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[_] I think I'm gonna kill myself /f/. Anonymous 04/23/15(Thu)23:03 No.2759335
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>> [_] Anonymous 04/23/15(Thu)23:10 No.2759337
OD on heroin
best suicide method imo
>> [_] Anonymous 04/23/15(Thu)23:16 No.2759344
Go outside. That should get the job done.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/23/15(Thu)23:17 No.2759345
Do a flip.
Seriously though, OD on heroin for a pleasant exit. Helium exit bag for a cheap, painless
alternative.
Blow all of your money on drugs, booze and whatever first. Can't take it with you, so might as
well make sure you enjoy your last few days. What's the worst that can happen, addiction? OD and
death?
>> [_] Anonymous 04/23/15(Thu)23:36 No.2759360
live for tomorrow.
everything feels worse in the moment.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/23/15(Thu)23:43 No.2759370
you ever get into one of those moods, where you don't even like the things you like...
>> [_] Anonymous 04/23/15(Thu)23:44 No.2759371
>blow all your money on bananas
>bananaman.swf
>> [_] Anonymous 04/23/15(Thu)23:46 No.2759375
>>2759370
yeah.
that feeling when your usual hobbies don't even interest you.
It's weird.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/23/15(Thu)23:48 No.2759378
>>2759375
Yeah that's how i'm feeling right now.
just kind of emotionless.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/23/15(Thu)23:48 No.2759379
>>2759370
>>2759375
What is this? A commercial for anti-depressants?
>> [_] Anonymous 04/23/15(Thu)23:53 No.2759383
>>2759378
indeed, I hate that feeling.
This song is fantastic btw.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)00:13 No.2759393
>>2759370
>>2759335
Anons, please reach out. Please reach out. It's gonna be a hard and scary thing to do but when
you can breathe again and you don't feel so sad it's so worth it. I'm sorry you're having a rough
time. I hope things get better for you.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)00:20 No.2759397
>>2759393
Honestly, I founds that reaching out was just to fucking hard. Tried to go to a counseling type
place in my neighborhood, took them two months to call me back after the first meeting. Other
then those guys, my mom/dad just think I'm joking when I say that I've wanted to kill myself for
the past six years.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)00:20 No.2759398
>>2759370
>>2759375
>>2759378
That's called depression. You've all got some major stress sources that are clogging your mental
health.
>but I don't feel stressed - I just don't want to do anything and nothing seems interesting
No, you are straight up stressed. Being bored is stressful. Never forget that. It makes us
neurotic and drives us insane.
See a counselor. If you are in college, there is almost always an extremely cheap/free student
mental health center.
Jolly good luck.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)00:22 No.2759400
>>2759397
Do you live in the states perchance? I understand that it's essentially a third-world country
when it comes to mental health of any kind. I'd highly recommend you just keep requesting those
counselors, keep going to medicenters and the like. Keep trying, anon. It's really really hard to
get help, but I genuinely hope you find the will to keep trying.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)00:25 No.2759402
>>2759400
No, I'm in Canada. Still though, thanks. I guess there's really no point in not trying, not like
there's anything to lose.
Also, source on the song, if anyone wants it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=huFph-rhucE
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)00:30 No.2759406
>>2759402
That's precisely where I am! I know it means nothing coming from a random motherfucker on the
internet, but I promise you help is out there. It took a good five years for me to get healthy
again and I'm still working on myself. Relapses happen and they suck.
But please--keep trying. Even when you just have to go through the motions of being alive like
it's a job, congratulate yourself on making it to one more morning and one more evening. You're
so strong to have made it this far, anon.
Have some soft pleasant music, ok? idk if you'll enjoy it, but it's something cozy at least.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzvkL1MawX8
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)00:41 No.2759422
>>2759406
It really does mean something, even just sharing past experiences gives hope to some people. No
matter what we choose, it's going to be a long road, so I guess the only obvious answer is try to
and make the best of it.
Thanks anon, sometimes being a random motherfucker on the internet really can help.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)00:42 No.2759423
Y'all are making me shed manly tears.
Thanks anons, for being some of the best people out there.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)00:52 No.2759433
>>2759397
From personal experience, if u find that one-on-one counseling isn't doing it for you, group
sessions can be a very grounding experience, it can help to know that people from all walks of
life suffer in their own way but in the same ways, also. It is also a therapy in itself to be in
a position to help others who are trying in turn to help you. You still have hope if u had even
the willpower required to seek help from anonymous strangers it's still strength
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)00:59 No.2759440
>>2759402
hey, i'm Canada too.
Maybe it's the cold weather.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)01:14 No.2759451
>>2759440
I always liked the cold more, it's not as hot.
>>2759433
I know there is still that little spot of hope left somewhere inside, I'll just keep grabbing for
it.
Thanks again for the support guys, and OP, sorry for hijacking your thread, but hang in there too
bud, we'll make it though this.
Night all.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)01:20 No.2759455
>>2759451
honestly agree. where I am it's unusually warm for this time of year. really hoping for rain
sometime soon.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)01:57 No.2759483
Please don't op. This board has few enough users. We are counting on you!
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)01:59 No.2759485
OP, if you're still here, don't do it. You're just depressed.
Get out of your chair right now, put yourself on your back on the floor, and do 100 sit ups, then
flip over and do 100 push ups. Trust me, it will help a lot.
When you exercise, your body releases dopamine into your brain. This will help you feel better
immediately.
Use this for your depression the same way that one would use a rescue inhaler for an asthma
attack. Do not use this as a permanent cure; you can get addicted to your body's own dopamine,
and you will burn out on it and become completely unable to feel joy. Instead, get to a
neurologist to address the chemical imbalance causing your depression.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)02:16 No.2759491
the king of the jungle, the lion, lounges around all day
imagine a lion with a full time job, what a waste of a human life working is
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)02:26 No.2759497
This song made me feel suicidal too. I remember sitting at my desk 3 weeks ago, up at 2 in the
morning studying for an exam, and coming upon this. I just stopped everything and sat there,
reflecting on my failures and loneliness, to the point where I felt the desire to hold my gun. I
loaded it and genuinely wondered why I shouldn't shoot myself, and I couldn't come up with a
reason not to. But then I asked why I should shoot myself, and there wasn't much of a reason to
do it, so I just went to sleep and repressed the memory.
The guy that made this flash is going to get someone killed, I hope he knows this
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)02:29 No.2759498
>>2759491
The human mind works differently from the mind of a lion; most big cats just have a craving to
kill unsuspecting things and be lazy, whereas most humans hunger to help one another to be happy.
It's possible to do that much without working, but you need to work first in order to achieve the
ability to help without working more. One example of how to do this would be to work to buy solar
panels, then use them to feed back into the grid and turn your power bills into power checks.
>>2759497
I think you need to see >>2759485 too.
>> [_] CM !PUNKtm8ulM 04/24/15(Fri)02:31 No.2759499
Man, Pianos become the Teeth are so good.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)02:37 No.2759504
>>2759491
I agree
You have to beat the system some how, find something you love and do it
And if you love nothing? Then I don't know, maybe you've just never been fortunate enough to
experience it. Some people just aren't meant to exist in this life.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)02:39 No.2759506
>>2759504
See >>2759498
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)02:42 No.2759507
>>2759398
well shit.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)02:48 No.2759509
>>2759506
I still stand by what I said, working like a bee isn't made for lions or humans, that doesn't
mean >>2759498 isn't right. It's like that great flash that's posted here from 'The Great
Dictator' "Human beings want to live by each other's happiness, not each other's misery"
>/pol/ needs to take a note of out of that book
But no, Human's aren't Lions. He's right. But nor are we Bees, or Ants. We need individuality and
expression and it seems both harder and easier now to achieve that.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)03:01 No.2759513
Fuck that.
You don't give up, who cares why you were born, who cares how life has treated you, AND WHO GIVES
A SHIT HOW BAD YOU FEEL
RISE THE FUCK UP
Take control of your life, don't give into the depression, you're stronger than that, you're more
capable than that.
I believe in you, because I believe in myself.
If I haven't crumpled under it all, you won't either.
Until the life leaves our bodies, we shall persist, and create memories.
You'll see.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/24/15(Fri)03:08 No.2759516
>>2759513
>believe in the me that believes in you
