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[_] I want to die Anonymous 04/11/16(Mon)23:20:05 No.3060132
>> [_] Anonymous 04/11/16(Mon)23:37:41 No.3060139
dun do it
>> [_] Anonymous 04/11/16(Mon)23:41:44 No.3060140
dun do it
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)00:34:18 No.3060157
>>3060139
>>3060140
Don't tell people what to do. He can die when he wants.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)01:09:09 No.3060163
Nah nigga. Even the shittiest existence here is better than the nothingness that awaits. Have
some fun with it mang
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)01:25:32 No.3060167
>>3060163
Attempted suicide when I was 17. Thought life was meaningless. Had my reasons and they're still
defensible. Wrote my letter and off I went. It didn't work, and I'm lucky it didn't. I'm 25 now
and life had been so much better in ways I couldn't have possibly foreseen. I'm sure it'll suck
at points in the future too, but you never know what awaits until you round the next corner.
Suicide is rarely worth it.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)01:34:37 No.3060171
>>3060132
I really want to read your story anon.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)01:36:39 No.3060175
>>3060132
get in line anon, there are few things I care about and it is only these things that are keeping
me here.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)01:37:19 No.3060176
>>3060167
I killed myself two years ago and it was the best decision of my life.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)01:46:46 No.3060181
song?
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)01:48:42 No.3060183
>>3060181
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf6mkYz4mx0
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)01:50:17 No.3060184
>>3060181
its filthy frank nigga
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)01:57:09 No.3060186
Me too, OP. I can't fucking bring myself to do it and it just hurts so much fucking more because
of that though.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)02:03:56 No.3060191
>>3060186
>>3060132
OP, i ever though that we born to die, you can do whatever you want, enjoy it and after that,
kill yourself, but please just don't fuck up the life of another person.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)02:04:00 No.3060192
>NO<
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)02:07:02 No.3060194
>>3060186
You're gonna die either way, what's the russian, comrade?
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)02:11:21 No.3060196
>>3060132
Don't we all, friend?
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)02:21:12 No.3060198
>>3060194
I'd rather not keep living and fuck up other people's lives too.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)03:08:59 No.3060219
If you die, you also fuck up people's lives by making them cleaning up the mess you left behind.
It is a catch 22, anon. So why not just live some more and get all enjoyment you can while you
can, since life fucks you up either way?
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)03:17:30 No.3060230
>>3060198
How many villages did you torch, anon?
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)04:28:06 No.3060241
1) got seriously ill
2) lost loads of childhood friends because I couldn't be active any more. We used to go out all
the time.
3) Can't work any reasonable length of time.
4) Suffer indescribable pain pretty much every day in a 12 day period, besides maybe the last
few, that loops.
5) lost the lives I would have wanted, key letter being the S there, as I had backups even for
the backups. But not once did I expect to fall ill after a life of pretty much perfect health.
See me bitching and whining about being all sad and shit?
Still here 11 years later suffering like an absolute madman.
Why? Because death is always worse. ALWAYS.
Death is infinite nothingness, less than nothing, a nullity, undefined.
You won't be at peace, you will be at null.
You cannot comprehend non-existence.
On the off-chance there IS an after life, you are gambling like FUCK for some hope.
Truth be told, any reasonable god would never punish you for lack of faith. If they did, they are
a fuckup of a god.
Besides, you killed yourself anyway, most religions will have you suffer.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)04:38:20 No.3060246
>>3060167
You are me. I attempted when I was 19 though. To this day only 5 people know that I've attempted.
I'm really happy I failed. I'm so happy now it hurts.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)04:48:16 No.3060250
i havent had a stable home since im forteen, ended up living with a lot of people, never had a
place for my own, felt so worthless cause i just went with a flow that i couldnt turn back, still
kept going to school but had severe panic attacks so i couldnt have fun or enjoy life.
till this day i still dont have place for my own but im working on it, my mother is the only
thing i care about, if she wasnt here im sure i would be dead, but i have to be strong for her
and im kinda healthy, just a bit underweight cause of depression, i lost almost every childhood
memory on the prossess of moving, everytime i went to a new place, more things got lost so i dont
remember a lot of things and dont have family to make me remember.
But on the outside i grew up to be a pretty normal person at 21 years old, still depressed but i
do things to keep me occuppied, i just kept going and learnt to live with everything, not for me
really, just for the only person i care about, you can make that person be yourself and start
doing things that keep you happy even if it means leaving everything behind, when you get too
comfortable on life you begin to forget who you really are and what you realy want.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)04:56:06 No.3060251
i expect daily dose
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)04:59:58 No.3060252
I'll probably voluntarily withdraw from life if our modern systems prove unsustainable.
WW3, superbugs or economic collapse. I'll run a bath and put razor to wrist.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:07:02 No.3060255
tfw you recently opened that song on youtube, shared it a bit, still have it open in a tab and
find this flash like "whotf of my friends is a secret 4channer and made this flash?"
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:08:52 No.3060257
>>3060251
It had this file-name a few times before this flash was made.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:13:48 No.3060259
you guys have too exciting stories
unlike me, 23, jobless since I'm 19
got decent college degree,
but missed school 2 years, its in my cv.. so no one employs me.
Actually a good programmer, yet no one hires me.
No real life friends, on 4chan @ 11:12.
watching animes and tv shows all day long.. playing games all day long.. hell ye!
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:15:46 No.3060260
>>3060259
>but missed school 2 years, its in my cv.. so no one employs me.
is it really the reason tho?
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:18:43 No.3060261
>>3060252
Why don't you want to watch society hilariously crash and burn?
Go live innawoods, hack some satellites, watch the world burn below. Or don't.
When the nukes fall, still continue.
Nuclear fallout isn't that bad and only lasts 5 weeks for anything dangerous.
Only reactor failures are the bad thing, nukes vaporize most material within them.
Just stay away from reactor areas and places "upwind" from them. (use meteorology records to find
average winds over years)
Boom, you get to watch the world burn or live in the woods in ignorance to the aliens / nukes /
supervolcanos.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:20:32 No.3060262
>>3060260
typo, it's in my degree, states that I have missed x amount of days and ye, my applications are
really decent.. but the missing days scare every company off..
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:25:02 No.3060264
>>3060241
isnt nullity better in some cases when you're feeling constantly pain and nothing in life gives
you joy or happiness?
0 is greater than -1, or something like that
not even considering afterlife like an option
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:29:05 No.3060266
>>3060264
Not really.
I mean, let's face it, what are the hallmarks of depression and suicidal thoughts?: over-thinking
reality, thinking of a better life.
Death is the inability to think at all.
People think that once they kill themselves they will be able to think forever free of pain or
suffering, dream up any scenario of a better life.
This is almost certainly not the case.
Suicide is a delusion confused with freedom
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:31:31 No.3060269
I've thought about it quite a few times, OP, but I'm still kicking.
> Parents divorced when I was 3
> Both parents worked long distance jobs
> Lived with grandparents until I could legally look after myself
> Developed insomnia because I'd wait for my mom to get off her night shifts
> Turned to video games as a crutch
> Bullied because of it
> By high school I was already smoking cigarettes and drinking energy drinks far past the
recommended limit
> Flunked University
> Girlfriend of two years cheated on me
> Failed college and lost job
> Turned to drugs
It took me four months to get out of my rut. Some nights I stayed up, with ten or more energy
drinks in me. Caffeine makes you think some crazy things sometimes. I contemplated suicide most
nights, and had pulled a week of not sleeping. I had to sit there and think about it day in and
day out until I finally convinced myself that life went on. I got a new job and cut back on the
drugs at least. That was a year ago last april.
You need time to think about it, it took me four months, it might be longer for you. Just think
of what you need to in order to feel better. All it takes is time, Anon. It can and will get
better.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:32:24 No.3060270
if you died, come back and tell how it's like
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:34:51 No.3060272
>>3060269
Guess I should clarify, after finding out I was being cheated on, I couldn't think straight and
completely flunked out of college, I couldn't even wake up in the morning to get to my job, and
so I lost that too. I was so depressed, that I turned to drugs until I ran out of them and any
money I had saved up.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:36:14 No.3060274
On a side note, is this a real remix of "Medicine" or was it just speed up and mixed a little?
Any infos on that?
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:36:55 No.3060275
>>3060266
>People think that once they kill themselves they will be able to think forever free of pain or
suffering, dream up any scenario of a better life.
This is almost certainly not the case.
people actually think that? like for fucking real?
well to be honest it may be the case, it may be that there actually is heaven and hell, or an
after life or 72 virgins waiting for us
the thing is we don't know, and we will never know, just like we don't know what was before we
were born, and the best thing is it doesn't matter one bit why we are alive
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:38:15 No.3060276
>>3060259
"Hey man I got this cool idea for an app but I don't know shit about coding, you wanna have a go
at it? We might get rich man!"
Have you ever heard this or something along those lines?
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:39:55 No.3060277
>>3060275
As I always say: life is the worst thing to happen to the universe, because consciousness comes
to an end.
Trying to be alive as long as possible is the only worthwhile pursuit.
Humans, at this present time, are at the stages of possibly curing death, either directly or
indirectly.
Ending yourself now when we could be at the beginnings of a massive turning point is silly.
Of course, humans would rather throw nukes at each other and call each other bad names.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:41:14 No.3060279
>>3060276
Usually of my retarded cousin or some of my other retarded online friends who have no idea how
the world works.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/12/16(Tue)05:41:51 No.3060280
>>3060276
Not him, but I have heard it SO MANY times.
"Hey man, got a great idea for a browser plugin, here is all these totally impractical ideas, oh
yeah, there is also a scoreboard and junk"
"Hey man, years later, we should totally make that browser plugin as an APP! Don't ask me how,
but it could be done!"
FUCK. OFF.
Your idea is shit, it won't work, and the ways I tell you it can work, you don't like it.
