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[_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)00:10:38 No.

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>> [_] yee 10/03/15(Sat)00:24:33 No.

  I spent the past 20 hours just staring at the ceiling of my room while laying in my bed, crying
  from time to time.
  I only managed just now to grab a small bit of food. I hadn't eaten all day but I didn't feel
  like eating, I just realized I should probably have at least some food in my stomach.

  And now I'm feeling like just laying in my bed doing nothing for another long period of time.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)00:33:51 No.

  >>2918207
  I know that feel bro

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)00:36:59 No.

  >>2918207

  Why buddy? Do you want to do something else, but can't?

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)00:39:49 No.

  I know what will help

  there was once a song posted here on /f/ about a ship that was outgunned and outnumbered

  but the pirate captain knew his enemies should have turned back

  the fight lasted the whole night gunfire and blood shed and now the town people say

  their enemies should have turned back

  knowing the name of that song would help me

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)00:42:14 No.

  >>2918197

  Wamp Womp

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZapOy3eH3yE

>> [_] BigBlue 10/03/15(Sat)00:46:30 No.

  >>2918234
  I want to know this song too, now.

  God damnit Anon.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)00:50:44 No.

  >>2918249

  have you heard it?

  it's quite good, I wish I knew I needed the source for the song at the time, but now it seems

  that ship is lost at sea

>> [_] Stand-in Blackjack Slim 10/03/15(Sat)00:56:17 No.

  >>2918234
  >>2918249
  See
  >>2918261

>> [_] BigBlue 10/03/15(Sat)00:59:02 No.

  >>2918262

  Thanks, Slim. You do Callahan's a service.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:02:58 No.

  >>2918262
  Since we're on the subject...
  >>2918265

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:10:16 No.

  HELP RECEIVED!

>> [_] yee 10/03/15(Sat)01:10:58 No.

  >>2918225
  An urge to do something but doing nothing.
  An urge to say something but saying nothing.
  An urge. An urge.
  Work to be done.
  Things to take care of.
  An urge. An urge.
  Instead of that, lay still on the bed.
  An urge.
  Unmoving, unblinking.
  An urge.
  You can only cry.
  Urge.

  In time, the will to fight dissipates; all that remains is the sound of your beating heart for
  hours on end.
  There is nothing more.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:13:17 No.

  >>2918207

  Careful not to cut yourself on those edges.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:14:45 No.

  >>2918282

  Could be worse.
  You could feel sick from anxiety all the time like me.

  Your depression sounds more comfortable than panicking all the time.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:14:53 No.

  >>2918286
  So, being depressed is edgy now?

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:16:06 No.

  >>2918288

  Venting about it is.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:16:35 No.

  >>2918286
  whoa man dont be so original.You are so cool,did you think of that all by yourself?

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:17:08 No.

  >>2918286
  I actually cut myself. Its cathartic. I dont mind the scars anymore since there is nobody to
  notice. Sometimes I hope I lose to much blood but when I get close I get really scared and have
  to stop.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:20:05 No.

  >>2918293
  What are you, 14? Grow up and start doing something with your life.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:20:37 No.

  >>2918293
  Have you tried becoming an alcoholic? Sounds like a better option that self mutilation. And I
  hear booze and crippling depression go hand in hand.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:21:21 No.

  >>2918290

  I don't have to be original to be right.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:22:31 No.

  >>2918299

  Booze and work are all that keep me going.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:23:10 No.

  >>2918207
  Have you tried sleeping for long periods of time? Sleeping 20 out of every 24 hours makes life a
  lot more bearable.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:24:29 No.

  >>2918234
  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fkXnLatevJU
  This one?
  The Devil's Reach by The Jolly Rogers

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:25:28 No.

  >>2918298
  What does one do with a life?

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:26:12 No.

  >>2918305

  Too much serotonin.

  It gives me a headache to sleep more than 8.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:27:13 No.

  >>2918310

  Work out, smoke weed, and enjoy hobbies.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:36:38 No.

  >>2918286
  I'd say "right back at you" but you seem about as sharp as a butter knife.

>> [_] yee 10/03/15(Sat)01:37:42 No.

  >>2918287
  Sounds like more or less the same thing to me.
  Though you shouldn't think like that, about some things being "worse" than others, at least
  concerning these kinds of things. Everyone has their own problems.
  That was a bit of advice my friend with the Schiz gave me before she killed herself.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:44:07 No.

  >>2918287
  Anxiety is shit no doubt, but I don't know if it's worse. If I had to pick between the feeling
  that there's a gun to the back of my head that could go off any minute, and the feeling of being
  alive being physically painful like some sort or ache I don't know which I would choose.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)02:31:46 No.

  >>2918282

  an urge surges to words disturb so disturbed absurd wizards heard blurs burst blurs thirst hurts
  makes urges worse

  first things first

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)02:58:40 No.

  >>2918207
  Don't worry, eventually you don't even care enough to cry anymore.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:10:48 No.

  soon anons

  http://www.stuff.co.nz/technology/digital-living/70439871/social-robots-could-be-com
  ing-soon-to-a-home-near-you

  soon

  save up your shekels

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:14:02 No.

  >>2918325
  I have both, and to be honest, the anxiety I can deal with. But depression? Even if you get some
  moments of relief here and there it's a death sentence. Even if you're "cured" you can easily
  fall right back. Anxiety is psychological, and depression is physical with psychological
  manifestations.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:15:31 No.

  >>2918384
  Not saying that there aren't physical defects that can bring about anxiety.. just talking about
  most cases here.

  And the reason for those psychological faults is most often absent or demanding parents.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:17:18 No.

  >>2918310
  stop asking stupid questions to sound deep would probably be a good start. here's a life lesson:
  you're nothing special. every thought you think is unique, every question you think is thought
  provoking, is a crock of shit and someone else has already thought about it. fuck off and go to
  therapy if you're depressed, but you'll find no help here.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:19:46 No.

  >>2918389
  You should really learn how to proof read your comments, Anon.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:22:36 No.

  >>2918389
  What point are you even trying to make?

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:23:05 No.

  >>2918314
  >Depending on the cause of the depression the first two options can cause it to become worse
  >ONE OF THE BASIC DIAGNOSTIC SIGNS OF DEPRESSION IS A COMPLETE LACK OF INTERESTS IN HOBBIES OR
  OTHER RECREATIONAL ACTIVITIES.

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:24:36 No.

  >>2918395
  That he is incapable of empathy and thinks that therapy is the only working method.
  >and that proof-reading is impossible when you lack a brain

>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:27:22 No.

  >>2918321
  I'd say you need to set some very small, very simple goals.

  Without going into too many details, I have some friends who are facing terrible drug addictions
  and they think that their lives are without meaning.

  I've told them, time and again, that there is no destiny that defines their lives, and that with
  even a small amount of effort, they can at least stop digging their own graves and start over
  from square one.

  Even if it's nothing more than physically getting out of bed to wash your face, or to brush your
  teeth, or to take a ten minute walk down the street, they can have some small, simple thing they
  can call their own.

  The goal is to take back some control from the misery that has otherwise directed your life. The
  times may be tough, and life may suck, but at least you can say that there is a moment when you
  can say 'I wanted this!'

  You won't be able to make a full 180 degree turn to sobriety and sanity right away, but at least
  you can cling to this one habit as though it were a life vest to stay above the waters.

  And once you can keep this one good habit, it will be a little easier to form other goods habits.
  The struggle will still be there, but it will be that much easier to start another, and that will
  start to edge out the negativity you feel.

  Your habits - and emotions - are like a gyroscope that gets stronger the more you focus on it. If
  you can cling to even a single good emotion or habit, it will help to propel you back to the joy
  you once had. And the more good habits you have, the easier it will be to form others. That is
  the essence of the struggle that we addicts face. If we want to succeed, we need to consciously
  look up to the heavens that we see our heroes tread upon. We need to tell ourselves that we can
  get to their level, that we can ascend to their plane, that we can attain the titles they take
  for granted, that we can be GOOD!

  ...and that we can continue to be good, no matter the cost...