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[_] What's got you down, /f/? Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)00:17:59 No.

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>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)00:23:57 No.

  my OCs are shit
  >you have to start somewhere

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)00:32:15 No.

  >>3208836
  Its not half bad matey

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)00:59:47 No.

  >>3208833
  It's all my fault, and I don't know if my life is worth fixing anymore to be honest with you, I
  just want to indulge myself while just letting it all fall apart and accelerate my death, like
  letting yourself sink into the ocean while eating ice cream

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)01:12:29 No.

  Last night I had a dream where I got diagnosed and issued a bottle silver bullets that made
  everything better.

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)02:19:37 No.

  I dreamt of her again last night. She was perfect; she loved me, flaws and all, I was happy

  If only I could remember her face.

>> [_] /f/aggot 01/30/17(Mon)02:25:24 No.

  >>3208833
  It's only a matter of time until everything becomes too much for me. Then I will collapse under
  the weight of it all. Up until now I've never failed at life in general, but my luck's wearing
  thin these days.

>> [_] RIP Anon 01/30/17(Mon)02:52:02 No.

  I recognize that view https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CG6gpwYH1DM
  I've lost track of what I wanted to do when I first got into college, and now I'm not what I want
  to do at all. I guess biochem is cool. But I'd really rather have people that don't leave. Not
  that I hold it against them. I'd leave past me too.

>> [_] RIP Anon 01/30/17(Mon)02:54:12 No.

  >>3208848
  It's not always so bad to let yourself fall a bit, as long as you manage to find your grip in
  time. Either you find what makes you want control or you don't.

>> [_] RIP Anon 01/30/17(Mon)02:56:34 No.

  >>3208867
  How long ago? Gonna go out on a limb and say what she meant to you and who she was are blending a
  bit more than they should. And yeah, is it not fucking weird how it's seemingly impossible to
  pull them out of recall unless its some flashback moment?

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)02:59:13 No.

  >>3208880
  I mean in the sense where I dreamt of a girl I've never met, and we're somehow in a relationship.
  I keep having this dream, and waking up from it, feeling depressed.

>> [_] Faggot (¬‿¬) 01/30/17(Mon)03:00:18 No.

  >>3208833
  >tfw narcissistic family, toxic friends I left, no gf but abusive exes

  I spend my time trying to figure out how to fix myself laughing at stupid memes on the internet.
  Truthfully, I'm just alone. I'm ENTP, and I'm alone.

  Thanks OP. I like to be a name fag so I can make new friends eventually.

  Hoping to join the military soon to find new friends, family, and eventually a positive and
  supportive girlfriend.

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)03:08:06 No.

  it's midnight
  essay due at 10am
  half done
  not sure what to write

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)03:10:15 No.

  Since I was six I've wanted to be a girl, but I've always been afraid to tell anyone. Now I'm a
  fat, ugly, 25-year-old man and I know those qualities won't change just because I snipped my dick
  off. I'll never be happy as a man and I'll be even more miserable as a ""woman"", and worse is
  the understanding that gender-change procedures might make gargantuan technological advancements
  after my lifetime I'm going to narrowly miss.
  Nobody has any idea of any of this, of course.
  The past few weeks I've found myself idly cleaning my gun a lot.

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)03:14:00 No.

  I think I might be autistic but I'm scared to get tested even though it'd allow me to get proper
  professional help. It feels more comforting not to be 100% certain of it than I think it would to
  be helped like I might need, and I'm not sure how I'd be treated by myself or others if it were
  true.

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)03:15:03 No.

  >>3208850
  Diagnosed with what? Lycanthropy?

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)03:16:11 No.

  i'll never know if he's gone because of me

>> [_] Faggot (¬‿¬) 01/30/17(Mon)03:18:26 No.

  This is honestly the best thread without any attack just because.
  I love y'all. <3

  >>3208890
  Keep going Anons. :') I believe in y'all.

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)03:20:05 No.

  I used to be an interesting person, who did interesting stuff

  Now I have no friends, and I spend all my free time alone doing nothing, I don't even want to try
  new things any more, I just want to continue doing nothing

  I'm scared

>> [_] RIP Anon 01/30/17(Mon)03:23:33 No.

  >>3208881
  Ah, that's certainly different. Maybe try to meet some more people? Try a new hobby or something?

>> [_] RIP Anon 01/30/17(Mon)03:27:51 No.

  >>3208887
  You're overthinking, anon. You can be just regular retarded and not be autistic. My childhood was
  like textbook aspergers, but it doesn't show quite as much now. I don't worry about if I have it
  because a diagnosis won't affect how I am, it just puts a specific label on it that may or may
  not be accurate or more importantly accurately judged by others. But its definitely a good sign
  that you've noticed.

>> [_] RIP Anon 01/30/17(Mon)03:28:52 No.

  >>3208893
  Scared of what?

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)03:36:50 No.

  >>3208900
  Being like this forever

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)03:38:33 No.

  2 exams next week. Not prepared at all. Staying up all night because I'm an insomniac who fucked
  up my sleep schedule. Have to finally get my shit together and look for a real career/internship.
  Afraid of rejection, any job i get turned down from will hurt me. I know as soon as I start it'll
  get better but i'm being a little bitch about it.

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)03:42:08 No.

  >>3208833
  I'm a degenerate tranny piece of shit and I need to die

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)03:50:01 No.

  >>3208888
  kek
  nice quads

>> [_] RIP Anon 01/30/17(Mon)03:52:22 No.

  >>3208909
  Why'd you stop going out then? What keeping you in?

>> [_] RIP Anon 01/30/17(Mon)03:53:24 No.

  >>3208911
  How will getting turned down hurt you?

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)04:44:31 No.

  >>3208893
  oh yeah? what did you use to do? skateboard and hang around downtown until almost midnight?

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)05:11:39 No.

  >What's got you down
  Gravity

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)05:16:31 No.

  I'm mean, ugly, and boring. I'm a failure at life, I dropped out of school, and spend all my time
  asleep, shitposting, playing games, or reading manga, pretty much. I'm a disappointment, and a
  drain. Some nights, I just feel so worthless, I really want to kill myself. My mother wants me to
  see a psychologist. All I want is a woman and children to depend upon me, who I can care for. But
  I know that'll never happen. I'm a filthy, degenerate, weeb, NEET. I hate myself, and I know I'm
  too stubborn to ever ask for help. It's just in my nature. You can't change who you are, or you
  won't be yourself, anymore.
  I know I'll give out, someday, and just end it. But until I do, I just feel empty.

>> [_] RIP Anon 01/30/17(Mon)05:21:58 No.

  >>3208933
  Changing who you are doesn't make you not yourself. It makes you not who you were. And thats
  scary for some reason. But do you know anyone who is still the same as they used to be? You have
  to let go and grab something new, but do it at your own pace.

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)05:28:15 No.

  >>3208934
  I just can't. I'm unable to. Some people are just destined to be failures. I'm resigned to my
  fate.
  Thanks, anyway.

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)05:44:37 No.

  I made new friends recently, but I don't know what they think about me. I don't know how to act
  around people, I just know a list of things you aren't really supposed to do and try to follow
  that. I have two friends I see in real life, but I think one of them doesn't actually like me.
  I'm not bothered by things I really should be bothered by, and I'm very upset at things I
  shouldn't be upset by. My younger brother constantly bullies me, which doesn't get to me much,
  but one time he told me he couldn't look up to me and that he has no role model and that hurt. I
  used to think I wanted a girlfriend but after thinking about what I want from a relationship I
  realized that what I want is closer to a self sufficient pet, and that I would make a terrible
  partner and that's why my relationships have failed. This music is good for helping me type this
  out, thank you op; it's nice to just kind of put this out there sometimes.

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)05:53:17 No.

  I'm not sure. I have no reason to feel bad - I have a happy family, a nice house, a stable job. I
  don't know what makes me happy anymore

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)06:24:23 No.

  >>3208833
  Whats got me down is that currently life seems to be going nowhere for me and the girl I love is
  choosing someone who I think is better than me, bare in mind this is the woman I have spent an
  entire year with and dropped everything when she fucking needed me, she wont admit it but that's
  pretty much it other than that my last year of high school isn't ending on a high note.

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)06:29:05 No.

  >>3208833
  im running a startup in the games industry because I take dumb risks but the payoff could be good
  if I stick at it, but I have no fucking idea what I'm going to do if everything goes to shit. I'm
  just lucky I'm able to handle all the heavy lifting myself and can actually ship titles.

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)06:36:06 No.

  >>3208833
  I had a dream, then i woke up. I really wanted to sleep

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)07:04:04 No.

  >>3208946
  that sounds like something a random town NPC would say in a JRPG.

>> [_] Anonymous 01/30/17(Mon)08:11:16 No.

  >>3208881
  Oh God those dreams are the worst. You end up feeling like shit the whole day.

  >wake up from a blissful dream
  >you remember her looks, her touch, but her name now eludes you
  >as the day goes by, you forget more and more - her voice, her face
  >soon all that remains is that bittersweet feeling of lost love

>> [_] RIP Anon 01/30/17(Mon)08:17:25 No.

  Do people actually dream of women they've never met? This is straight out of a wojak meme.