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[_] I really don't want to look at you :v 06/25/17(Sun)00:29:49 No.3256559
Everything feels stale
I got suggestions on recipes to try but I can't seem to get over the apathy hump lately.
is there a season that just makes things worse for you /f/rens?
Summer just seems to make me miserable, and I'm not entirely sure why.
Marked for deletion (old).
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)01:06:08 No.3256562
>>3256559
is it a good idea to buy a 3d printer rn?
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)01:10:47 No.3256563
>>3256559
Do you have any friends that you talk to or hang out with regularly? I've never felt more empty
and dead inside than when I first moved out of my parents house and neglected making any new
friends in the city I moved to.
>> [_] :v 06/25/17(Sun)01:38:32 No.3256576
>>3256562
Sure why not
>>3256563
I try and socialize with coworkers but talk always just ends up back to work or work related
stuff. I have a few friends online that I went to school with but we're scattered across
timezones now.
I like people I just have a hard time feeling like I'm having meaningful interactions. I haven't
been in a group of people I felt I could just "chill" with in a long time.
/f/ is the closest to that... And that should tell you something.
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)01:42:15 No.3256577
>>3256576
add a faggot on steam niger
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)02:11:27 No.3256582
Interaction between human is a weird art.
It require knowing what they want and what I want, and then find a balance that satisfy both.
But the problem is I don't have much to offer, it is really hard to connect when everyone want a
lot more than i could offer...
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)02:13:46 No.3256584
>>3256576
It's easy to do. Just find a white coworker and then start subtly racist, then go more and more
racist as you go on, depending on reaction. Start light, with muslims/the local wildlife, whether
it's mexicans or niggers, depending on location. You'll crack each other up with jokes, funnest
day at work you'll ever have, you'll actually be sad to go.
>>3256577
Not genuine, gotta be flesh and blood.
>>3256582
You'll never know what they want. Just crack jokes.
>> [_] :v 06/25/17(Sun)02:19:31 No.3256585
>>3256582
People want fuk, give them sum fuk
>> [_] :v 06/25/17(Sun)02:28:46 No.3256586
>>3256584
Is this really how you more friends?
I can't see myself cracking racist jokes with strangers, maybe after getting to know them...
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)02:33:56 No.3256589
>>3256586
Oh yeah, works like a charm. You can have absolutely nothing in common with your coworker-for
example, he rides motorcycles and I play world of warcraft. BUT HERE'S THE SECRET: you're both
white, and not mexican/black. Common bond that nothing and nobody can replace. Consequently, you
can joke/complain about muslims and mexicans all day long, it's good stuff. But yeah, go into it
LIGHTLY. Key point. Start with muslims, easiest starting point. If they only refer to them as
"Syrians" or "Arabs," bail, they're still stuck in delusion about Islam being a "religion of
peace." If they rapidly agree with you about whatever you're saying about muslims, then continue.
For example, what do you call a muslim with a goat and a camel? He said the joke, I said "happily
married," he said "bisexual", both had a good chuckle.
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)02:37:10 No.3256591
>>3256576
You got to get out and meet people and get out of your comfort zone. Find a group that shares a
similar interest, better still if they do 'flesh and blood' meet ups. You're bound to find
someone with a good compatibility....or not.
>> [_] :v 06/25/17(Sun)03:08:31 No.3256595
>>3256589
Yeah... I don't think this is going to work for the people I work with...
A good deal of my coworkers are not white. A guy who works on our inventory systems does DnD and
I always thought that sounds fun but I have no idea how to approach that situation.
>>3256591
I tried going to small cafes and "cool places" but everyone I ended up talking to just talked
about themselves forever...and took themselves very seriously. I do accept that part of the
problem is that I don't try and change the topic but really don't know how to move the
conversation to something more relevant...
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)03:14:51 No.3256596
>>3256576
That kinda makes me realize, even if literally my entire social circle is a group of about 4
other people I've known since middle/high school, it's still been a reliable source of social
interaction, and them being very close friends it makes for a very comfortable atmosphere. I
ought to be thankful for what I have.
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)03:19:43 No.3256598
>>3256595
>A good deal of my coworkers are not white.
Hmph. My genuine condolences. I can't carry on genuine conversation beyond a minute or two with
any of the Mexicans I work with at the job. Sorry you're in a situation like that, hopefully
you'll get a few more coworkers of your same race soon to make the work day fun and fast.
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)03:39:02 No.3256602
Sorry to rain on your parade :v but are you going to finish the commit sudoku full? Sorry if I
sound needy
>> [_] :v 06/25/17(Sun)03:55:48 No.3256605
>>3256602
I want to, but I need to figure out how to slice the rest of the sampled audio, the majority of
it sounds like a dying cat wailing into a bucket
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)03:56:34 No.3256606
>>3256605
do you have an estimated date on finishing it? :(
>> [_] :v 06/25/17(Sun)04:00:43 No.3256607
>>3256606
uh...
I'll give it a shot tomorrow. Any reason you want it?
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)04:02:19 No.3256608
>>3256607
I get autistic when it comes to audio demos
Always had anxiety to unfinished works
>> [_] :v 06/25/17(Sun)04:09:42 No.3256611
>>3256608
Boy do I have some bad news for you....all like 20 something of my tracks are unfinished
>> [_] dedo !drZ3h7esek 06/25/17(Sun)04:31:51 No.3256614
I've just done a full nighter on keeping an eye at a mix pult and concert speakers my friend owns
on a local fair and it reminded me how much I don't miss these "social activities" or just
clubbing in general.
Also I believe in you, you're gonna make one way or another, like everyone else.
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)04:35:53 No.3256616
>>3256595
I have always thought of going to cafes and trying to socialize with randoms but I never know how
to start.
I will say if you are trying to find cool groups of people, then just approach people with
similar interest, like the dnd group.
Recently I started showing up to my local FGC group and its been a blast because I can hang out
with people who actually know a lot about the games.
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)04:41:14 No.3256618
>>3256616
I did a similar thing like this once but it was about wow and the guy was even a bigger wowfan
than me and after like three months I was considering killing him while retaining a smile on my
face
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)04:49:49 No.3256619
>>3256618
lol, what did you do at the meetups?
bring laptops to everybody could play, or was it more on a online guild.
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)04:57:51 No.3256620
>>3256619
it wasn't a meetup
it was a language class of about 6 people and we didn't know each other so we talked about what
we like/dislike and that sort of stuff, and the moment I said I play WoW his eyes literally
started to glare. 3 months later and I was fed up but the class lasted for a whole school year so
I had to pretend a still liked talking about it.
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)05:07:07 No.3256622
>>3256595
>A good deal of my coworkers are not white.
This honestly might be a part of the problem
I would honestly recommend finding a community with your kind of people around. At least some
sort of group to socialize with.
I say this even as a minority. It's good to be around your own kind and being one of the few in
your surroundings can be ostracizing and lonely.
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)06:00:54 No.3256630
>>3256595
I recommend inquiring if theres free space to join dnd
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)06:28:51 No.3256634
>>3256630
I was struggling to find anyone to make friends with at my new job but one day completely by
accident I walked in a group playing a board game and they were really inviting, you should try
the dnd thing, you don't even have to be good at it they will probably just be happy to have a
new player.
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)06:32:59 No.3256636
>>3256611
I think you just killed this guy >>3256608
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)07:43:38 No.3256641
Do you have legs or a bike? Do you have subpar physical health? Go for a walk/bike trip. Exhaust
yourself. You need endorphin, my nigga. Break yourself to overcome the everyday mediocrity. Drink
lots of water. Turn off your computer for a day and force yourself to find something else to do.
Fuck committing sudoku. You might be at the worst part of your life, but that doesn't mean it's
gonna stay like that. Everyone goes through this shit, and every single person you meet outside
your hikkybunker goes or has gone through that same apathy hump.
You're better than them. You can get through it as long as you keep focusing on bettering
yourself and sticking to the things you care about. It's not even apathy that you're going
through since you're doing something. It's just another shitty day and it's up to you to make it
to the next day.
I'm a miserable cunt from time to time. Picking up Ultima Online helped me yesterday. I had a
random person help me like a good samaritan and it lifted me up. If nothing else works, try
playing a social video game and just make the first move towards making a social contact. Doesn't
need to be a commitment. Just talk to someone.
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)07:45:25 No.3256642
>>3256641
And by "talk to someone" I don't mean "pour your sadness onto someone". Just talk shit and play a
game with someone.
Love you, my nigga.
>> [_] godk 06/25/17(Sun)07:47:02 No.3256643
Don't worry.
Be happy.
And by happy, I mean wake up tomorrow.
Screw the h8ters on "unfinished" crap, all is finished, and all is unfinished.
Your art is what it is, and if the fucking Cardinal bugs you about when the Sistine Chapel's
ceiling fresco will be done, just say "It will be finished when it's finished".
Just remember you do Flash to satisfy yourself, and not because you're beholden to some Patron.
(does not apply to patreonfags)
Every masterpiece is in a perpetual state of 'unfinishedness', no matter the progress or the
notoriety of the artist.
What am I really saying?
YOU DO YOU, BOO.
That's all you can want, and all we can expect.
Carry on.
There, my blogposting is done for the day, back to shitposting hated OCs.
{just for the record, I enjoy your works and appreciate your effort. Ignore the edgelords.}
>> [_] Anonymous 06/25/17(Sun)12:43:09 No.3256671
HI GUYS :)
Could Any of you Fine folk direct me to the latest COC flash??
Please /f/f bros?
Thanks :)
>> [_] :v 06/25/17(Sun)13:31:17 No.3256692
This is all very nice advice
>Maybe not the "stick to your own kind" bits
I will talk to DnD guy he mentioned they had a pretty open campaign and I really in hindsight
should have taken that as an invitation, why else would he say that right?
I do workout, I just don't "get out" I have a 24 hour gym membership and running replaced self
harm for me way back in like highschool. I feel like brain chem wise I'm on the right track, meds
all balanced out and all that.
I can't stand people who dump their problems out, and I think my fear of being that person does
keep me from being entirely genuine with new people. I mostly just keep the conversation on them
and then stupidly get upset when all they talk about is themselves...the worst part is, I
recognize it every time and I just can't seem to stop it.
And your right I do make this stuff for fun but it's also therapeutic for me, I've never been the
creative type so starting all this really helped me feel like I'm stepping outside of my self for
the first time.
Now this thread can be purged and I won't feel so guilty for not responding.
Thanks /f/rens
