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[_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)00:53:32 No.3123911
Try not to cry yourself asleep tonight anon
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>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)01:22:37 No.3123928
>>3123911
Thats going to be difficult anon. Last week I lost my 6 month old puppy to a heart parasite, and
this morning my family found out that a couple who were family friends of ours were just gunned
down in their home by their own teenage son this morning.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)01:40:25 No.3123934
Crying myself to sleep? I wish it was only that. I'm usually crushed on the inside. It's just
that I'm able to hide the sadness most of the time.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)01:42:21 No.3123937
It's okay, I've got a few beers, and I gave blood 2 days ago, so I'll be drunk in no time. It's
waking up the next morning that's the shitty part.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)01:54:35 No.3123949
Damn, I didn't expect to come in here and see all this genuine sadness. Somebody needs to post a
pick-me-up flash.
>>3123928
You especially, that's some terrible stuff.
Seems to me like whenever something great happens in my life, something shitty is right around
the corner to balance it back out. But the same thing with tragedy. After hitting a really low
point, things always seem to bounce back.
I wish you guys the best and hope the good times are on their way.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)01:58:04 No.3123950
>>3123937
That almost sounds dangerous.
Stay hydrated and safe anon. Pls... :/
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)01:59:45 No.3123953
>>3123937
>giving blood
Goddamn, I don't understand how people do it no problem. I've given blood like 4 times in my
life, 3 successfully, most recent one I felt like I was going to die and couldn't give a complete
unit.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)02:02:32 No.3123957
>>3123950
It's not, don't worry. I hardly feel the difference until I drink, so I've probably got some
blood to spare.
>>3123953
Really? We're you fed and hydrated before? If it's that bad, maybe just do plasma and platelets.
They're always looking for platelets.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)02:03:17 No.3123959
>>3123949
If the good times I desire are ever going to come to light, it will take long time.
The expanded definition of what I desire isn't going to happen while I'm alive.
Humanity is more cruel than you might guess.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)02:10:44 No.3123964
>>3123959
Well yeah, we live pretty far away from our common conception of an ideal world. It's basically a
rigged game that everyone wants you to play because its the only to do. Not that I think you
should, but contrary to popular belief, it should be completely up to you if you want to walk
away. Just make sure you've got nothing left to play for if you do.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)02:14:03 No.3123968
>>3123964
>Just make sure you've got nothing left to play for if you do.
I thought there was an alternative at one point. But it only took a few months to see the wolves
in sheep's clothing.
Some of those who I though were friends were actually among the most despicable people I have
ever met.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)02:17:25 No.3123970
>>3123968
I'm not trying to invalidate you, but one of the most important things I've learned about
situations like that is sometimes people are just actually that clueless. Maybe they weren't
betraying you, and it just looked a lot different to them.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)02:22:38 No.3123977
>>3123970
I wish that was true. It's my first time cerebrating my birthday without my gf. She was only
person I could talk to. Then our 7 year relationship down the drain. I'm working my ass off to
become a doctor, so I could support her. She was my motivation and now I can't even study anymore.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)02:26:40 No.3123979
>>3123970
They are clueless at best. When told what was not considered popular opinion among their kind,
yet still true, they covered their ears. I know truths can hurt. I'm constantly reminding myself
of one to keep me relatively sane, even though it hurts very much. I dare say it hurts far more
than the truth that hurts them. But to deny simple truths of this caliber, and to even claim I'm
wrong, is beyond my patience. As a place of lesser evils, and with no alternatives... Here I stay.
Am I insane? Yes. Am I wrong? When you understand the definitions of certain words, no, I'm not.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)02:27:49 No.3123981
>>3123957
Is plasma/platelets easier? Sounded harder since they're filtering that shit out of your blood.
Guess I'll give it a try in a few months and see if I get better results, whole blood is always a
struggle regardless of how fed and hydrated I am beforehand.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)02:35:17 No.3123986
>>3123979
Damn, stop reminding me of me. Listen, don't throw away friendships by going to accusations and
truths before you try questions and feelings. It's basically impossible for you to consider
yourself wrong, so just settle for the possibility of being misled, and just keep talking to the
people you have. And honestly, to me, relationships are more risk than its worth if you're this
unhappy. Friendships are an important base that should not be eroded easily.
>>3123981
It takes a little longer because of the aphoresis, yeah. I was actually planning to sell my
plasma the day I donated, but the places were in ghetto areas and the sites looked barebones and
full of rough looking poor people. I didn't need the money or anything, I just figured I might as
well get paid, but one look inside just gave me the wrong sort of vibe, and I decided to just
give whole blood at a nice center instead.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)02:43:59 No.3123993
>>3123986
>settle for the possibility of being misled
Some things are written in stone, when people decide to ignore that for many months, for their
own convenience, then they aren't people that are good to be around.
Calling some of these people only clueless trivializes how bad of a thing they encourage. I'm not
so desperate as to completely shatter my core values to hold onto a few "friends".
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)02:51:06 No.3123998
>>3123993
Sometimes you've got to be able to bend. Because right now you're on the path to breaking. I know
it doesn't seem like it right now, but there's are a lot of different ways of understanding and
relating, and it's almost impossible to conceive right now, but I'd be willing to bet that you
and you're friend are just on different wavelengths right now. whatever you do, there's no need
to do it suddenly or quietly. Take your time, and talk.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)02:54:03 No.3124000
>>3123911
When I clicked on this, was hoping for Aeris, lol.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)03:02:33 No.3124006
>>3123998
>you're on the path to breaking
I've been on that path for over a year now. I already abandoned the group well over a year ago,
and even though one good friend shared my beliefs, he wanted to leave me because he considered me
"mean". This person deeply and honestly agrees with me, yet drops me for a group of people that
he disagrees with, because I'm not willing to roll over and die for a group of people who
encourage truly awful things. I hold fast to certain things that are in stone and what I agree
with on a personal level, and he rolls over for a group of people that directly conflict with
what I know for a fact is right to him. He admitted it many times throughout the course of nearly
a year. To drop what you believe, to go to people who encourage the opposite of what you believe?
All for the sake of "friends"? What kind of spineless person does that?
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)03:11:55 No.3124011
>>3124006
You'll never win through escalation.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)03:26:17 No.3124019
>>3124011
This person gave up on what he believes in. I tried to directly talk to him about it only once,
and he very quickly called me mean for reminding him that he surrounds himself with people he
disagrees with. Within 20 minutes of engaging him in this conversation, he told me he didn't want
to be friends anymore. (You can probably tell this is an internet issue by now.) So I quickly
removed him without another word, as this person is always certain of what he says. That was last
December. We have a mutual friend, and no news has come from him other than that this friend said
he was too quick to drop friendship with me. Though, that was said 5 months ago.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)03:50:12 No.3124023
>>3124019
He called you mean? I mean... I hate to say it, but calling someone "mean" is a childish insult.
Was he saying it simply because you were disagreeing with his decisions, or was he actually
pointing out traits that show you exhibiting cruelty?
In short, what is it that he thinks makes you mean?
Critical reflection on oneself can be a healthy thing, but by the same token, one cannot blindly
accept criticism nor praise from others.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)04:01:23 No.3124026
Sometime a make a very philosophical statement on an anime website, about overcoming purely based
on a song that can affect emotions triggered by a reaction in the brain in combination with past
experiences to mean that this was fucking worthless. ;;'}
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)04:13:28 No.3124028
>>3124023
>In short, what is it that he thinks makes you mean?
I was very blunt about the people I disagreed with. I didn't not insult him directly, but I did
say rude yet true things about the group of people. I do come across as mean, but that doesn't
excuse him from dropping me within 20 minutes, or giving up on what he believes in. I believe he
decided to stay with that group purely because of events that unfolded on 4chan. This is where I
won't go to go into detail, but I can say it was mainly influenced by 4chan mods and/or janitors
and their actions, and their lack of action. He was banned once, fairly, yet he still didn't like
it. He believes he was doing the right thing by leaving. In his mind, the better option was to
leave to a place that directly goes against what he believes in, simply because he lost hope in
being able to discuss what he likes on 4chan.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)04:29:53 No.3124037
You see, some of your fun and games really do indirectly shit on other people's lives in very
significant ways.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)04:40:10 No.3124040
>>3124028
I'm not the other guy, but in my industry a popular phrase that's passed around is "Sometimes you
need to kill your babies".
If it's been 5 months, don't keep beating yourself up about it. If he's gone, you need to severe
the connection yourself. It won't be easy, it never is, but once you find something/someone else
to fill the void, you'll be able to start over with a new perspective and set of lessons to rely
on. And this time around you'll be able to make it count.
Life is a series of cycles. Love and Loss sit on either end. Each revolution makes you stronger.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)04:58:00 No.3124043
anybody know the song´s name ?
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)04:58:42 No.3124044
>>3124040
Oh I completely moved on from him by March. I should also mention that one of the people in the
group was permanently banned from 4chan for constantly posting what he doesn't like.
Last I saw was well over a year ago, but he was talking to him without mentioning anything about
it. Such an utterly weak willed person. If he's willing to abandon his strongly held values for
people that go against them, then he is a passable person in my eyes. I will not contact him, he
has to contact me if he wants to be friends again. He disengaged friendship, so he needs to
reengage it if he wants it again.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)05:01:35 No.3124045
>>3124040
>in my industry a popular phrase that's passed around is "Sometimes you need to kill your babies".
Marriage counselor?
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)05:37:44 No.3124055
>>3124045
kek
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)06:15:11 No.3124066
you faggots keep drowning in your own sadness that you didn't even notice that is not Aerith but
Tifa
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)06:21:50 No.3124067
i'm doin' pretty alright
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)06:59:07 No.3124075
>>3124040
Writer? Then the saying is "Torture your babies" not kill.
>> [_] Anonymous 07/30/16(Sat)07:32:01 No.3124078
>>3124043
H.O.T.D OST- 16 Takashi's Memories
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0OJKjLxeKCo
