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[_] Broke up with my tulpa and now I'm having allucinations Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)11:46:22
No.3142565
She existed for one year. I would end my day and talk with her for half an hour, wake up and lay
in bed for 2 more hours talking with her. I really wanted to meet her in my dreams and she always
avoided it. Since I didn't ever designed a form from her, she was afraid I didn't like her form.
3 days ago 1 minute after I started talking to her she told me to go to sleep already while
laughing. I asked her why. And she couldn't explain. She went silent and I said that this night I
was going to discover why. And I said I hoped I it wasn't anything I had to kill her over. I
never threatened her. I didn't find her this night. Next night she doesn't talk to me, just stays
there and I say that I'm going to stop talking to her, the only way for her to stay alive is to
show up in my dreams and explain what is happening before she dies. When I woke up, she had ran
away. Haven't seen her yesterday, probably she won't ever come back.
Since it all started I saw huge things that barely can get past a door in the distance. It's not
her since it's always a different kind of monster. I'm also seeing shadows(black and sometimes
white) rushing me. She is my last tulpa. I always tried to keep her weak and still look at all
the troubles and worries she is giving me. Do not create tulpas if you didn't.
Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)12:14:02 No.3142579
>>3142565
/x/ please go away
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)12:51:35 No.3142591
Just like coworkers, friends, and family
do not date or fuck a tulpa
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)12:57:10 No.3142593
I wish i'd have the patience to conjure a tulpa..
Anyway nice read OP you find your tulpa
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)13:05:32 No.3142596
Didn't remember how good flash this was. Thank you OP.
>> [_] jap-t 09/03/16(Sat)13:39:01 No.3142600
>>3142565
good luck OP
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)14:07:50 No.3142608
>>3142591
>do not date or fuck a tulpa
Well then what's the point?
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)14:27:31 No.3142612
>roleplaying on /f/
wew lad
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)14:36:57 No.3142615
>>3142565
>Broke up with my tulpa
Stopped reading there
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)15:19:22 No.3142621
>>3142565
What the fuck?
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)15:25:14 No.3142623
Google isn't helping me as it's showing me random shit.
What the fuck is a tulpa?
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)15:35:43 No.3142630
>>3142623
http://tulpa.info
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)15:38:39 No.3142631
>>3142623
it's some sort of /x/-tier thing where you create a separate entity within your mind iirc.
Anyway, trust a 4chan user not to be able to control it properly
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)15:47:02 No.3142637
>>3142565
>I always tried to keep her weak
You're problem is you were probably being too restrictive of it retard. You're supposed to let
them grow, not hold them back
Also
>the only way for her to stay alive is to show up in my dreams
are you retarded? Thats not even close to how it works
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)17:18:31 No.3142668
>>3142637
If she shows up in my dream and explains and it's a reasonable thing I will keep giving her
attention and she will live.
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)17:34:51 No.3142680
>>3142668
No you fucking idiot thats not how it works
If you want to have a tulpa you have to put in the work, not threaten the tulpa's existence to
try to manipulate them.
At this rate you're better off not having a tulpa since you're so shit at taking care of one, but
since you're already a year into it and they're not the easiest thing to dissipate thats not an
option anymore
Usually I wouldn't spoon feed retards but I'm more concerned about the tulpa you're fucking up
than about you so what ever
Tulpas are supposed to be treated like people if you want them to flourish. that means not
treating them like a toy that you can do what ever you want with. treat them like a close friend.
If you don't want to lose that friend you have to be nice and not threaten them. Give them
support, listen for their needs, and so on.
If you want to reestablish ties with your run-away tulpa I would suggest first off apologizing.
Then try to regain her trust if needed and maybe she'll come back
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)17:43:15 No.3142683
What if those are not hallucinations anon :)
Sleep well
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)17:52:50 No.3142687
>Tulpas lives matter
What an actual fuck are you people on?
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)18:07:40 No.3142694
Well i guess it get an insult, but still wann know it, name of song plz?and hell those tulpa
things dont sound like a good thing to create either..
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)18:10:02 No.3142695
>>3142694
Bitch.
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)18:10:24 No.3142697
>>3142694
>those tulpa things dont sound like a good thing to create either
if you actually do it right its actually really great
And its not even that difficult to do, it just takes dedication anda lot of patience, OP only
messed it up so bad because he's fucking retarded
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)18:13:32 No.3142699
>>3142697
>its actually really great
in what sense?
I mean it sounds like you have an illusionary friend like childrens tend to do when they have no
friends
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)18:16:54 No.3142702
>>3142699
For starters it give you a companion thats with you all the time, but if that doesn't float your
boat they can do other things too
Like for example mine helps me wake up on time, others can help you with remembering things, and
a lot of other things
Just look up "tulpa servitor" or something if you want more examples.
theres also a general on /trash/ that you can ask questions and shit at
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)18:22:24 No.3142704
Do i look like care for your insults?Go fapp to your anime girls because you cant appreciate
realty anymore keep going on insulting me and i simply will report, i did only ask for a song
title and now back off asshole
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)18:35:03 No.3142706
>>3142702
I really am curious but I'm gonna assume for now that it's just a mental illness and won't
investigate any further
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)18:36:48 No.3142707
>>3142706
your loss buddy
also if you ever do decide to look into it don't ever go to tulpa.info, its pure cancer
or do if you want laughs but loss in hope for the world
your choice
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)18:38:38 No.3142709
>>3142706
I agree, has to be some kind of mental illness. I wouldn't mind it though.
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)18:44:40 No.3142711
>>3142707
Another anon here.
Well, in that case, what would you recommend? (Instead of tulpa.info.)
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)18:46:22 No.3142713
>>3142565
Three words
Jackie Chan Tulpa
Do it
>> [_] Anonymous 09/03/16(Sat)19:01:25 No.3142715
>>3142631
/x/-tier?
sounds more like what /a/ does