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[_] Do you want to die too? PleaseKillMe 08/06/15(Thu)10:11:54 No.2867784
I was told by a medical professional today that my depression isn't 'a serious issue' and that
I'm just experiencing 'what everyone goes through', because being fucked up in the head, gay, and
transgendered, is apparently what everyone goes through.
I really want to die right now. I wish I had a gun.
>> [_] MrWhatnothing 08/06/15(Thu)10:20:24 No.2867787
why would you kill yourself your life is all you got live it to the fullest sure things arent
going your way now but doesnt mean it cant change add mrwhatnothing on skype if you wish to have
some one to talk to or just a few friends to help cheer you up
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)10:42:01 No.2867797
>>2867787
cool tip. you sound just like a chapter out of a self help booklet.
im 33 now and ive wanted to kill myself for over 15 years. had lots of attempts but always pussy
out, but it gets a lil easier each time.
every1 will say these posts are nothing more than attention seeking cries for help and tell you
what your feeling is just a little nothing that will pass in time but its not true for every1.
for some of us our lives are haunted by past actions or not even fitting in with communities or
even family. this will follow us for a lifetime.
you know nothing john snow.
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)10:45:20 No.2867798
>>2867797
this tbh
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)10:47:17 No.2867800
>>2867797
just get over it faggot
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)10:55:13 No.2867803
I am still pretty sure, someone who really wants to kill himselft, just does it, instead of
telling anyone "bwaa i wish i were dead"
One of my teachers just hung himself in a barn without this attention seeking bullshit.
If you would want it so badly, you've already done it
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)11:00:53 No.2867806
>>2867784
If I told you we could be friends, would you believe me? Would you make an effort to talk about
things? Things you like rather than things you dislike? Would you be willing to make friends with
someone you've never met?
Or would you reject me? Would you consider your problems too heavy for any other human being to
understand? Would you forget about me? Would you speak to me once or twice, before breaking all
contact without closure?
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)11:03:51 No.2867807
>>2867784
hey, depressed trans person here too, want to talk? daemooss on skype
>> [_] Anornamoose 08/06/15(Thu)11:04:00 No.2867808
>>2867797
there is no afterlife, just a black void of nothingness. i used to be that way until i took the
time to think about it and make a choice.
if you kill yourself you end all the bullshit, but you also lose everything with it. no eating,
shitting, sleeping, breathing, thinking, feeling. theres literally nothing. you no longer exist.
you dont even feel being dead because you stop existing.
or you choose to live and deal with all of the stupid bullshit of life, but try to enjoy small
things to make it slightly less shitty.
i figured feeling half a second of happiness during a month of fuckery was worth it. you choose
either way
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)11:13:33 No.2867814
most ppl dont want to let ppl know they are truly suicidal in fear that ppl might stop them or
even treat them worse (like some kind of victim) until they do it. myself included.
but the net is different, no one knows who you are so you can vent without fear.
honestly im just waiting for every shred of joy to be juiced out of my boring day to day life. i
suffer from seizures and severe social anxiety. i know what my future holds and its only a matter
of time till i decide ive had enough.
some ppl just want a lil comfort to get them by for now il admit to that one, but suicide is
justifiable to me so some ppl shouldn't be so greedy that they need to insert their will upon you
to prolong your suffering so they wont have to deal with what you did/plan to do.
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)11:15:22 No.2867815
>>2867784
If you have these huge problems you should go to a psychologist, really man. Well actually I
don't know what you already tried but if you didn't done that do it. Nobody is perfect, everybody
struggels sometimes and if you think you can't handle it anymore suicide is not the answer. I may
not be an expert, but for that experts exist. And if you lost trust in an expert get another.
Life has such more sides and the one you are going through.
And actually I think suicide means you pussed out your problems. Problems are there to be solved
and nobody felt better after suicide, cause then you feel nothing.
Wish you the best man and keep your life going!
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)11:20:06 No.2867818
Life is gonna suck real hard at times regardless of what you do, according to the laws of nature.
You could have been born a rabbit, and lost your legs to a wolf, and you wouldn't even have the
option of an easy out. I must advise that you check your privilege as a human, and look at how
immensly easy life is for humans.
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)11:27:10 No.2867823
>>2867818
you can be born human with disfigured looks and physical defects and chronic pains. being human
can also mean comprehending more mental trauma. many animals have fucking fantastic lives
compared to humans. no job no rent no worries just eat sleep and fuck and if house hold pet get
pampered to fuck.
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)11:31:46 No.2867826
>>2867784
Don't do that, okay? Try to achieve the best you can, try to get closest to what you want. You
don't want death; you want your problems to be gone.
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)12:40:23 No.2867861
>>2867784
What if the doctor is right and you are just acting weird? It's all just in your head.
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)12:41:56 No.2867862
you just gotta not think about it, when you go somewhere think about it scientifically, what
happens when i do this? how will this person react?
there is nothing to lose and everything to gain by forcing yourself to be a little happier and a
little bit more outgoing
you can be the ugliest fucker alive but if you have even an ounce of self confidence or forced
charisma you can make people like you
no one but you can fix your depression, because no one else knows what you go through and
honestly, no one really cares, not trying to be mean, but there are around 7 billion people alive
right now, by becoming more aware of people all over the earth we lose touch with those
immediately around us
if i kill myself it will be just to answer that question of what lies beyond, how can a
conscience being have any notion of what non-existence is like?
maybe it's just a never ending dream
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)13:04:22 No.2867868
If you're willing to end your life, why not try starting it over?
I've always been of the mind that if I really wanted to kill myself, I would make sure to leave
my girlfriend and quit my job first, and if nothing changes then I'll start seriously thinking
about a way out.
But if there's literally nothing to lose, why not try making big changes in your life?
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)13:09:29 No.2867872
>renaming
>renaming
>renaming
>renaming
>renaming
>renaming
kill yourself faggot
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)13:10:29 No.2867874
also, this isn't your personal blog. fuck off to /r9k/.
>> [_] John Moses Browning 08/06/15(Thu)13:17:33 No.2867883
>>2867784
>I really want to die right now. I wish I had a gun.
Are you some kind of pussy who can't kill hisself with basic methods or an antigunner who wants
to blame guns for suicides?
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)13:21:27 No.2867888
>>2867883
John stop being such a faggot and think for a second
of course he is a fucking pussy who doesn't want to suffocate to death
he wants to fucking die like a a pussy he is so let him do it as much easy and painless as
possible
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)13:53:44 No.2867910
>>2867784
>because being fucked up in the head, gay, and transgendered, is apparently what everyone goes
through.
Apparently it is, since everyone and their mother is claiming to be trans now.
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)14:08:27 No.2867919
Look OP, it's like this:
What is holding you back? And i don't mean from staying alive or killing yourself, what is
holding you back from being in some way happy or enjoy your stay on this planet? Is it the people
around you? Do they have a remote to control you? You mentioned the past, what good is a point in
time when it will never return again? You live now, not 2 years ago or 10 years in the future,
all that is important is right now
>now can be your new past
Stop taking life so serious, burn all bridges, do the fuck you want to do, take drugs and then
you can die. Go help people, help the homeless, feed the starving, if you life is shit maybe you
can make theirs feel at least better.
Go and try to make something out of youself, get into politics, be the best in making a miniature
railroadtrack, hell go beat some online-highscore game...
The thing is you are not allowed to stand still in time and freeze because you can't choose. You
have to decide. Deciding is what makes it worth living, it is the only thing we control
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)14:33:53 No.2867932
>>2867784
Just take baby steps, and enjoy(even celebrate) whatever small victories you can.
Which reminds me, I have to update my resume..
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)14:48:17 No.2867940
>>2867784
>reaming flashes
Stop this.
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)14:58:05 No.2867948
>>2867910
Father*
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)15:01:40 No.2867954
>>2867948
ಠ_ಠ
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)15:12:00 No.2867961
>>2867948
fucking lol'd
>> [_] Anonymous 08/06/15(Thu)15:13:30 No.2867966
>>2867784
>renaming flashes
Kill yourself.
