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[_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)00:10:38 No.2918197
Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] yee 10/03/15(Sat)00:24:33 No.2918207
I spent the past 20 hours just staring at the ceiling of my room while laying in my bed, crying
from time to time.
I only managed just now to grab a small bit of food. I hadn't eaten all day but I didn't feel
like eating, I just realized I should probably have at least some food in my stomach.
And now I'm feeling like just laying in my bed doing nothing for another long period of time.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)00:33:51 No.2918219
>>2918207
I know that feel bro
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)00:36:59 No.2918225
>>2918207
Why buddy? Do you want to do something else, but can't?
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)00:39:49 No.2918234
I know what will help
there was once a song posted here on /f/ about a ship that was outgunned and outnumbered
but the pirate captain knew his enemies should have turned back
the fight lasted the whole night gunfire and blood shed and now the town people say
their enemies should have turned back
knowing the name of that song would help me
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)00:42:14 No.2918240
>>2918197
Wamp Womp
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZapOy3eH3yE
>> [_] BigBlue 10/03/15(Sat)00:46:30 No.2918249
>>2918234
I want to know this song too, now.
God damnit Anon.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)00:50:44 No.2918254
>>2918249
have you heard it?
it's quite good, I wish I knew I needed the source for the song at the time, but now it seems
that ship is lost at sea
>> [_] Stand-in Blackjack Slim 10/03/15(Sat)00:56:17 No.2918262
>>2918234
>>2918249
See
>>2918261
>> [_] BigBlue 10/03/15(Sat)00:59:02 No.2918264
>>2918262
Thanks, Slim. You do Callahan's a service.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:02:58 No.2918267
>>2918262
Since we're on the subject...
>>2918265
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:10:16 No.2918281
HELP RECEIVED!
>> [_] yee 10/03/15(Sat)01:10:58 No.2918282
>>2918225
An urge to do something but doing nothing.
An urge to say something but saying nothing.
An urge. An urge.
Work to be done.
Things to take care of.
An urge. An urge.
Instead of that, lay still on the bed.
An urge.
Unmoving, unblinking.
An urge.
You can only cry.
Urge.
In time, the will to fight dissipates; all that remains is the sound of your beating heart for
hours on end.
There is nothing more.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:13:17 No.2918286
>>2918207
Careful not to cut yourself on those edges.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:14:45 No.2918287
>>2918282
Could be worse.
You could feel sick from anxiety all the time like me.
Your depression sounds more comfortable than panicking all the time.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:14:53 No.2918288
>>2918286
So, being depressed is edgy now?
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:16:06 No.2918289
>>2918288
Venting about it is.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:16:35 No.2918290
>>2918286
whoa man dont be so original.You are so cool,did you think of that all by yourself?
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:17:08 No.2918293
>>2918286
I actually cut myself. Its cathartic. I dont mind the scars anymore since there is nobody to
notice. Sometimes I hope I lose to much blood but when I get close I get really scared and have
to stop.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:20:05 No.2918298
>>2918293
What are you, 14? Grow up and start doing something with your life.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:20:37 No.2918299
>>2918293
Have you tried becoming an alcoholic? Sounds like a better option that self mutilation. And I
hear booze and crippling depression go hand in hand.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:21:21 No.2918301
>>2918290
I don't have to be original to be right.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:22:31 No.2918304
>>2918299
Booze and work are all that keep me going.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:23:10 No.2918305
>>2918207
Have you tried sleeping for long periods of time? Sleeping 20 out of every 24 hours makes life a
lot more bearable.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:24:29 No.2918308
>>2918234
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fkXnLatevJU
This one?
The Devil's Reach by The Jolly Rogers
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:25:28 No.2918310
>>2918298
What does one do with a life?
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:26:12 No.2918312
>>2918305
Too much serotonin.
It gives me a headache to sleep more than 8.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:27:13 No.2918314
>>2918310
Work out, smoke weed, and enjoy hobbies.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:36:38 No.2918320
>>2918286
I'd say "right back at you" but you seem about as sharp as a butter knife.
>> [_] yee 10/03/15(Sat)01:37:42 No.2918321
>>2918287
Sounds like more or less the same thing to me.
Though you shouldn't think like that, about some things being "worse" than others, at least
concerning these kinds of things. Everyone has their own problems.
That was a bit of advice my friend with the Schiz gave me before she killed herself.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)01:44:07 No.2918325
>>2918287
Anxiety is shit no doubt, but I don't know if it's worse. If I had to pick between the feeling
that there's a gun to the back of my head that could go off any minute, and the feeling of being
alive being physically painful like some sort or ache I don't know which I would choose.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)02:31:46 No.2918356
>>2918282
an urge surges to words disturb so disturbed absurd wizards heard blurs burst blurs thirst hurts
makes urges worse
first things first
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)02:58:40 No.2918369
>>2918207
Don't worry, eventually you don't even care enough to cry anymore.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:10:48 No.2918382
soon anons
http://www.stuff.co.nz/technology/digital-living/70439871/social-robots-could-be-com
ing-soon-to-a-home-near-you
soon
save up your shekels
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:14:02 No.2918384
>>2918325
I have both, and to be honest, the anxiety I can deal with. But depression? Even if you get some
moments of relief here and there it's a death sentence. Even if you're "cured" you can easily
fall right back. Anxiety is psychological, and depression is physical with psychological
manifestations.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:15:31 No.2918387
>>2918384
Not saying that there aren't physical defects that can bring about anxiety.. just talking about
most cases here.
And the reason for those psychological faults is most often absent or demanding parents.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:17:18 No.2918389
>>2918310
stop asking stupid questions to sound deep would probably be a good start. here's a life lesson:
you're nothing special. every thought you think is unique, every question you think is thought
provoking, is a crock of shit and someone else has already thought about it. fuck off and go to
therapy if you're depressed, but you'll find no help here.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:19:46 No.2918393
>>2918389
You should really learn how to proof read your comments, Anon.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:22:36 No.2918395
>>2918389
What point are you even trying to make?
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:23:05 No.2918397
>>2918314
>Depending on the cause of the depression the first two options can cause it to become worse
>ONE OF THE BASIC DIAGNOSTIC SIGNS OF DEPRESSION IS A COMPLETE LACK OF INTERESTS IN HOBBIES OR
OTHER RECREATIONAL ACTIVITIES.
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:24:36 No.2918399
>>2918395
That he is incapable of empathy and thinks that therapy is the only working method.
>and that proof-reading is impossible when you lack a brain
>> [_] Anonymous 10/03/15(Sat)03:27:22 No.2918402
>>2918321
I'd say you need to set some very small, very simple goals.
Without going into too many details, I have some friends who are facing terrible drug addictions
and they think that their lives are without meaning.
I've told them, time and again, that there is no destiny that defines their lives, and that with
even a small amount of effort, they can at least stop digging their own graves and start over
from square one.
Even if it's nothing more than physically getting out of bed to wash your face, or to brush your
teeth, or to take a ten minute walk down the street, they can have some small, simple thing they
can call their own.
The goal is to take back some control from the misery that has otherwise directed your life. The
times may be tough, and life may suck, but at least you can say that there is a moment when you
can say 'I wanted this!'
You won't be able to make a full 180 degree turn to sobriety and sanity right away, but at least
you can cling to this one habit as though it were a life vest to stay above the waters.
And once you can keep this one good habit, it will be a little easier to form other goods habits.
The struggle will still be there, but it will be that much easier to start another, and that will
start to edge out the negativity you feel.
Your habits - and emotions - are like a gyroscope that gets stronger the more you focus on it. If
you can cling to even a single good emotion or habit, it will help to propel you back to the joy
you once had. And the more good habits you have, the easier it will be to form others. That is
the essence of the struggle that we addicts face. If we want to succeed, we need to consciously
look up to the heavens that we see our heroes tread upon. We need to tell ourselves that we can
get to their level, that we can ascend to their plane, that we can attain the titles they take
for granted, that we can be GOOD!
...and that we can continue to be good, no matter the cost...
