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[_] Anon 3227745 What's changed for you? Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anon 3227751 Realised that I want nothing, but society dictates that I shouldn't kill myself. Where does passion come from?
>> [_] Anon 3227857 I've decided that my goal should be to maximize my autonomy, rather than minimizing pain >># hell if I know
>> [_] Anon 3227871 >># desu, it varies so much between people. Try to find something or some hobby and do your best to be the best in it. If you are lucky along they way you may find something you actually care about.
>> [_] Anon 3227883 >># something weird is happening desu
>> [_] Anon 3227884 >># T B H is now desu
>> [_] Anon 3227885 >># >now it's been that way for more than a year senpai (f a m) baka (s m h)
>> [_] Anon 3227892 >># I'm condemned to work in corporate office culture just to survive, but at the cost of my sanity. I'm not just being edgy, the anxiety has been eating away at my soul for the past 5 years and I see no end in sight, no solution, no escape everything that was myself, that I liked about myself, is gone, and I don't know if I can ever get it back is this what makes the jews happy? to destroy people and reduce them to farm animals?
>> [_] Sammy 3227894 >># I'm at Uni, I'm supposed to be having the time of my life, and yet I'm depressed, alone, stressed and working constantly
>> [_] Anon 3227904 >># Have you considered getting a different job?
>> [_] Anon 3227906 2016 raped my life. Almost literally. I would actually honest to god take ass rape every day than deal with what i deal with. "schizophrenia"hitoneday.Stilldon'tknoww ethertobelievethisornot,butihavebelievedp eoplearereadingmythoughts.Iamaskeptic,ikn owcrazypeoplethinktheyaresane.Startedoutt hinkingiwasbeingwatchedbutitprogressedtot hat.Heardpeoplerepeatthetimebeforeilooked attheclock,wheniwholeheartedlythoughtitwa shourspriortotheexactminuteofthetimethatw assaidtome.Itdoesn'thappenoften,mostlyiti sjustnoise.Peoplehavecommentedontyped/spo kenwordsthatithoughtwereperfectlyright,bu tuponlookingthemupiusedthewrongwordforthe situation.Manyotherthingslikethathavehapp enedandibelievedinschizophreniaforawhile. Nowthereissomuchoverwhelmingintangibleevi dencethatidon'tknowwhattodo.Lookupremoten euralmonitoringandelectronicharassment.Iu sedtothinkthosepeoplewereinsaneuntilihave heardthingsthatmysubconsciouscouldnothave possiblypickedupon.Ihearconstantnoise, every thought in my head is repeated. If i explained the whole ordeal even the most skeptical person would have at least looked into what i am talking about. But i'm drunk and wanted to make it short and sweet. Picture actually believing somebody can understand your every single thought, trying not to think bad things, worrying about every little thing. My life went from pretty shit, but doable to an absolute living hellhole in which i must adapt to but can't. One of the best men i have ever met in my life is also dying of ALS syndrome currently and everything is a mess. I love you guys. I know a lot of you feel down on your luck, i used to occasionally be depressed. But just know that there are people out there living in hell. If this ever goes away i am detecting my entire life to some sort of charity to help all of the people that are less fortunate.
>> [_] Anon 3227907 >># >tl;dr if you aren't in absolute hell then you have a good life and you don't know what hell is. Hell is relative, but know that there is almost always a worse hell. So cheer up lads. If you have a functioning brain, penis, heart and lungs (in that order) then you are doing just fine.
>> [_] Anon 3227908 >># Last thing, back around when moot died i was very depressed. And i don't get depressed (or didn't used to). I had no job, sat in bed reading yuri manga all day. Thought to myself "this is my lowest point ever". Little did i know i would look back on those times as if they were the glory days. I can't even read the shit anymore because my life is just so, so terrible in comparison to that. It makes me wish i had a time machine. Not trying to scare you but if you think life is bad it helps to hear from somebody who's life went to absolute shit. The only thing i could see worse than what is happening with me currently is a loss of limbs. I would gladly GLADLY give both of my legs for sanity as well as good health for all of my family members. >P.S. depressed yuri reading is the shit. Check out Octave. Octave is the pinnacle of everything. It will make you wish you were trying to make it in the big city finding love and stuff.

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[_] [L] Anon 1581823 everybody needs somebody to loathe

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[_] [L] Anon 1274944 rnd

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