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[_] It's been awhile /f/gts hope you are well :v 05/04/24(Sat)03:35:16 No.

  Things aren't great but what's new.

  I'm in another new city for another job
  Eating leftover take away because this podunk shithole rolls up the sidewalks at like 9pm

  How are you /f/? are you eating well? Sleeping?

  In the past year I've:
  >Got in trouble with the IRS twice
  >made a good chunk of money
  >lost a good chunk of money being a degenerate
  >lost my gold star status
  >Stopped drinking
  >starting micro dosing LSD (110% recommend)
  >started doing more ketamine than a horse with a bad knee

  For an old washed up /f/gt life isn't too bad I guess.
  Jazz band people I jammed with invited me back.
  Learning more about playing real instruments
  >Am pretty bad at it still but there's plenty of time to learn.
  >New tracks will actually have real recorded instruments

  Side bar:
  Any Aussie cunts around /f/? I got a job offer but it's in STRAYA and I don't know fuck all about
  living in the upside-down.

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>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)04:06:55 No.

  >How are you /f/? are you eating well? Sleeping?
  Neither

  But hang in there :v , im sure things will turn up.

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)04:17:05 No.

  good job quitting booze bossman :)

>> [_] :v 05/04/24(Sat)04:35:07 No.

  >>3507318
  Things are actually pretty good desu.
  Stupid, yes. Bad? Eh.

  "Fuck it we ball"

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)05:03:00 No.

  quit food delivery in an effort to eat better. trying to quit weed for the month so sleep has
  been shit. kinda interested in micro dosing shrooms/lsd.

  love the time I've spent down under, would recommend

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)09:41:17 No.

  I don't what I'm doing to be honest. Sitting here knowing I should be programming to make up the
  fact that I have no plans for yet another Saturday, but maybe I'll play some solo Helldivers 2
  instead.

  Why do you recommend micro dosing LSD?
  What makes it different than just "dosing" it?

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)10:36:21 No.

  >>3507317
  I feel empty :/

>> [_] :v 05/04/24(Sat)11:04:13 No.

  >>3507337

  Try shoving things in holes.

  Works for me

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)11:18:37 No.

  >>3507317
  I'm good, jobless but good. I started a video game podcast. Glad to see you still kicking!

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)11:20:00 No.

  I exist I guess.

  Looking for a job but I really don't want to work again. What's the difference between wasting
  your time online or wasting it at work?

  I'm thinking of greener pastures but I don't know how to get to them... yet. Moving abroad, far
  away... I don't know.

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)12:17:34 No.

  >>3507341
  Simple. Don't get a job. Rather waste it away online. It's the same thing but at your own leisure.
  If you crave human interaction that much get a cost-light or free hobby and bum around with
  society there.
  Working a job is just meaningless suffering meant to distract you from life.
  I'd rather games and anime do that.

>> [_] John Moses Browning 05/04/24(Sat)12:40:37 No.

  >>3507317
  Literally the same actually, but my family is getting older and sicker unfortunately

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)12:59:58 No.

  >>3507317
  I got a killer sunburn all over my body right now from working outside all week. Life has pretty
  much just been work and sleep but I'm trying to slip in some time for my hobbies. I should be
  focusing on those hobbies right now while I can, but the little voice in the back of my head told
  me to visit /f/ today. I always visit /f/ on the weekend. I don't know if it's for nostalgia, or
  if it's just comforting to visit a small, quiet community like this on a saturday morning. I love
  all you guys, cheers

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)14:24:15 No.

  What does microdosing LSD really help with does it really do anything or is it one of those so
  imperceptible it ia probably just placebo things

>> [_] :v 05/04/24(Sat)14:53:28 No.

  >>3507336
  >>3507346

  At first it was supposed to help with PTSD and anxiety. It really didn't do much besides give me
  a nice trip and a really good nap.

  Now it's basically recreational medically sanctioned psychedelic usage.

  Ketamine? That's just death lite. Free trail of decorporialization. That's my coma and couch ride
  or die rn.
  That or edibles but where I'm at now Ketamine is easier to get.

  I accept the fact that I'm self medicating and it's risky but for the past year being off the
  mountain of Rx I was on and just using these as needed I'm actually making progress.

  The Ketamine treatments are expensive though but it's entirely just a way for rich tech bros to
  legally do K... That's how I got into it.

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)15:53:04 No.

  >>3507347
  I always thought psychedelic drugs were something to avoid if you have post-traumatic stress. I'm
  definitely noticing the rise of people using them to help their mental distress, and now the
  therapeutic industry is interested in prescribing substances such as lysergic acid diethylamide
  to people with PTSD. I myself have diagnosed PTSD from a horribly traumatic event that occurred
  in my teenhood, and pretty much everyone I know, including my mother whose dropped acid many
  times throughout her life, told me to stay the fuck away from psychedelics for that reason alone.
  Any time I expressed interest in trying them, I was told that it would mentally break me because
  I harbor such trauma deep in the back of my mind. As I am now, what happened to me then rarely
  bothers me, and I don't have nightmares anymore like I used to. If there's even a slight chance
  that taking a drug could bring back all the horror, and undo all my mental progress, then I'm
  definitely staying the fuck away.
  Personally, the only drugs I've ever wanted to try were mushrooms and molly, but besides my
  reasoning above, I don't really feel like going through a dealer, and I'm not social/cool enough
  to have any druggie friends I could score free psychedelics off of.

>> [_] :v 05/04/24(Sat)17:15:04 No.

  >>3507348

  I have a good deal of trauma from an abusive religious family and my being a huge fgt.

  I was also worried but really, my trips were nothing like the Hollywood and media portrayal. I
  was fully aware of who I was where I was but I could feel myself kind of letting go a bit if that
  makes sense?

  I was actually able to touch those memories and thoughts without having such a strong reaction.
  It was like a buffer between me and the trauma.

  I also had calm space and monitors.
  Also a giant bean bag chair and music.

>> [_] John Moses Browning 05/04/24(Sat)17:35:29 No.

  >>3507352
  Really sorry to hear that
  Chair sounds nice tho

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)18:44:07 No.

  >>3507347
  Wait, was the answer to
  >Why do you recommend micro dosing LSD?
  that it gives a nice trip and a good nap?

  I thought micro dosing was when you take less than what you need for tripping.

>> [_] :v 05/04/24(Sat)21:15:59 No.

  >>3507358
  Mind melting trips no.
  Comfortable warm fuzzy with little sparkles and melty bits yeah.

  It's not a peyote trip out in the desert ya know? It's more like a lil bit of mental lidocaine.

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)21:21:24 No.

  >>3507364
  Having never tried anything but alcohol I have no idea what you just said.

>> [_] :v 05/04/24(Sat)22:01:58 No.

  >>3507365

  Wine drunk versus shit faced on vodka sodas?

>> [_] Anonymous 05/04/24(Sat)23:44:17 No.

  >>3507339
  Could you shove your thing in my hole then?
  Pwease? :3

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)04:11:11 No.

  >>3507317
  nothing new just living. just wanted to say thank you :v your tracks are awesome i listen to them
  still over the years. hang in there :)

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)05:26:36 No.

  >>3507317
  >>Any Aussie cunts around /f/? I got a job offer but it's in STRAYA and I don't know fuck all
  about living in the upside-down.
  Ausfag here, it's a decent enough country to live in. What city is the job in? Sydney and
  Melbourne tend to be the cities people love the most.

  Also god it's been a while for me, I probably haven't been here since like 2015 or 2016. Good to
  see /f/ is still alive despite flash being killed, this always was one of the comfier boards.
  I've improved my life massively since but these days I'm just lonely as fuck. Finishing up
  university with a degree I'm not passionate about at all and seeing people in friend groups while
  I've made like 1 friend this whole time is soul crushing.

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)09:27:59 No.

  >>3507317
  lol faggot

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)11:06:47 No.

  >>3507345
  Less than three to you too good sir.

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)11:46:38 No.

  >>3507369
  L O N D O N
  O
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  O
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>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)12:40:14 No.

  >>3507343
  I live on my own though. Gotta pay rent and food.

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)15:58:17 No.

  Man was born tired
  He lives to rest

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)16:00:20 No.

  this board is the only place on the internet that still carries the spirit of old 4chan

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)16:15:22 No.

  >>3507396
  How's that?

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)16:19:27 No.

  >>3507398
  Lurk moar

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)16:25:25 No.

  >>3507399
  unfortunately it's no longer possible to lurk old 4chan.
  dunno if there's even any archive of it still up with pre-2010 posts with media.

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)16:36:56 No.

  >>3507398
  Nowadays most of the internet is just a constant war between /pol/acks and trannies. The few
  parts that haven't been touched by that shit just constantly rave about how it used to be better.
  /f/ is the only place that still produces OC

>> [_] :v 05/05/24(Sun)17:52:40 No.

  >>3507402
  This is a very succinct wrap up of the state of things.

  I think people's willingness to make OC, everywhere not just /f/, has been heavily impacted by
  social media "clout" turning into some sort of "job." People really think they deserve to be paid
  to have people listen to their half backed lukewarm takes on issues. Obviously clout chasing on
  /f/ would hilariously ineffective as there's like what? 20 of us on at a time?

  If you are posting OC on /f/ you know the best you're probably going to get is "neat" but more
  likely nothing at all. Sure you have regular posters and namefags but I mean the board runs just
  fine without those contributions. Doses will be posted, months can not be waited for. The cycle
  continues.

  It's not as deep as I'm making it sound obviously but there is truth there, at least I think so.

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)17:54:55 No.

  >>3507317
  Hey, :v. Are you still updating your soundcloud?

>> [_] :v 05/05/24(Sun)18:02:10 No.

  >>3507406
  Yes and no. I'm locked out of the email account it's linked to and while I could get back in I
  really don't want wipe everything in there with a reset.

  Was going to start a Bandcamp but I got distracted.

>> [_] gravelord 05/05/24(Sun)18:25:08 No.

  >>3507317
  wow

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)18:52:11 No.

  >>3507317
  I did all the math I could by putting schizophrenia through a normie centerfuge I didnt ask for
  and all I got for it was this continuous sense of dizziness towards understanding what really is,
  it's an endless maze so long as you do one thing at a time, leading me to believe centrifugal
  force is all I really need.

>> [_] Anonymous 05/05/24(Sun)18:52:39 No.

  >>3507400
  it's not much, but follow the links here
  https://museum.heyuri.net/
  desuarchive has some old archives too

>> [_] :v 05/05/24(Sun)18:56:33 No.

  >>3507408
  Good to see you /f/rendo

>> [_] gravelord 05/06/24(Mon)01:22:42 No.

  >>3507411
  keep up the music you're too talented to quit

>> [_] Anonymous 05/06/24(Mon)04:01:54 No.

  >>3507317
  >How are you /f/? are you eating well? Sleeping?
  I'm trying to be more active in my job searching. Hopefully I'll finally be able to make enough
  to where I don't feel like shit buying things i want/need

>> [_] Anonymous 05/06/24(Mon)11:31:54 No.

  We're all gonna be fine.

  >>3507405
  I think this is very true. The moment OC becomes subject to any kind of manufacturing, the magic
  is lost. That is why probably we (>we) are grateful for you and my man >>3507408

>> [_] Anonymous 05/06/24(Mon)13:05:40 No.

  >>3507392
  Sucks to live in a country without infinite neetbux I guess.

>> [_] Anonymous 05/06/24(Mon)13:17:41 No.

  >>3507426
  Actually my country has that but with inflation it's getting tougher.

>> [_] Anonymous 05/06/24(Mon)13:19:26 No.

  >>3507429
  >but with inflation it's getting tougher.
  Curse you Dobson!

>> [_] Anonymous 05/06/24(Mon)14:00:44 No.

  this thread is dildos

>> [_] Anonymous 05/06/24(Mon)15:18:13 No.

  :v anon, upload the song used in this swf

>> [_] :v 05/06/24(Mon)15:33:12 No.

  >>3507437
  Song is render1.Wav by :v
  because I never bother to title things.

  It might show up on SoundCloud later (it won't)

>> [_] :v 05/06/24(Mon)15:34:19 No.

  >>3507434
  No u