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[_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)05:15:11 No.3022083
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>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)06:57:18 No.3022123
fuck, now I'm sad
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)07:00:39 No.3022126
>>3022123
so am I.
>broke up with longtime partner over a year ago
>still haven't gotten over it
>just wanna die
oh well.
atleast later today I can buy some decent booze, come home, relax and maybe forget these feelings
for alil while.
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)07:17:11 No.3022135
>>3022126
ohman.Ilostmyfianceeacoupleyearsagobecauseofseveredepressionfromamiscarriage.notonly
didherdoctorsayshecouldprobablyneverhavekidsbecauseofanissuewithherbodygettingenough
bloodtoherwomb,butIhadspenttheentireyearpriortellingherhowmuchIwantedkidssoIcouldbea
betterfatherthanmine.plusshewasraisedwithverystricttraditionaljapanesevalues,soshefe
ltlikeshehad"failedinherdutyasawifeandasawoman"andIcompletelyfailedatcheeringherupat
all.Islowlybecameanalcoholicagain(whichshehadsavedmefrombefore)andwedriftedapart.las
tvalentine'sday,shestoppedbytovisit.wetalkedabit,brokedowncryingtogether,andspentthe
nightinthebackofmybrother'struckabout13milesoutfromthecitywatchingthestars.shecarrie
dmethroughmyptsdaftercominghomefrommyfirsttourinafghanistan,andthroughmychemotherapy
.I'vehadsomuchtroublegettingthroughlifewithouther.
I've fallen on pretty hard times lately and I don't even know if I'll have enough money to pay
rent next month, and now I'm spending another valentine's day alone. I don't know if I'll even
make it through the day.
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)07:26:05 No.3022141
I actually kinda hate Valentines Day.
Valentines with my ex gf years back weren't great, she seemed to proclaim that Valentines was
more about the man doing something special for the woman.
Whereas I stood my ground and told her that it's an equal event, you both do something special
for each other.
I've had other gfs before and after her, but she's the one I spent the most of my time with and
when you have something like that in your younger years it's super hard to get anything better or
even on the same level as it again.
And no, going to the gym, picking up chicks at outings on the weekends and having a nice job/car
does not fill the gap as many seem to think. That shit don't work for everyone.
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)07:33:47 No.3022146
>>3022135
Sorry man. That must be incredibly hard to deal with. Would I have your responsibilities right
now I don't think I would be able to deal with them.
I do envy you though in the fact that you still have a connection with her.
The worst part is feeling like you did so much for that person and they still fucked you over.
When I met her she was a mess... depressed and alone for many years with a sort of weird
occasional dual personality disorder.
I was always there for her, put up with her crazy fits (can't imagine many other would have) and
helped slowly nurse her back to health mentally. I put up with so much bullshit just to make it
work. I did so much for her... whenever I could.
Then she throws a fit and fucks it all up after I had traveled across country to be with her.
And an extra dose of irony is she always used to accuse me of cheating on her and told me her
biggest fear was me leaving her.... then she gos and does it to me even though I hadn't really
done anything to wrong her. What a hypocrite am I right?
Oh well... life isn't fair and one lesson that needs to be learned is you can't control other
people...
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)07:39:10 No.3022150
>>3022146
>she always used to accuse me of cheating on her
that's one of the warning signs of dating someone liable to cheat. they're always paranoid about
you doing it first.
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)07:51:09 No.3022155
>>3022150
She didn't cheat... well maybe at the very end though not in person.
I dunno.
Just hurts when you feel like you truly did someone right far, far beyond what maybe anyone else
would do and then they abandon you/stop caring seemingly on a whim.
Its like... when you were scared and alone and couldn't find anyone I was always there for
you.... but suddenly after years when you feel like being alone or meet someone else you forget
what it feels like to be on the other foot. You forget everything I did for you and despite never
doing you wrong you still easily hurt me so deeply and abandon me.
Like... how can someone be so cold hearted? Guess when you're dealing with someone who has some
level of mental issues you shouldn't expect better.
Ahhh.... so pointless even talking about it.
Just makes you feel like shit.
Just the feeling that you've been wronged so deeply... that you went so far for someone and they
still fucked you.... its not easy to let go of. it can really make a man cynical.
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)07:57:15 No.3022156
>>3022155
probably because you're a little bitch. look at all those fucking ellipses, jesus fuck man. quit
being such a beta and act like a man for once in your pathetic life. if the bitch just fucked off
for no reason, then why the fuck do you even care? find someone who won't run away because of
their commitment issues or mental instability or whatever the fuck. just quit whining. nobody
likes a whiner.
>>3022135
do you have a job? if you do, then be happy you have a fucking job, and you should only be pissed
at yourself for wasting your money on booze when you should have been saving up for rent, you
dumbshit.
goddamn it's like 2007 in here
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:01:41 No.3022158
dam i was about to upload that
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:03:04 No.3022160
>>3022156
I am what I am.
She treated me great for most of the relationship so it isn't like I was a doormatt or something
and I am 6'5 230+... hardly a bitch by any means if perhaps a bit too nice sometimes when I
really care for someone. Perhaps I did get a bit insecure after allowing her to become my entire
social life which before was varied but so what... shit happens.
Why do I care?
Because I truly loved her/him.
Yeah I know I deserve better and I didn't do anything wrong but I have never had an easy time
finding someone I really connect with.... so it doesn't seem like an easy task for me to find one
again.
Maybe you can do it easily on any given weekend but we aren't all so blessed with such pleasant
abilites.
And this is the first time I have talked to anyone about this in over a year.
I rarely bitch about it and I usually regret talking about it because it accomplishes nothing
good.
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:10:04 No.3022163
>>3022156
>most likely an omega male working his way up to beta male status
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:11:07 No.3022164
>>3022160
>I am 6'5 230+
doesn't mean you aren't a little bitch. you're obviously still dwelling on some cunt from over a
year ago who threw you away like one of those cum tissues in the trash can by your bed instead of
getting your life together and making a fuckton of money. this is america, literally nothing
matters but money. your social life, your romantic life, your entire life experience here depends
on whether or not you have money. get money and I guarantee you you'll find a girl that will fall
in love with you.
>>3022163
which is why I'm married and make nearly 200k a year, right faggot? cry more bitch nigga
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:13:09 No.3022167
>>3022164
I already have tons of money and plenty of friends.
Like I said its hard for me to find someone I really connect with.
Anyway.
Glad you're a rich successful guy.
Hope you continue to be happy.
Have a nice day.
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:15:20 No.3022169
>>3022164
I'm not any of the above people.
I'm just simply laughing at your need to tell others how to live their life and gloating about
your own.
It's very apparent you're an omega male trying to act hard on an internet board to make yourself
feel better about your shitty existence.
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:23:32 No.3022177
>>3022135
lol man up faggot, >>>tumblr is that way
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:25:06 No.3022179
>giving a shit about valentines day
fucking normies get out
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:25:42 No.3022180
>>3022177
oh shit
look at this dark edgelord
:^)
>>>/b/ is that way amigo
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:26:42 No.3022181
>>3022179
>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:27:07 No.3022182
>>3022177
>>3022180
You guys should make up, it's valentines day after all
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:31:02 No.3022183
>>3022180
dude your fiancee is gay and im gonna butt rape her
you cant stop me
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:34:37 No.3022187
>>3022183
well shes a guy so...
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:36:15 No.3022188
>>3022187
so, whats your point, loser
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:38:26 No.3022191
>>3022188
point is you're gay.
now be quiet and shine my shoes.
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:41:39 No.3022192
>>3022191
fuck you kid, im in the marine core
i can pick you up and snap you in half
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:44:19 No.3022195
>>3022192
I know karate. Red dragon level.
Don't make me laugh.
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:47:21 No.3022197
>>3022192
i'll suck your dick so hard shit will explode out of your eyeballs
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)08:48:57 No.3022199
>>3022195
ill palm strike your pressure points and make your head explode
you cant touch me tubby
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)11:21:48 No.3022259
>>3022199
>ill palm strike your pressure points
*unzips pants*
Green means go.
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)11:23:32 No.3022260
>>3022259
and blue stop signs mean...?
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)11:28:35 No.3022264
>>3022260
Get low.
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)11:53:43 No.3022274
>>>/r9k/
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)11:57:28 No.3022278
>>3022177
fuck you its a feels session
>> [_] Anonymous 02/14/16(Sun)12:08:02 No.3022283
>>3022177
>tfw normies outnumber and judge you
