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[_] What to do Anonymous 04/09/20(Thu)00:10:48 No.3424295
Fell in love with an escort I met last year. What the fuck do I do? I want to spend all my money
just to be with her. Fuck this cruel, pointless world. When you are 27 +, wannabe wizard, and
have nothing going on in your life there is nothing to do, nothing to hope for, nothing that
would stop you from doing the stupidest of things. Just want to spend my last money and end it
all.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/09/20(Thu)00:33:38 No.3424301
Even as a teenager I found FLCL deeply depressing.
Just cut your losses, shes an escort, she'll understand it and won't hold it against you if
you're mature about it. They aren't completely jaded or bereft of empathy, bringing comfort to
lonely men is part of why they do it. I know this from experience. i fell in love with an old
childhood friend I hadn't seen in many many years who had become and escort when I was your age
and met a lot of escorts on a personal basis during those years. i never paid her a dime for the
time we spent together, she actually paid for most of our trips, and it still ended pretty much
how you'd expect falling in love with and dating a hooker would. It will hurt far less if you're
the one who walks away, there's closure in being the one who makes that choice.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/09/20(Thu)01:06:30 No.3424304
>>3424301
Ok this sounds reasonable, but I feel so damn empty and I have no perspective that this will
change. I don't think I will ever have a relationship without money, like you managed to do. I
mean, it's literally
>her
about a whore, you know, haven even seen her for five months, stupid shit noone should care
about, and yet. I never cared about women, so I don't know how to approach this, I should have
just stayed a virgin for life...Fuck me I am drunk right now and should head to bed. Thank you
anyways.
>> [_] Anonymous 04/09/20(Thu)01:24:31 No.3424306
>>3424304
thats love man. thats what being in love is like. We both know the reasons you'll have to make
the right decision when it comes to dealing with that, but that wont make it hurt less for a
while.
This might be the shittiest time in the world for it, but when you can... try to get a change of
scenery. The idea that you can just 'start meeting people' becomes this unscalable wall as long
as your routine and stomping grounds remains the same. Try to break your habits in even minor
ways and it'll help you see your life as it actually is, something that can change at any time.
Have a good night, man, this drink's for you
>> [_] Anonymous 04/09/20(Thu)06:56:45 No.3424334
>>3424295
>What to do
do a flip
>> [_] Anonymous 04/09/20(Thu)08:54:58 No.3424337
>>3424306
Moreblogahead...IthinkInevertrulyrealizedthisfactthatthisiswhatlovemustbe,thatIactua
llyfellinlove,andnowwhereyoustateitsoclearlyitmakessense.It'sthemostbittersweetfeeli
ngimaginable,hellandheavenatthesametime.Stillrememberthefirsttimeveryclearly,itwasso
overwhelming,Ifeltlikeinadream,butabeautifuldreaminwhichIknewIwasawakeandtheworldhad
asortofclarityandopennessIneverdeemedpossible.Imagine,ahugless,kisslessvirgin,having
nocluewhattoexpect,noexperiencewithwomenatall,andthenyouhearthatknockatthedoorandimm
ediatelyit'slikewearemadeforeachother,shedirectlytrustedmeanddidnotaskforthecoverwit
hthemoney,wasalmostliketooperfect.Sheevenofferedmetodoitwithoutcondomthesameevening(
she'sahighclassEscortandit'saseriouscompanysoitcannotbeaboutlowstandards)andsaidshew
ouldhaveneverdonethisbefore,andeithersheisa
really, really good actor or it was something special. She was also hesitant to take the money,
again I don't know if this is acting, but it wouldn't make sense, she's a professional. This
dream state like experience was a once in a lifetime for me and I can't imagine something similar
to happen again, normally I am cold, struggle with emotions and empathy, cynical and pessimistic
and negative in general, that in contrast was the exact opposite and since then I am conflicted.
Seen her three times in total and the nights after that were not as good as the first one, but
still there was this connection. On a more practical note I am thinking of maybe see another
professional just to have a comparison and to see if there was really more to it or only me being
inexperienced.
