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[_] Anonymous 11/23/18(Fri)13:08:42 No.3369511
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>> [_] Anonymous 11/23/18(Fri)20:18:14 No.3369576
I shouldn't be so depressed just a couple of days before my 21st birthday.
But I've lost all of the ambition and inspiration that I had before. my body feels like a ragdoll
>> [_] Anonymous 11/23/18(Fri)22:25:50 No.3369596
>>3369576
here's a secret
shit dont get better, you just get better at dealing with shit
>> [_] Anonymous 11/23/18(Fri)23:46:42 No.3369614
>>3369576
storytime?
>> [_] Anonymous 11/23/18(Fri)23:49:50 No.3369615
>>3369596
This is wisdom. It'll all be awful until the end, the only thing you can change is your attitude
towards it.
>> [_] Anonymous 11/24/18(Sat)00:52:42 No.3369628
>>3369614
>autistic
>Failed to join military because of the latter, failed to acquire high school certificate because
i failed the final exams
>decided to juggle several jobs to optimize wages and minimize time in the day that in which i
can think
>decide to go study in america because i missed the 'merica life, and I wouldn't have to go back
and re-do highschool exams because i had a good SAT score
>before the flight my friends start treating me a lot better, girl of my dreams took my virginity
and showered me with love and warmth
>I fly, do freshman year, it was amazing. picked up all sorts of goals and ambitions, met many
new people
come back home to my friends and to dreamgirl
>spend the entire summer break blazing and having fun
before I go back for sophomore year in a new university, i'm given a choice: stay at home with
dreamgirl and study here, or keep studying in the states
>choose to fly again
>new city, expensive as hell, no car, psychopath roommates, literally no time to enjoy myself
between 18 credit hours, working a job to cover rent, and exercise\homework
>My parents are paying rediculous tuition rates out of pocket and i'm a financial leech
>I procrastinate too much and miss a couple of important scholarship deadlines
>forgot my backpack on the train platform and it got stolen, along with my laptop, notes,
lunchbox, smartwatch charger (that they don't make anymore), textbooks and important paperwork
>dreamgirl was supposed to visit me in a week from now, but her flight was cancelled and she
decided to split & found another guy
>shit just keeps piling on top of me & now im sitting here with my pants down facing a mountain
of homework that i've put off until now
>> [_] Anonymous 11/24/18(Sat)01:58:00 No.3369634
>>3369628
looks like you like to consider things somehow permanent and feel bad for nonfulfilled
expectations
>> [_] Anonymous 11/24/18(Sat)02:28:38 No.3369639
>>3369596
>>3369615
the struggle is what living is all about if you had everything you could ever want you'd do
yourself in even faster. Live for the struggle it keeps one grounded brother