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[_] cheer up m8 = 11/17/13(Sun)12:07 No.2183993
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)12:29 No.2184012
I actually like this.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)12:39 No.2184025
>>2184012
You are a disgrace
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:00 No.2184039
Could someone explain to me what drives someone to commit suicide? What makes them think "Fuck
seeing this through past the shit parts, I'm done"?
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:06 No.2184047
>>2184039
Depression is sorta just a constant state. It fucks with your mind and distorts your world. They
don't see it as getting past the shit parts, because they're afraid it's all shit parts.
I've struggled with depression in the past, and have come close to committing suicide, but in the
end, I did just say fuck it. Death is permanent, and while these bad times may be as well,
there's only one way to find out if they're not, and that's to keep living.
>> [_] = 11/17/13(Sun)13:10 No.2184055
>>2184039
I doubt anyone can explain this accurately since those who actually have reasons enough to want
to do it are usually dead and the rest, including those who 'failed' several times are worthless
achievement whores.
A friend of a friend had a girlfriend that would attempt suicide at almost a weekly basis, that
was some tough guilt trip shit.
I myself had thoughts about it out of guilt, as redemption and all, but then I came to thinking
that living with the weight is the punishment.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:11 No.2184056
>>2184039
because you get to go to gensokyo afterwards
>> [_] offtopic sage = 11/17/13(Sun)13:13 No.2184061
>>2184055
Wait. What the fuck.
Did I seriously slip and write "achievement" instead of "attention".
I should take a break from vidya for a couple of days.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:14 No.2184063
>>2184039
>being an unappreciated genius
>loneliness
>feeling of being abused
>even by parents
>unable to pursue personal dreams and endeavours
>lack of love
>jealousy
Just to name a few
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:15 No.2184068
>>2184047
Same. I tried killing myself twice.
After the second time I kind of had a waking up.
I became a better person because I failed dying. What's annoying is the way I failed.
Gun pointed away from me, gun worked, gun pointed in my mouth. Jammed.
Tried 3 times with this gun.
THen I got drunk and just thought about it and decided that nothin in life was worth being a
bitch about and to man up.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:20 No.2184074
>>2184068
At least it wasn't some superstitious "sign"
OH LAWD JEEBUS HALLELUJAH I BE DA CHOSOON UN'
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:20 No.2184075
nice knowing u anon
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:23 No.2184076
>>2184068
>Gun pointed away from me, gun worked, gun pointed in my mouth. Jammed.
I'm not exactly one to put much stock in the idea of a deity directly interfering with the lives
of mortals, but something is really fucked up about the idea of a gun failing to go off three
times when all other attempts that weren't at your head work exactly as expected.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:23 No.2184077
>actual discussion of suicide
Anyone who wants to commit suicide, and DOESN'T do it on some livestreaming site is a fucking
faggot who deserves to suffer instead of dying.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:25 No.2184080
>>2184068
I tried... many times.
>would've strangled myself with my bare hands if my mother wouldn't walk into my room
Just think... I would make it into biology books as the first man to defeat survival instinct.
During university I tried to an hero several times.
>exposing myself to radioactive materials in labs
>mixing paracetamol with vodka
>overdosing on dxm
I stopped in my final year. I realized it was my parents' unrealistic ambitions making me mean,
nihilistic and suicidal.
>hey anon, you're 21, where's your wife and kids?
>hey anon, I know you're studying nuclear physics and you've a final exam on quantum mechanics in
2 weeks that determines 60% of your final grade, but... WHY DON'T YOU HAVE A JOB YOU PIECE OF SHIT
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:26 No.2184082
>>2184080
Sounds almost as bad as stereotypical Asian parents.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:29 No.2184083
>>2184082
Yeah, except we're jewish and it didn't cross their mind that I've an exam in a short period of
time.
They just thought I'm playing games all day instead of reading lecture notes.
>> [_] = 11/17/13(Sun)13:32 No.2184085
>>2184077
>streaming yourself an heroing
Seriously. Anyone who cares enough for people to see it is doing it wrong.
>> [_] veritasvambrace 11/17/13(Sun)13:32 No.2184087
>>2184039
Let me set the stage for you to understand one possibility.
Imagine someone you hate. Like, as you enter a room with this person, your hair bristles and you
have to resist primal growling to express your disgust with their presence.
Maybe they hurt you. Maybe they hurt someone you know. Maybe they symbolize something you hate
about the world. Maybe they talk about horrible things, like raping your friends, or murdering
innocents on the street.And everyone else seems to see them as ok. Maybe they're a bit
indifferent, or they give you both looks when they think you can't see them.
1/2
>> [_] veritasvambrace 11/17/13(Sun)13:33 No.2184089
>>2184087
This person, for some reason, embodies everything that is wrong with the world, and there is
nothing you can do about it. Yelling at them just makes you feel like a douche, hitting them is
hollow satisfaction, and you can't walk away. You are stuck in the same building, every day of
the week, you see this ugly son of a bitch and want to stop seeing him. Then, one day, someone
brings a gun into the house. And you know. You know how to get rid of him.
Or maybe, the door to the roof is unlocked. And he's up there, on the ledge.
Or maybe the prescription that keeps him here could be force fed to him in poetic justice for the
slights he has dealt against you.
When people are suicidal, they are at war with themselves and a world that has trapped them in
with their worst enemy.
>> [_] = 11/17/13(Sun)13:34 No.2184091
>>2184080
>choking yourself
Nigga, I think you might have went full re-
>radio exposure and slight chance of ARS as a suicide method
Yep. Full retard.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:38 No.2184092
>>2184085
They're probably a useless piece of shit anyway. Maybe they can actually somewhat contribute to
society by giving us a good laugh.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:39 No.2184093
>>2184091
On retrospect I agree.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:47 No.2184100
>>2183993
>not understanding that committing suicide is a deadly sin
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:52 No.2184106
>>2184100
>deadly sin
Nice.
>> [_] veritasvambrace 11/17/13(Sun)13:54 No.2184110
>>2184100
>>2184106
Sin deadly or don't sin at all
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)13:57 No.2184116
>>2184100
Isn't it also an arrestable offence to commit suicide in one specific area of the US?
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)14:04 No.2184128
I want to suicide because life is boring.
>> [_] veritasvambrace 11/17/13(Sun)14:08 No.2184133
>>2184128
“I’m bored’ is a useless thing to say. I mean, you live in a great, big, vast world that you’ve
seen none percent of. Even the inside of your own mind is endless; it goes on forever, inwardly,
do you understand? The fact that you’re alive is amazing, so you don’t get to say ‘I’m bored.”
~Lewis C.K.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)14:11 No.2184139
>>2184133
But one part of me wants to watch anime, but the other side of me wants to play a game. My
computer isn't fit to play games, so it's choppy and slow. My life sucks.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)14:12 No.2184141
>>2184139
>firstworldproblems.avi
>> [_] veritasvambrace 11/17/13(Sun)14:19 No.2184144
>>2184139
play minecraft. Torrent 1990s games. Emulate SNES classics
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)14:20 No.2184146
God, the retards talking about suicide in this thread are such prissy attention whores.
Songs like the one OP posted are the reason they act like this.
>Oh god, that bottle of pills didn't work, YET AGAIN, I sure am unfortunate and not at all
seeking attention. I'll talk about how I'm going to kill myself in various ways. See you tomorrow!
I suffered from legitimate, diagnosed depression during my first two years at university. There's
absolutely no way to enjoy anything at all when you're under the influence of an episode, and
sometimes those things would last for weeks. I'd just sit in my room and do nothing for days at a
time, not even eat or get out of bed. I had suicidal thoughts because the depression was
preventing me from achieving anything or even maintaining a routine. I just couldn't do anything
worthwhile.
>Oh, I'm so lonely. Nobody in middle school likes me. having sucide thoughts lol #fml!
Fuck. Off.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)14:21 No.2184149
>>2184080
You can't strangle yourself with your hands, you pass out and let go.
>> [_] veritasvambrace 11/17/13(Sun)14:24 No.2184153
>>2184146
I know the feeling mate. My depression cycle went for about 8 months. Sleep, wake up, stare at
inside of eyelids trying to find any reason to exist, drink water, bathroom, sleep.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)14:28 No.2184155
>>2184144
>play minecraft
>minecraft
>on a non-gaming PC
>> [_] veritasvambrace 11/17/13(Sun)14:29 No.2184156
>>2184155
I rigged a five year old craptop with 512mb of ram that a kid bought for 100$ to play minecraft.
Optifine, minimal settings.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)14:29 No.2184157
>>2184100
do u think we are christians? No is scared of hell man.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)14:30 No.2184158
sauce on the song?
>> [_] veritasvambrace 11/17/13(Sun)14:31 No.2184162
>>2184158
Hollywood undead - bullet
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)14:35 No.2184163
>>2184156
That's impressive considering how much of an unoptimized piece of crap minecraft is.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)14:41 No.2184173
>>2184162
thanks
>> [_] veritasvambrace 11/17/13(Sun)14:44 No.2184177
>>2184163
It is, but it's a magnificent timewaster, and tweaking the settings got pretty interesting.
Anyway, just get znes and some games. My old top could handle that shit, and it was xp
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)14:44 No.2184178
>>2184039
you feel like shit constantly and it gets to the point where you cant take it anymore, you cant
go to sleep yo wake up to feel like this again.
before you get to that point you get to the other faces. First you start feeling like shit and
thinking that everything is shit, then you realize that there is no solution and everything is
going to be shit forever then you start to try to be asleep all the time, when you cant
phisically be sleeping you just close your eyes and try to think as little as possible, if you
see anyone like this then intervine because this guy is going to be killing himself in the next
few weeks.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/17/13(Sun)14:58 No.2184190
suddenly i feel like killing myself after listening to this song
