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[_] How was your Sunday, anons? Anonymous 11/19/17(Sun)19:12:50 No.

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>> [_] Anonymous 11/19/17(Sun)19:24:29 No.

  It was fine I guess, god I miss Nujabes. Fuck

>> [_] Anonymous 11/19/17(Sun)19:26:27 No.

  >>3295824
  Don't be sad he's gone, be glad that we're able to celebrate his art.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/19/17(Sun)20:10:38 No.

  was watching a lottery show with my grandma, whom is dying of cancer

>> [_] Anonymous 11/19/17(Sun)20:31:21 No.

  >it's been 7 years since he passed away
  jesus christ, I still remember the news like it was yesterday, no joke

>> [_] Anonymous 11/19/17(Sun)20:56:19 No.

  Realizing my best days are behind me
  The days where I was a care free teenager, biking around my city with my best buddy, not caring
  what came next, only what was happening in that moment. That's behind me
  The days where I was an independent 20-something. Relishing in my newly found freedom, exploring
  my expanded world, meeting new people, partying, fucking, enjoying what life had for. The future
  on my mind, but my invincibility making me think "It'll work out in the end! Everything will fall
  into place" thinking that these moments in my present will never end...All behind me.

  Now I'm miserable. I'm 31, being underpaid at my unfulfilling job, knee fucked up from an
  accident, always tired, getting fat, and watching people die, knowing that death is all my future
  holds for me

>> [_] Anonymous 11/19/17(Sun)21:06:51 No.

  I masturbated at least 5 times and ate a pizza.
  Also cuddled my cat and read a japanese light novel.
  I think ill kill myself tommorow

>> [_] Anonymous 11/19/17(Sun)21:10:57 No.

  >>3295851
  which LN?

>> [_] Anonymous 11/19/17(Sun)23:31:46 No.

  >>3295848
  if it makes you feel better im 32, virgin, without a job

>> [_] Anonymous 11/19/17(Sun)23:32:52 No.

  >>3295851
  >not necessarily in that order

>> [_] Anonymous 11/20/17(Mon)00:06:56 No.

  >>3295851
  don't do it yet, cat will be lonely

>> [_] Rockmaster 11/20/17(Mon)00:35:17 No.

  Currently waiting for news about my felony, also confessed to my family that I have considered
  suicide, lots of edgy shit going on

>> [_] Anonymous 11/20/17(Mon)00:36:16 No.

  I'm failing out of college and going to be kicked out at the end of this semester and I have no
  idea what the fuck I'm going to do from here

  Depression is a whore who can't be bought, it's ruined my life and at this point in my life
  nobody genuinely gives a shit anymore what happens. I'm not a teenager anymore so if I kill
  myself it won't be an inconvenience to anyone anymore.

  I want to draw cute anime girls, but that isn't ever going to happen because I just can't draw,
  and I can't dedicate myself to something I suck at because of my crippling depression. I just
  stare at the blank paper for hours, not drawing, too afraid to try and draw anything because I
  know it'll suck. I try reading books on drawing and I get distracted after two or three
  sentences, or I start daydreaming about something while I'm reading.
  I'm a human being who isn't fit for the modern world.

  On the other hand though, you posted this right when I needed it, because Luv(sic) pt.2 was the
  song I used to play to calm myself before I tried killing myself

>> [_] Anonymous 11/20/17(Mon)00:41:24 No.

  >>3295819
  I've been sick for the past 29/35 days. constant pain and nausea. no cure in sight. 18 y/o btw.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/20/17(Mon)00:52:53 No.

  >>3295907
  sorry to hear that, what's the diagnostic?

>> [_] Anonymous 11/20/17(Mon)00:54:07 No.

  >>3295906
  >>3295905

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6LovY_DdEE

  Sorry to hear, anons. Is going for a run an option? Like so far and hard that you're covered in
  sweat, have sore legs, and got the heart pumping at 150+ BPM for at least 10-20 minutes straight?
  Feels so good once you're done and you've got a bowl of something delicious to have at the end of
  it.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/20/17(Mon)00:57:32 No.

  >>3295910
  wish i knew

>> [_] Anonymous 11/20/17(Mon)01:06:31 No.

  Slept in to 2PM after a night of tripping on shrooms, then followed it up with tea and rummy with
  some friends. Currently getting drunk in anticipation of a Monday filled with hopeless applying
  for jobs I might not be qualified for. Wondering how I can stretch what money I have until that
  job arrives. Praying I don't need to rob more money from my Roth IRA to survive another few
  months, to admit to my accountant that I need to rob myself again to live for today. Hoping that
  some holiday miracle can save me when I know there's no such thing.

  t. an autist torn between optimism and cynicism

>> [_] Anonymous 11/20/17(Mon)03:13:42 No.

  >>3295906
  I used to want to draw anime girls too until I realized I just don't have the attention span for
  anything long-term unless I know it'll pay me something (and chew lots of 5gum for that sorbitol
  -sugar to keep me going, cheap dopamine)

  >>3295912
  https://youtu.be/phERioINm6A?t=2m39s

>> [_] Anonymous 11/20/17(Mon)05:51:43 No.

  >>3295906
  I'm in a similar position, but I fucked out of school a couple of years ago. Honestly, reading
  that other people can be as shitty as I am makes me feel, not better, but less alone I guess? I
  wish it was a little easier to be people.

>> [_] Anonymous 11/20/17(Mon)09:36:59 No.

  Hope you guys have a nice week ahead of you. Keep going!

>> [_] Anonymous 11/20/17(Mon)12:49:21 No.

  >>3295848
  charlie?