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[_] Anonymous 03/23/17(Thu)20:29:46 No.3227745
What's changed for you?
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>> [_] Anonymous 03/23/17(Thu)20:38:34 No.3227751
Realised that I want nothing, but society dictates that I shouldn't kill myself. Where does
passion come from?
>> [_] Anonymous 03/24/17(Fri)03:53:17 No.3227857
I've decided that my goal should be to maximize my autonomy, rather than minimizing pain
>>3227751
hell if I know
>> [_] Anonymous 03/24/17(Fri)05:17:26 No.3227871
>>3227751
desu, it varies so much between people. Try to find something or some hobby and do your best to
be the best in it. If you are lucky along they way you may find something you actually care about.
>> [_] Anonymous 03/24/17(Fri)07:06:15 No.3227883
>>3227871
something weird is happening desu
>> [_] Anonymous 03/24/17(Fri)07:07:41 No.3227884
>>3227871
T B H is now desu
>> [_] Anonymous 03/24/17(Fri)07:12:04 No.3227885
>>3227884
>now
it's been that way for more than a year senpai (f a m)
baka (s m h)
>> [_] Anonymous 03/24/17(Fri)08:00:33 No.3227892
>>3227745
I'm condemned to work in corporate office culture just to survive, but at the cost of my sanity.
I'm not just being edgy, the anxiety has been eating away at my soul for the past 5 years and I
see no end in sight, no solution, no escape
everything that was myself, that I liked about myself, is gone, and I don't know if I can ever
get it back
is this what makes the jews happy? to destroy people and reduce them to farm animals?
>> [_] Sammy 03/24/17(Fri)08:26:10 No.3227894
>>3227745
I'm at Uni, I'm supposed to be having the time of my life, and yet I'm depressed, alone, stressed
and working constantly
>> [_] Anonymous 03/24/17(Fri)08:56:58 No.3227904
>>3227892
Have you considered getting a different job?
>> [_] Anonymous 03/24/17(Fri)10:12:28 No.3227906
2016 raped my life. Almost literally. I would actually honest to god take ass rape every day than
deal with what i deal with.
"schizophrenia"hitoneday.Stilldon'tknowwethertobelievethisornot,butihavebelievedpeop
learereadingmythoughts.Iamaskeptic,iknowcrazypeoplethinktheyaresane.Startedoutthinki
ngiwasbeingwatchedbutitprogressedtothat.Heardpeoplerepeatthetimebeforeilookedatthecl
ock,wheniwholeheartedlythoughtitwashourspriortotheexactminuteofthetimethatwassaidtom
e.Itdoesn'thappenoften,mostlyitisjustnoise.Peoplehavecommentedontyped/spokenwordstha
tithoughtwereperfectlyright,butuponlookingthemupiusedthewrongwordforthesituation.Man
yotherthingslikethathavehappenedandibelievedinschizophreniaforawhile.Nowthereissomuc
hoverwhelmingintangibleevidencethatidon'tknowwhattodo.Lookupremoteneuralmonitoringan
delectronicharassment.Iusedtothinkthosepeoplewereinsaneuntilihaveheardthingsthatmysu
bconsciouscouldnothavepossiblypickedupon.Ihearconstantnoise,
every thought in my head is repeated.
If i explained the whole ordeal even the most skeptical person would have at least looked into
what i am talking about. But i'm drunk and wanted to make it short and sweet. Picture actually
believing somebody can understand your every single thought, trying not to think bad things,
worrying about every little thing. My life went from pretty shit, but doable to an absolute
living hellhole in which i must adapt to but can't.
One of the best men i have ever met in my life is also dying of ALS syndrome currently and
everything is a mess.
I love you guys. I know a lot of you feel down on your luck, i used to occasionally be depressed.
But just know that there are people out there living in hell. If this ever goes away i am
detecting my entire life to some sort of charity to help all of the people that are less
fortunate.
>> [_] Anonymous 03/24/17(Fri)10:14:33 No.3227907
>>3227906
>tl;dr if you aren't in absolute hell then you have a good life and you don't know what hell is.
Hell is relative, but know that there is almost always a worse hell. So cheer up lads. If you
have a functioning brain, penis, heart and lungs (in that order) then you are doing just fine.
>> [_] Anonymous 03/24/17(Fri)10:24:27 No.3227908
>>3227907
Last thing, back around when moot died i was very depressed. And i don't get depressed (or didn't
used to). I had no job, sat in bed reading yuri manga all day. Thought to myself "this is my
lowest point ever". Little did i know i would look back on those times as if they were the glory
days. I can't even read the shit anymore because my life is just so, so terrible in comparison to
that. It makes me wish i had a time machine.
Not trying to scare you but if you think life is bad it helps to hear from somebody who's life
went to absolute shit. The only thing i could see worse than what is happening with me currently
is a loss of limbs. I would gladly GLADLY give both of my legs for sanity as well as good health
for all of my family members.
>P.S. depressed yuri reading is the shit. Check out Octave. Octave is the pinnacle of everything.
It will make you wish you were trying to make it in the big city finding love and stuff.
