an eye at a mix pult and concert speakers my friend owns on a local fair and it reminded me how much I don't miss these "social activities" or just clubbing in general. Also I believe in you, you're gonna make one way or another, like everyone else.
>> [_] Anon 3256616 >># I have always thought of going to cafes and trying to socialize with randoms but I never know how to start. I will say if you are trying to find cool groups of people, then just approach people with similar interest, like the dnd group. Recently I started showing up to my local FGC group and its been a blast because I can hang out with people who actually know a lot about the games.
>> [_] Anon 3256618 >># I did a similar thing like this once but it was about wow and the guy was even a bigger wowfan than me and after like three months I was considering killing him while retaining a smile on my face
>> [_] Anon 3256619 >># lol, what did you do at the meetups? bring laptops to everybody could play, or was it more on a online guild.
>> [_] Anon 3256620 >># it wasn't a meetup it was a language class of about 6 people and we didn't know each other so we talked about what we like/dislike and that sort of stuff, and the moment I said I play WoW his eyes literally started to glare. 3 months later and I was fed up but the class lasted for a whole school year so I had to pretend a still liked talking about it.
>> [_] Anon 3256622 >># >A good deal of my coworkers are not white. This honestly might be a part of the problem I would honestly recommend finding a community with your kind of people around. At least some sort of group to socialize with. I say this even as a minority. It's good to be around your own kind and being one of the few in your surroundings can be ostracizing and lonely.
>> [_] Anon 3256630 >># I recommend inquiring if theres free space to join dnd
>> [_] Anon 3256634 >># I was struggling to find anyone to make friends with at my new job but one day completely by accident I walked in a group playing a board game and they were really inviting, you should try the dnd thing, you don't even have to be good at it they will probably just be happy to have a new player.
>> [_] Anon 3256636 >># I think you just killed this guy >>#
>> [_] Anon 3256641 Do you have legs or a bike? Do you have subpar physical health? Go for a walk/bike trip. Exhaust yourself. You need endorphin, my nigga. Break yourself to overcome the everyday mediocrity. Drink lots of water. Turn off your computer for a day and force yourself to find something else to do. Fuck committing sudoku. You might be at the worst part of your life, but that doesn't mean it's gonna stay like that. Everyone goes through this shit, and every single person you meet outside your hikkybunker goes or has gone through that same apathy hump. You're better than them. You can get through it as long as you keep focusing on bettering yourself and sticking to the things you care about. It's not even apathy that you're going through since you're doing something. It's just another shitty day and it's up to you to make it to the next day. I'm a miserable cunt from time to time. Picking up Ultima Online helped me yesterday. I had a random person help me like a good samaritan and it lifted me up. If nothing else works, try playing a social video game and just make the first move towards making a social contact. Doesn't need to be a commitment. Just talk to someone.
>> [_] Anon 3256642 >># And by "talk to someone" I don't mean "pour your sadness onto someone". Just talk shit and play a game with someone. Love you, my nigga.
>> [_] godk 3256643 Don't worry. Be happy. And by happy, I mean wake up tomorrow. Screw the h8ters on "unfinished" crap, all is finished, and all is unfinished. Your art is what it is, and if the fucking Cardinal bugs you about when the Sistine Chapel's ceiling fresco will be done, just say "It will be finished when it's finished". Just remember you do Flash to satisfy yourself, and not because you're beholden to some Patron. (does not apply to patreonfags) Every masterpiece is in a perpetual state of 'unfinishedness', no matter the progress or the notoriety of the artist. What am I really saying? YOU DO YOU, BOO. That's all you can want, and all we can expect. Carry on. There, my blogposting is done for the day, back to shitposting hated OCs. {just for the record, I enjoy your works and appreciate your effort. Ignore the edgelords.}
>> [_] Anon 3256671 HI GUYS :) Could Any of you Fine folk direct me to the latest COC flash?? Please /f/f bros? Thanks :)
>> [_] :v 3256692 This is all very nice advice >Maybe not the "stick to your own kind" bits I will talk to DnD guy he mentioned they had a pretty open campaign and I really in hindsight should have taken that as an invitation, why else would he say that right? I do workout, I just don't "get out" I have a 24 hour gym membership and running replaced self harm for me way back in like highschool. I feel like brain chem wise I'm on the right track, meds all balanced out and all that. I can't stand people who dump their problems out, and I think my fear of being that person does keep me from being entirely genuine with new people. I mostly just keep the conversation on them and then stupidly get upset when all they talk about is themselves...the worst part is, I recognize it every time and I just can't seem to stop it. And your right I do make this stuff for fun but it's also therapeutic for me, I've never been the creative type so starting all this really helped me feel like I'm stepping outside of my self for the first time. Now this thread can be purged and I won't feel so guilty for not responding. Thanks /f/rens