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[_] Are you still here? Anon 3493273 Either way why did you have to farm karma first on /f/? Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3493274 >># If the afterlife is K-On, I'd rather stay here.
>> [_] Anon 3493276 We're going home lads
>> [_] Anon 3493277 >># >Being trapped forever in an anime ass world as an autistic teenage dirtbag where every attractive girl is a lesbian. Yep, that's hell all right.
>> [_] Anon 3493291 Follow me, into the land of trans
>> [_] Anon 3493292 >># no such thing as a lesbian, women only have straight mode or bi mode
>> [_] Anon 3493301 >># >Being trapped forever in an anime ass Sounds like heaven
>> [_] Anon 3493302 >># this
>> [_] Anon 3493304 >># farm karma?
>> [_] Anon 3493305 >># Resize the window. "Goodbye /f/rens, Its been swell. Going to an hero soon ! R.I.P Me 1995 - 2022 LOL"
>> [_] Anon 3493322 >># what is that microtext that is in between the other words?
>> [_] Anon 3493324 >># "I was Straberrykiler6789 on Newgrounds"
>> [_] Anon 3493326 >># Oh yeah, I remember the threads. So did the guy actually commit sudoku now? Any news during that time? We should really incorporate some kind of secret /f/ sign off into our suicides. Something that gets reported 100% but doesn't really say something on its own.
>> [_] Anon 3493335 >># Paint a big letter f on both your buttcheeks and make sure your suicide is naked?
>> [_] Anon 3493340 >># Looks like it... https://archive.is/AAvhh
>> [_] Anon 3493344 >># That could be nothing though, same as the flash.

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[_] Goodbye /f/rens Anon 3489071 Gonna kill myself soon but wanted to bust out flash one last time so decided to animate a fitting meme. having a last look around my files and possessions before i do the deed seeing if there's anything rare to upload on the archive. this is a shit decade and this year was the worst of them all, decided im just gonna die before we have climate lockdowns and mandatory feminisation or whatever. Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3489074 Why not stick around for the show anon? If it gets as bad as you think you can always go later but the nuclear fireworks show should be pretty neat. What else in history could compare to unleashing the power of the sun on the surface of the earth?
>> [_] Anon 3489075 >># They always disappoint, They do the same routine all the time! They never accidentally the whole earth with their bombs :( Just the same gay shit and some irrelevant country gets spit-roasted for some proxy war! I also had a schizophrenic experience or i was drugged but either way people i knew tried to check up on me at the worst possible time (when i was hallucinating i was aware what was going on was a hallucination, It was a bit like the laptop scenes from 1408 or that crappy movie called Devil) and i spent some time in the nut house even though was it was fucking over with before i got detained anyway, so it was basically just like being in prison for being suicidal, hated the staff hated the inmates and i hate , hate the side effects of forced medication(Fuck Big Pharma), hate to live with other people. and if things are gonna go down that road i'm just gonna cash out now before i get locked in a place with dickheads who will deny me my right to death again. Cant even go on a fucking hunger strike because they'd just force feed you! Im a member of Dignitas and pay my annual membership fee, and i got a house i can sell, or i can just use the noose ive setup, Tried helium but the bag pop'd.
>> [_] Anon 3489077 >># Good night, anon.
>> [_] Anon 3489078 >># I hope I cease to be once I complete the deed desu, wish me luck on the post-life BLAM THIS PIECE OF CRAP LIFE. Glad I got to be there for the 2000s and 2010s internet but nothing really matters, Anyone can see, nothing really matters To Meeeee (any way the wind blows)
>> [_] Anon 3489079 please dont anon you never know what the next day will bring
>> [_] Anon 3489080 >># Probably something awful.
>> [_] Anon 3489081 >># maybe, but it'll be awful in a new unique way, stay alive anon, hope might omcome back
>> [_] Anon 3489082 >># Anon don't give up Life is a shit sandwich now But it might get better I'm sorry life, and this decade, have treated you so poorly.
>> [_] Anon 3489084 >># do it
>> [_] Anon 3489085 >># Anon, go somewhere, where none of this shit can be found. Go explore some place far away from the woes that are plaguing you. Travel to another country and leave the social media and electronic crap behind you. There is a lot of good to see out there Anon. Please, go and see it.
>> [_] Anon 3489086 >># please don't kill yourself anon
>> [_] Anon 3489087 Alright, see you tomorrow!
>> [_] Anon 3489088 thanks for the flash, and see you in the morning.
>> [_] Anon 3489090 >># where should we expect the news about your suicide be posted?
>> [_] Anon 3489098 >># Where stream bros? LoL Shetland local news, but suicides don't usually make headlines unless they're notable for some reason. Might put a goodbye message on my Newgrounds with details but i don't really want to make a big deal of it or risk it being interrupted >># >># >># My Dignitas membership number is 272.95.461.--- >># Was thinking about going to Ukraine for the landmines or Mexico/Brazil for similar reasons seems like it would be more hassle than its worth >># >># as i said before "I hope I cease to be once I complete the deed desu, wish me luck on the post-life" >># Based!
>> [_] Anon 3489104 >># First I was gonna comment on your reddit spacing, but this is a good flash actually. Only thing is to make the mask as big as the rotating rectangle, but I guess that advice won't be needed anymore, so... fare thee well, /f/riend.
>> [_] Anon 3489108 sleep tight
>> [_] Anon 3489109 >># Was Baiting a bit there, Surprised nobody made a joke about the song. My flash peaked at https://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/6 99918 got the idea to make that after running a mirror site for kiwisbybeat after it went offline Hired somebody to make a program to run site locked flashes etc but never finished the site will put a bunch of files relating to that on achive.org before i go >># a noose can take 4 minuets to as long as 14 minuets to do its thing but dignitas gives you some comfy poison but its a ton of hassle to get there.
>> [_] Anon 3489115 do not kill yourself! you will die
>> [_] Anon 3489117 >># That's been debunked sweetie!
>> [_] Anon 3489119 i hope op is still around
>> [_] Anon 3489120 >># Im going to at least see the last reply before this 404 Gonna be offing myself soon but still here, Filling paperwork to go to Forch in Switzerland and get killed there but pretty close to just doing it myself already! got some files to upload elsewhere but that'll be done soon. Planning to cook myself a nice last meal but my fridge is pretty much empty so probably pick up some snacks that i want to eat just one last time, plenty of canned food so might not have to. Or i could just do it on Halloween for the classic "Oh shit that's not a decoration!"
>> [_] Anon 3489123 >># CAN YOU STOP IT ANON, JUST CALL OUT TO YOUR RELATIVES
>> [_] Anon 3489124 >># I plan on saying goodbye through my last phone call but other than that not really much else to discuss since this has nothing to do with them. Thought about txting "Rosebud" just before I end it, might do it at dignitas but honestly I think I will just do it at home, Sumburugh Head has nice cliffs but if I survive It would become harder to try again so I can either get an assisted suicide at Dignitas or just fuck my shit up here.
>> [_] Anon 3489125 Sorry to see you go, anon. We're gonna miss ya
>> [_] Anon 3489126 What convinced you to off yourself anon?
>> [_] Anon 3489127 >># Well I already covered the basics here >># basically just want to be left alone then there's the incident which felt like a paranormal experience i still think I was probably spiked though, Coincidentally at the beginning of the year the guy who rab TOAB shop invited me over when I met him outside he lives between my house& the shop, The guy did talk about a ton of things but he did breifly mention some foreign equivalent to MKULTRA and how someone was keeping tabs on him because he botched some interview and brought suspicion on himself. For some reason I couldn't help but think I'd either got something that was spiked by either him or his glownigger stalker when I was having that 'eppisode' where appliances were going haywire in my house for no reason. At the start I thought things were somehow hacked as my phone was doing weird shit but I read descriptions of acid trips and stuff I read there was basically what my 'eppisode' was like. And if it was just that I'd probably try to pick up the pieces and get back to normal, it was more what happened next that swayed me to end it. I also used to work 7 days a week, initially to clock up hours so I could own my house but I just keep it up after I bought. Getting back to it after a few months of hell was a challenge. Got a visiting psychiatric Dr Morgan and so basically because there was loads of things that were irrelevant to what happened listed in my doctor's notes I had made a chart with timeline of events and told the story from the beginning explicitly stating that I thought I had been spiked but I acted a bit funny after the fact because I wasn't sure if there was something unusual that caused this. The shithead made it out as if I was saying this was an ongoing thing(which it wasn't, nor did I say that) Anyway I got angry at his bullshit and he ran out like a scared little bitch. Tried to end it before I got sectioned again but was given hospital treatment against my will to stop my death
>> [_] Anon 3489128 I knew they'd just send me back to the asylum so that's why I tried to kill myself last time. Rather be dead than in the asylum. I fully acknowledged even during the weird night something was off hence why I thought I was high, but never tried haulucinagenic drugs so no experience to compare it with. The reason this was even mentioned was that when I was high or delerious or whatever I answered the phone but heard/saw different things than what is normal. I thought I had some sort of virus or my phone was tapped/hacked so I said some ridiculous things that were taken way too seriously as if they were not just trolling directed at the possible glownigger I blamed for this while I was probably high were taken as serious beliefs. I only saw this kind of shit on the one night Which is why I thought I'd been slipped something. Anyway not long after this shit happened to me the guy who ran the shop stopped paying bills for the shop moves away and the laid off employees are now sueing him for over a months unpaid wages. Apparently Paul had a nervous breakdown Was suicidal years before this though just thought things might get better. Lockdowns were also a big eye-opener, We truly live on plannet wuss. For the record people with dogshit immune system who'd die of flu anyway should already be taking steps to avoid it if they care to. And just because the antivaxers were saying retarded bullshit doesn't mean you have to endorse the cunts who wanted the ridiculous overreaction to last indefinitely and have substantial mission creep. Industrialization and collapse of Darwinian selection has made us weak and pathetic by not thinning the heard of the side effects of civilizational decline. Not to mention how my country is getting dumber because people with impulse control and delayed gratification are family planning or avoiding kids while dipshits who can't into birth control get subsidised by the state. Petty BS,Reversed flyn effect& behavioural sink that's the future
>> [_] Anon 3489129 Livestream your suicide plz
>> [_] Anon 3489130 >># What site should I use? Needs to be quick to setup live but keep it uploaded for playback. In all honesty that would take way too much effort to position my phone etc for a good view of what's probably going to be pretty vanilla. I miss liveleak and bestgore, These days it takes way too much effort to find good gore. Answer the question and I will consider it, what should I post so you know it's me?
>> [_] Anon 3489131 >># >then there's the incident which felt like a paranormal experience i still think I was probably spiked though, why not try praying?
>> [_] Anon 3489133 >># I'm not a religious guy and for the sake of argument that bullshit was caused by something paranormal, a devils advocate if you will. I still have no way of knowing if there is a god or if I have a "soul" that could persist post mortem and I think it's more likely that my physical structure mainly my brain etc are the only thing that causes my mind to exist and when that stops I assume I do too. There may indeed be a god but we can't prove or disprove that, but in a nutshell I don't think it's real and if there were an afterlife I would want to opt out and cease altogether anyway. That being said I unironicaly think I would have handled this better if I was relegious, maybe we have lost something due to the decline of Christianity (its flaws considered) I think some people are much better off with relegion because it can have some advantages. In the absence of a dominant relegion a cult of being offended on behalf of others took its place as a surrogate relegion. Intersectionality/(((accountability)))/W oke/SJW etc. These follow similar patterns to other abrahamic relegions but don't offer the aspects of the Abrahamic faiths that give the follower piece of mind. Even though I'm an atheist I still think we are adapted and inclined to relegion by default. Regardless of if it's true or not.
>> [_] Anon 3489134 >># Im not sure of a livestreaming website that would allow your stream to exist at all nor one that would also keep it up for future generations to view. Pigo Live might let you be just because your a gwailo but I wouldn't count on it, doesn't save your streams eitherway. Popular sites like Twitch or Youtube will always let it slide in the moment, but beyond that its not going to stay. If you do choose the previous two make sure to get the word out about the stream before painting the ceiling. If you have a computer webcam open/download obs and lookup a guide of your choosing, if you do use your phone like you intend to then your best bet is to politely ask whoever finds the footage to reupload it. For a permanent upload get someone to upload the stream to vidlii and/or archive.org, vidlii doesn't have any rules against gore and archive.org will host anything relating to the internet. As for a callsign just write /f/ 3489071 with a date somewhere.
>> [_] Anon 3489135 >># Sorry if this wasn't helpful
>> [_] Anon 3489136 Hell's Full Bitch 988 National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
>> [_] Anon 3489137 >># So try praying
>> [_] Anon 3489138 I feel you brother. Been reading and watching a bunch of stuff about suicide lately. Just feel so mentally ill and have already fucked my life up. Godspeed.
>> [_] Anon 3489139 >># If you're game you could probably setup the stream yourself and invite me but my options are either wait ages to go to dignitas or just hang myself at home and camera angles are such a nuicence. I don't have a webcam so I would probably be stuck with my phone. Hanging is a slow process that feels longer than it is so I was thinking I'd setup a playlist so I could kill time that way but I dunno being a guest star on a stream while the rope strangles me is a great way to put the hang in hangout. Bake a new thread with the 8steps/Discord flash before tomorrow and we can discuss details if anyone wants to handle the technical shit for that. Not really convinced it's worth the effort though but create a thread for an /f/ stream with some other shit going on and we can discuss dates/times .
>> [_] Anon 3489140 >># Actually called the Samaritan's who are the UK version of that when I was in hospital, lady didn't know what to say told me that all they could do was offer "emotional support" >># I want to make sure I do it right this time and make it a one way trip, good luck if you go down the same path
>> [_] Anon 3489143 >># just trying praying
>> [_] Anon 3489144 >># Judging from all the stuff I see here and on your newgrounds and whatnot you seem to be a pretty swell dude. You deserve to live before all that zoomer trash and big money monkeys. Don't do it, /f/ren, it would be a literal loss for the /f/ community. You're a creator. There's only like 4 of us left. Even though I never met you OP, I miss you already. And now stop attentionwhoring :)
>> [_] Anon 3489146 >># Live, you, american moron! We have war agains ukrainian nazis here in general, mobilization to front, blockade from all over the world, and crooks and thieves in government, and nothing - we live!
>> [_] Anon 3489147 >># Fine I'll give it a shot >># I know ive still got potential but it just isn't worth it for me "I got a lot of people that care about me and it's going to disappoint them to hear that I did this" - Skyking 23 posters in this thread, some of us must have been counted twice but that's pretty impressive maybe streaming it would bring some new blood to /f/ hell maybe some OC too, I’m not streaming it unless somebody else sets up the stream, we can have a quick chat before I jump and my host could hit me with some questions while im swinging, >># No more LARPing of the suicide stream unless a new bread is baked by somebody who wants that >># Anglo not burger but same difference, That war needs a solution Neither side wants like both of them giving up land to make a buffer state run by neither or a United Nations Buffer Zone Moat around the meme republics/protectorates they recently annexed. The west keeps funneling money to Ukraine so they just flat out aren't going to negotiate so both sides just keep the Attrition warfare going as neither want to get cucked out that land now even if that means a Pyrrhic victory. Get some third party to draw up plans to establish something like they did with Free Territory of Trieste, Neutral Moresnet or whatever and rework it until their allies and backers find it palatable just to get this shit done with already DMZ worked out fine for Korea so just do that, Neither side can pull out without falling on their sword so the only solution is something that’s hated by both Ukraine and Russia but tolerable enough that they can just leave well enough alone and get back to normal Or just use the fucking nukes already but not on Ukraine because that doesn’t accidentally the whole earth nuke our dogshit capital cities in Western Europe so we can enjoy that for awhile before everything else gets Delet,
>> [_] Anon 3489149 >># Is it really a LARP if its done virtually?
>> [_] Anon 3489151 >># suicide is for pussies. Don't be a pussy /f/-chad
>> [_] Anon 3489152 How come the only time /f/ is active, is when someone makes a suicide bait thread? This is probably the most replies a thread has gotten throughout this entire year. Where the fuck are you faggots hiding 99% of the time? People still make OC and those guys only ever get pity replies, or no attention at all.
>> [_] Anon 3489153 >># as one an hero previously said Jeder ist seines Glückes Schmied wherever you end up, I hope you'll be happier there
>> [_] Anon 3489155 >># The suicide would be live but i wouldn't be able to use my phone to shitpost while i was hanging so its a bit too much of a sacrifice, get someone else on the show and then i can pass the next few minuets on air while i run out of air. Wouldn't be worth the effort to stream it unless somebody makes it worth my while. Could probably post my own dox when i do it if you want to check if OP delivered >># >As for a callsign just write /f/ 3489071 with a date somewhere. I Bought my house June 2021 so that will be a way to confirm it was me once those are posted. >># You may have a point but its even worse to be an OP who didn't deliver so im all in now. >># Thank you my good man, if there is anything there or if i cease to exist entirely i will be finding out soon enough >># Ive seen OC with 100x more effort than what i made here get like 3 comments, its just not fair! I think a lot of us are depressed and very shy, we just don't talk to each other as much as we should
>> [_] Anon 3489162 >># It would be nice to see people talk as much more like this thread.
>> [_] Anon 3489164 >># there are (ostensibly) so few posters here that it's a big deal when one of us plans to die.
>> [_] Anon 3489165 >># Bring back /f/ren day try more thought provoking stuff. >># What should we do while we are still together?
>> [_] Anon 3489166 >># Do a flip!
>> [_] Anon 3489168 >># everyone should follow these directions >>#
>> [_] Anon 3489169 >># I dont know how to do it but what about some type of collaborative thing? Making pieces of something bigger would be cool
>> [_] Anon 3489170 >># Fuck you dude
>> [_] Anon 3489171 >># wasn't there a halloween event last year? I ended up not participating but I still have my idea. I don't know if it ended up happening though.
>> [_] Anon 3489172 >># BASED >># You do know how to get flash, right? the Macromedia versions don't have online activation or just get a cracked adobe version. After flash 8 there really wasn't that much added when it comes to useful features and basically fuck all since flash 11 >># Some sort of oc contest? We need to get the mods to give us a sticky a few times a year so we can have an actual conversation we are 21 comments away from the list of largest threads https://archive.4plebs.org/f/statistics/ lthreads there isnt enough time for that though >># OP didnt deliver but i do remember that
>> [_] Anon 3489173 >># I think it would be a good feature to make it so 20 replies should make a flash auto sticky for a few days. bump up the number if too many flashes get this but if that were to happen and the comments weren't spam maybe start the threshold at 10 replies but 3 or more posters
>> [_] Anon 3489174 >># A collaborative new version of the megaloop would be cool.
>> [_] Anon 3489175 >># What characters should be in this? A case could be made that >>>/jp/ >>>/s4s/ >>>/pol/ >>>/bant/ memes could be assessed as candidates. >Inb4 Muh Rightoid/Leftist meme mock both sides if things get too political needs a good blend of contemporary stuff and nostalgia to balance it out.
>> [_] Anon 3489176 >># >contempoary we've all seen that stuff a million times. better to avoid it unless they can be done in a clever way. I'd like to see Luluco adapted from whoneedsfriends.swf
>> [_] Anon 3489178 >># >this is a shit decade and this year was the worst of them all this hits close. 2012 ironically was an end of the world for me and at the end of last year, i was hit with an event that made me lose entirety of hope for anything forever. since then every day without ability to stop, ive been thinking of what happened and how i will have to live through this nightmare for the end of my days, i try to have fun as much as possible, but its only a minor distraction helping me for a little moment and then i come back to this overwhelming pain. i dont even wish for some small things to change in my life. i wish anything positive could happen, so i can look up to the future and have at least tiniest possible amounts of hope also fuck you for shitting up /f/ on halloween
>> [_] Anon 3489179 >># in all seriousness being awake to retard clown world and being an /f/ poster puts you in the top percentile of people and even anons. I used to think about killing myself too because of how world is a fuck but the world doesn't matter, the only thing you can change and the only thing that matters is you, so make a new you.
>> [_] Anon 3489180 >># One experience I would recommend before you go even though it's too late is getting absolutely wasted in god knows where Zimbabwe. It won't change anything but hey it's fun. Regardless Happy Halloween OP and farewell. For what it's worth, it will be sad losing a /f/riend as talented as you.
>> [_] Anon 3489181 Thanks for reminding me why I'm trancephobic
>> [_] Anon 3489182 >># Has potential, She can turn into stuff in the show but it's generally cumbersome for comic relief megaloop has a button that does stuff so that needs to be thought of. Touhou needs no introduction Moon man is feasible, Maybe when you press the button it goes from KKK KKK to watermelon watermelon watermelon or maybe it parodies the doom hack. "6 gorilion of god's chosen were murdered by Aryan monsters such as yourself. Yakubs albinoid tribe fighting black Egyptians, historicaly accurate black Hitler and his posse of black Hebrew Israelites Le chud has potential as there's variants of this to mock both sides the big lez version needs it's separate version. That meme is basically gritty except it got some momentum it was a force fad though. A daily dose one is obligatory but shouldn't count as the thursgay entry. Is miku Monday still a thing touhou Tuesday seems to be Cirno day has a good selection.
>> [_] Anon 3489183 >># Guess all the troons who dialed 8 and joined that high percentage is the reason they call hell Trans-Land.
>> [_] Anon 3489184 >># You get some travel restrictions in the UK if you get sent to the nut house so might be hard to gtfo. Maybe try Ukraine since I'd get a front row seat to the shitshow going on there
>> [_] Anon 3489185 >># Scored 46 out of 51 on a PTSD test and have had anger management issues since, could go back to work but just decided to NEET for the past few months >># >># >># Either way I'm just getting ready to go these days
>> [_] Anon 3489186 >># God sends his funniest Clowns to fight his silliest battle's!
>> [_] Anon 3489187 >># >PTSD test are you fucking shitting me? i got a real PTSD unlike attention seeking losers and i know i have it not because of some stupid quizzes for middleschoolers, but because whenever certain memories were stimulated i would start sweating and shaking like a whirlpool, i gained few phobias and i couldnt stop worrying about when i will experience another panic attack and what it has do to with i wrote? PTSD is a big pain in the ass, but you can still enjoy living, unlike muslims living in ass raped countries, who regularly see their friends and family explode and dont have a single change given to try living a normal life.
>> [_] Anon 3489188 >># Didn't say I had it just said I took the meme test. >unlike muslims living in ass raped countries, who regularly see their friends and family explode. Ah savages killing other savages just as god/nature intended
>> [_] Anon 3489190 >># uwu post 72 Winrar of Houri who are so pure even the marrow of their bones can be seen because of the fineness of their flesh, reclining on seventy couches of red hyacinth encrusted with rubies and jewels, and the like. The ḥūr do not sleep, do not get pregnant(lol fag), do not menstruate(because they will never be a real woman), seethe, or blow their noses, and are never sick.
>> [_] Anon 3489192 >># >just said I took the meme test. are you autistic? im asking about literal autism here, not some meme autism >savages killing other savages in terms of brain development we are identical, if you would spend your childhood in an area that is regularly pillaged and had local girls regularly raped by foreigners, you would be worse than those "savages" ok im not responding to shitposts anymore, this thread deserves to be embraced by death
>> [_] Anon 3489193 >># >this thread deserves to be embraced by death I wont allow it
>> [_] Anon 3489194 >># I have been told that I most likely do have autism but it's unconfirmed Genetics of the brain vary from family to family we are forged by nature and the cushy environment created by industrialisation plus the maladaptive trait's our post industrial society has exacerbated create minds that are so maladjusted it will baffle the remnant normal population. As for areas that are regularly pillaged there are a number of factors that keep things that way many internal problems but lots of things that are not their fault
>> [_] Anon 3489195 >># Holy fuck this is about to become one of the top 200 most replied thread's
>> [_] Anon 3489196 >># Well it's there, we beat the autism test. https://archive.4plebs.org/f/statistics/ lthreads/
>> [_] Anon 3489198 did you do it?
>> [_] Anon 3489199 I'm tired of this thread, hope the guy kills himself.
>> [_] Anon 3489204 >># I aim to please, I will post some way to check afterwards/my dox >># >As for a callsign just write /f/ 3489071 with a date somewhere. >># Soon >># >># >># >># >># >># >># >># >># >># >># >># Newthread >>#
>> [_] Anon 3489205 >># fuck you anon