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>> [_] Anon 3484904 song please
>> [_] Anon 3484905 >># resize the flash, but since it's :v I'm gonna spoonfeed you https://soundcloud.com/user-237406180
>> [_] Anon 3484906 >># ty! my plugin couldn't find any results

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[_] let's see who remember their magic tricks :v 3437826 [>>>>>>>>>>>>Blog posting hours<<<<<<<<<<<<] First case since returning to work was a suicide, recent organ donor registration. messed me up because they obviously only went through with the registration to have "some good" come from their death. At least that's my theory... Flat out rejected across our donor pool They were young and based on the case report an obvious shut in but in reasonable health. Still, nobody wanted the organs. It made me really sad for some reason. even in death, they couldn't help anyone family stayed only long enough to pronounce I wanted to go to the ward to just to see them but I couldn't find the strength to face it I just wanted to say I was sorry wanted someone to be there for them so anyways, my sense of taste is all fucked up and nothing tastes good anymore so I haven't cooked anything interesting in a few weeks. I need suggestions? Whats comfort food to /f/? What do you always go for when nothing sounds good? >no judgement, mine has been bologna sandwiches since I was a kid.
>> [_] Anon 3437831 Chili. I only make it in the winter and fall and it burns me up with heartburn but if the doctor told me I'd die if I ate another pot of chili I'd die a happy comfy tub of shit. Hope you find something to ground yourself fren. Keep your head above water, I always enjoy your swfs and recipies.
>> [_] Anon 3437834 >># >you've been dead for a long time now Eh, wouldn't surprise me. Though I'd certainly hope that whatever afterlife might exist is more interesting that this.
>> [_] :v 3437835 >># It's hard to go wrong with chili, so many diff things to do. >># nahp just more white noise and nonsense
>> [_] :v 3437836 Also to clarify subject there are three things hidden "off stage"
>> [_] Anon 3437837 >># Eat nightshades and other inflammatory things with turmeric or ginger, stops the aftereffects if you get the dose right.
>> [_] Anon 3437839 good morning
>> [_] :v 3437865 >># Good night
>> [_] Anon 3437870 >># are the hidden things the eyes and mouth?" or is there something else i haven;t found
>> [_] Anon 3437875 My comfort foods tend to be mac n' cheese, loaded fries or chicken wings with some good sauce
>> [_] Anon 3437876 what about nice ginger tea for feels
>> [_] Anon 3437880 Long time no see! Do you know what is causing your sense of taste to be weird? I'd say it might be better for you to make a more aromatic dish if it's your tastebuds that are acting up. If you do want a good aromatic rice recipe, I have just the thing: >Ingredients Rice (uncooked) One orange Lemon zest, lemon grass, or both mint leaves coconut milk sugar I do this differently every time, it seems, but here's the basics: >Slice the orange thinly, like half a centimeter at most if you want to get technical, but keep the skin on >Throw the orange in a pot to boil >Boil the orange twice from cold water; let the water reduce significantly before changing the water, and when you do change the water, set it aside for use when boiling the rice. >Boil the orange a third time in sugar water, I'd suggest heating the water up beforehand this time so that you can saturate it more. >Let the water reduce significantly again, and then remove the oranges from the sugar water, let them dry at low heat in an oven for half an hour at relatively low heat, you don't want to caramelize the orange, just dry it out a little. >Now add some coconut milk to the leftover water, and boil your rice in it. (Make sure to cover the pot!) >While the rice is boiling, zest a lemon or cut up some lemon grass and add it into the boiling mix. Save some of your zest to garnish the rice before serving. >Cut up your mint leaves as well >When the rice feels right, strain it out and put it on a plate. >Add the oranges to the rice. >Add the zest and mint leaves. >enjoy!
>> [_] Anon 3437881 >># Also, if you're up for it, get some unsalted pistachios as well and grind them up for an additional garnish.
>> [_] :v 3437883 >># Nah that's it, I just wanted to do something different.
>> [_] Anon 3437886 >># >nahp just more white noise and nonsense maybe, just maybe its the reality we would've always wanted to live in. That's what I've convinced myself anyway
>> [_] Anon 3437887 >># Man that's harsh, who would reject an organ just because its previous owner killed himself? Assuming he didn't take drugs that damaged it or shot a bullet through it or something. Do you know the suicide method? Asphyxiation? I hope it was an exit bag, easiest way to go.
>> [_] :v 3437894 >># Yea It's really fucked up sometimes. I know the method in detail, I can't say it since ya know laws and stuff. The official cause of death for most cadaverous donors is asphyxia/hypoxia since they aren't quite dead when they arrive. They are "brain dead" and the removal of ventilation is what actually kills them. The EMS report, chart notes and medical eval along with past history are all accessible to the case workers and clinicians/Dr's. >># I made pandan jasmine rice pudding with chopped pistachios and it tasted like paste :< There's something about the physical olfactory nerves that get damaged in the course of the disease but, they appear to recover slowly over time. My co-worker also had it and has regained their sense of smell/taste with only the occasional lapse.
>> [_] Anon 3437896 >># Homemade chex'mix My mother always used to make it, and when I was in collage she'd send a few huge bags of it to me in the mail. It's just wheat, corn, and rice chex cereal baked with butter, Worcestershire sause and spices.
>> [_] John Moses Browning 3437906 Just came here to say hello
>> [_] Anon 3437908 >># howdy John How are ya doing? ヽ(◥▶ ε ◀◤)ﾉ
>> [_] :v 3437909 >># That sounds amazing actually >># Goodbye >># Raise them dongers
>> [_] Anon 3437910 >># MY DONGER IS THE DONGER THAT WILL PIERCE THE HEAVENS! ༼◥▶ᗜ◀◤༽
>> [_] John Moses Browning 3437915 >># >># Yeah good morning Weird take but most men when down usually tend to do workout to ease their mind and feel better. And it actually works quite frankly So as comfort food I would suggest something that might help increase your testosterone levels like tuna, beef or onions and recommend doing some workout.
>> [_] :v 3437918 >># >Increase testosterone levels I have a literal vagina, not a boy pucci. Either way, thank you for the tip. I have a small home gym since 'rona started. Its mostly for cardio but I have a pull-up bar and resistance bands as well. When I was a teen I replaced self harm with excessive exercise. See, my plan was to become so jacked that I'd never get sexually assaulted again because I looked like a dude. Buuut, lackthe discipline to ever get to that point. Hey, at least I've always been in better shape than most shut ins. I really lack the commitment to pack on mass, it's really not as easy as those juice heads make it seem.
>> [_] Anon 3437920 Hello body collecting anon, if you need someone to talk to i'm here
>> [_] John Moses Browning 3437921 >># So no onions? Aww I really do respect a strong woman and it means a lot to me that you told me those bad things that happened in your past. Sadly I dont really know how estrogen works, however the best thing that works to ease your mind are nice long walks outside, at the woods and park. It helps you regain your senses and perhaps helps you to taste...better. I ate Lahmacun today, was quite nice. Try something new, I'm quite sure you will find some delicious stuff if you look outside the box And investing time into yourself and your body is never a waste of time. If you re tired of physical workout, you can still meditate, do breathing excercises and gain knowledge. Nothing that was worth doing was ever easy, the struggle shapes us and you have come quite far to stop now.