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[_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)04:55:46 No.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)05:19:28 No.

  What's wrong OP?

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)05:35:46 No.

  what can i do to help anon

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)05:52:11 No.

  Why don't you take a seat right over there, anon?

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)06:11:54 No.

  >>2941427
  >>2941430
  >>2941435
  OP here. Got some stuff going on, but it's mostly in my head. I just have to sort it out. Thanks
  for your concern, anons ;)

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)06:14:13 No.

  >>2941443
  care to talk about it? we've all got something to talk about and a little anonymous venting never
  hurt anybody

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)06:27:46 No.

  >>2941445
  Let's say that I'm losing track of everybody who is dear to me. I'm in college now, and my
  friends all went to a different place. I suck at keeping contact, and apparently it's the same
  with them.
  Now I haven't met anyone who I feel 'attracted' to as a friend, and I can't pretend to.
  I'm also losing track of my family. I come home every day, but it doesn't feel like coming home
  anymore. I feel lonely, all day long. I'm trying to change things. I have to break my own walls.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)06:40:20 No.

  >>2941452
  ah yeah man. that sounds familiar. yeah... you never keep your highschool friends. i sorta wanted
  to lose all my highschool friends cause everyone was just an idiot, but i have some dear
  childhood best buds and my little brother that ive since grown apart from since i moved out to LA
  (use to live in Boston... on the other side of the states) and it aches to say it.
  does your family just not reach out to you anymore? or maybe they dont strike you as being as
  similar to you as they used to?
  its really good to hear that you acknowledge that there is a problem that could be on your end of
  things. hope you can find it in yourself to fix it buddy.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)06:41:56 No.

  >>2941445
  be glad that you had friends op

  i wasn't as fortunate

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)06:47:34 No.

  >>2941458
  you didnt? never? im sure there was someone that considered you a friend... and that maybe they
  were sad when you pushed them away, telling yourself that you didnt like them, or "didnt have any
  friends", maybe cause you "couldnt get along with others..."
  of course... im not accusing you of any of that, i just know that for a lot of us here; people
  with little or no friends, thats what we accidentally do to ourselves.

  - long text guy

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)06:54:46 No.

  >>2941457
  It isn't the first time that I'm slipping away. 7 months ago, my family noticed that I stopped
  talking. They send me to a therapist, but he couldn't help me. At least I recognized my problem.
  But after that, it seems like my family changed. They didn't ask about it, it felt like a taboo.
  Things were normal for some weeks, but I feel like something isn't normal. Maybe it's just me,
  but I'm don't want to lose them. I'm definitely going to talk about it.
  >>2941458
  Don't take me wrong anon, I am really gratefull. I couldn't imagine my shooldays without them. It
  just hurts that it meant so little.
  And for you, I really hope you find at least someone who will call you a friend. People shouldn't
  be alone.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)07:04:29 No.

  >>2941465
  just a depressed sort of not talking? or not talking entirely? dont allow them to feel like
  theyve lost you. maybe theyre worse at reaching out to people than you are, anon. in that case,
  maybe theyre even more affected by the rift growing between you than YOU are. maybe try to move
  forward with the faith that they miss you as much as you miss them. good for you for moving
  forward.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)07:25:20 No.

  >>2941466
  If it's like that, at least I know why I'm like this. I really hope they still accept me.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)07:34:53 No.

  >>2941472
  goodnight anon, nice talking to you... goodluck on finding your family again.

  if you care at all... heres my music...
  oblioband.bandcamp.com

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)07:49:04 No.

  >>2941476
  Good night. Thanks for the talk and music, anon

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)11:20:03 No.

  right there with you OP. Its my birthday today. I plan to give up two years from today if it
  dosn't get better.

  I have hope tho. I found out I have low test the other day. My doctors appointment is tomorrow.
  wish me luck.

  an luck to you OP

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)11:53:47 No.

  >>2941452
  >>2941461
  I'mgraduatingcollegeintoapit.Peoplethinkthatleavingcollegewillbelikeleavingallmyprob
  lemsbehindbuttheydon'tseemto(ormorelikelyaren'twillingto)recognizethattheproblemisn'
  ttheplace,it'sme.Togoalongwiththismygoodfriendsthatgraduatedaheadofmedroppedoffthera
  dar;theyallgotgirlfriendsandgoteachothergoodjobs(somethingtheywouldn'tdoforme)andthe
  y'veallcontinuedbeinggoodfriends.IrecognizeIhave2closefriendsandalliesbutoneisverywr
  appedupintheirownidentitysincetheyjustcameouttotheirfamilyandtheotheristryingtobreak
  outofthedebtcyclebymovinginwiththeirformerlysubstanceabusivefather,andthey're200mile
  sawayfromoneanother.SonowI'msteppingoutintotheworldwithashoestringsupportsystem.Ifyo
  u'resmarterthanmeyouwilltaketheopportunitiesincollegetomakerelationships,gotoparties
  ,fuckgrills,etc.Iworkedmywaythroughandhavecomeoutbitter,
  untrusting, and generally friendless. I think from a social perspective college is meant to be a
  buffer that helps you iron out and repair any leftover damages from adolescence, which is
  something that didn't work out for me.

  I guess, OP, what I can say is that it's OK to feel like shit right now, but you've still got
  time so don't stress out about it too much. Winter break is coming soon with lots of chances to
  make a few close friends and maybe spark up a romance. It can get better but you can only get out
  what you put in.

  Godspeed.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)12:04:58 No.

  Anons, the best thing I can tell you is that there is always an asshole worse off than you.

  I live in a 3rd world shithole, i was lucky to be born in a family that wasnt completely shit, it
  was still pretty bad.

  Im no im my late 30s, I never finished colleage, never kept friends and the woman who actually
  feigned interest enough to start a relationship, sucked money off of me for 10 years while riding
  and sucking off 2 different dicks a day.

  Im in a dead end job, watching how the higher ups pick up the young naive employees and suck dry
  their souls and bodies, how they use up both men and woman with no regrets

  I have an insane amount of debt and the only people that will be happy when i die are the bank
  collectors that will take up whatever cash my life insurance premium holds.

  There is someone always worse off than you anon, try to take a little comfort and happiness in
  that.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)12:14:09 No.

  jose suicidio - help me

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)12:18:20 No.

  >>2941537
  thanks anon, I'm glad you can manage to find some sort of closure on your sorrows and wish the
  best for the rest of your life, regardless how much you have left of it

  I am currently struggling with first world problems and your words really help, though I don't
  see how mine will help yours, therefore I just want to thank you for struggling through this
  godforsaken world with all of us, pathetic losers

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)12:21:09 No.

  I am totally tearing up over all this support from anons to fellow anons at a place where it is
  too easy to just call OP a faggot and leave it at that.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)12:44:14 No.

  I know how you feel OP, after highschool, where I wasn't the most popular of people, I went to
  university to actually be me, clean slate. I met friends with common interests and it was good
  for a while.
  I was like a group leader to those guys; definitely more of an alpha than the rest of them, but
  they were my friends regardless. Hell, I even had a good relationship going. Times were good,
  until I dropped out due to my lack of doing so great in classes. My friends lost contact with me,
  my girlfriend cheated on me while I was now in college, (She's engaged to the prick after eight
  months of dating) which in turn made me super depressed. That spiraled me into dropping out of
  college and turning to drugs, alcohol and working. Every night I stayed up, thinking about
  suicide, or another hit, until I passed out from exhaustion. The only reason I'm probably still
  around is because I felt obligated to work the next day. I ended up losing that job later in the
  year. It took four months locked up in my room, sober, to get my thoughts back together. My
  parents think I'm a failure, The only friend I can safely say I have is a guy I've never met who
  lives somewhere in the states.

  So I guess after this long story, I can try to give you some advice; If you need some time to
  yourself to think things over, don't rush it. Take as long as you need to really get your mind
  straightened out. There's always a tomorrow, look forward to it. Everything can't work out in
  your favor, that's life, but you have to take it with a grain of salt. Find something that makes
  you want to see tomorrow. There has to be a reason why you're here, you just have to make it.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)12:52:22 No.

  the fuck is this thread? this is /f/ not your fucking tumblr blog

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)13:14:20 No.

  baka senpai desu

>> [_] Anonymous 11/02/15(Mon)13:25:00 No.

  >wake up
  >go on /f/ while I eat my breakfast like every morning
  >ooh, 22 comments should be interesting
  >it's this
  Fuck you, OP.