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[_] Settled down Anonymous 05/14/24(Tue)13:38:44 No.3507721
Life is done now.
>1-9: be a child
>10-19: be a crefree teenagers with ~some~ problems
>20-29 be depressed, suicidal, drug addicted, fucked up piece of shit
>30-3x and going: have a house, job, wife, child, settled down to life
What else is there to come? I mean, I can keep going like this, but it is kind of settled now.
Don't want it worse. Don't need it better. ... I don't know. I am not lost. Not in need of
advice. Just here. Not waiting. Just...
>> [_] Anonymous 05/14/24(Tue)14:02:04 No.3507724
Enjoy what you can of it, eventually it ends. Thats all anyone can do.
>> [_] Anonymous 05/14/24(Tue)14:24:51 No.3507725
>>3507724
I mean, I suppose so?
>> [_] Anonymous 05/14/24(Tue)14:58:07 No.3507727
>>3507721
That'swhyreligionexistsincethedawnoftimes.Tocopewithwhatlifeis.Somefuckedupfatemadeu
stobeaware,thatweliveinarealityofbacteria,virus,bugs,pain,nastyshit,wecarryourownrot
tingshitinsideus,creaturesarelivinginsideus,worms,parasites,millionsofthem.Andwecan'
tdonothingaboutit,weneedthem,wearepartoftheirworld.Butforsomefuckedupreason,wearewar
e.Orsomearemoreawarethanothers.Yourbodyrotswhenitiswounded,ifyouforsomereasoncanbrea
theyoudiethemosthorribledeath.Thinkaboutit,bythinkingaboutityouwillfindoutwhatmatter
stoyou,thinkingaboutitwillmakeyouaholyman.Doyouwanttofallinlove?Doyouhavewhatittakes
toprotectthatlove?Doyouhavewhatittakestobebetrayedbythatlove?Youliveinagreattime,whe
nyoucanbeawareofeverythingandplanyourpassingtimeinthisbitchofalife.Secureanicemancav
e,Iwanttoseetheendoftheworldcomfy,
playing my games and drinking my hot coffee. With out a single fucking care. That's a plan right
there.
>> [_] Anonymous 05/15/24(Wed)11:32:26 No.3507746
>>3507721
What if stage 3 never ended?
I just don't get how you go from 3 to 4.
>> [_] Anonymous 05/15/24(Wed)14:22:33 No.3507751
>>3507727
>Some fucked up fate made us to be aware, that we live in a reality of bacteria, virus, bugs,
pain, nasty shit, we carry our own rotting shit inside us, creatures are living inside us, worms,
parasites, millions of them. And we can't do nothing about it, we need them, we are part of their
world. But for some fucked up reason, we are ware.
Reminds me of U. G. Krishnamurti.
>>3507746
>I just don't get how you go from 3 to 4.
As far as I can tell it's a combination of random chance and a case of stubbornness, where you
keep on doing the thing which you despise with every fiber of your being, yet you know it could
lead you somewhere. It might or might not lead you somewhere, you can't know that. Sometimes, it
does. But then you will later have to reevaluate whether that's what you really want, when you
got there. It might turn out you tried to achieve the wrong things and you already had everything
you need.
>> [_] Anonymous 05/15/24(Wed)16:15:29 No.3507755
>>3507751
>Reminds me of U. G. Krishnamurti
Maybe I should give him a read. I know the guy but, I'm not into that.
Talking about "total awareness", to our natural and limited biological awareness, now, it will be
expanded artificially to a limitless awareness with AI. So, more pain, infinite pain and
suffering to our human condition will come. It's wasn't enough already to be aware of our
biological nastiness, but now we'll be forcibly aware about our mental and spiritual natural
condition at all times in any possible way.
>> [_] Anonymous 05/15/24(Wed)17:27:06 No.3507757
rolling
>> [_] Anonymous 05/15/24(Wed)17:37:12 No.3507759
>>3507757
i am old man now and old man say if old but body still healthy old man still needed in tribe one
day old man no longer needed then old man will die like old man before
>> [_] Anonymous 05/15/24(Wed)17:47:03 No.3507760
lmfao imagine being 40 and still posting in this shithole
your kid is def going to off himself
>> [_] Anonymous 05/15/24(Wed)18:00:38 No.3507762
>>3507760
No one in this shithole have kids.
>> [_] Anonymous 05/15/24(Wed)22:37:19 No.3507767
not to be a pretentious prick, but the lyrics of Jack & Diane, specifically "Life goes on, after
the thrill of living is gone" has rung true in these older years.
But hey, you say you got kids. Those little bastards should remind you why life is worth living
with their wonder at everything we now take for granted. I'm trying to get my own little demon
spawns so I can't say myself.
>> [_] Anonymous 05/16/24(Thu)01:10:52 No.3507771
>>3507721
According to this chart I get to be depressed, suicidal, drug addicted, and a fucked up piece of
shit in a few weeks. Yay
>> [_] Anonymous 05/16/24(Thu)13:36:52 No.3507783
>>3507721
according to the ancient Greeks the best years for a man are between 42 and 56
>> [_] Anonymous 05/16/24(Thu)17:41:35 No.3507787
>>3507721
Did you have a qt daughter? If so, can I have her? I'll give you a barrel full of crack for her
you junkie loser